Surviving Pain, Splitting Difficult

Maaf

Several days passed, apparently since Kellan's departure that day he did not return to the rented house he lived with Zea, he also did not give news even though only through a short message.

Zea also deliberately did not give any news to Kellan, things that Zea would never do even if just a small talk.

He deliberately let without news from Kellan, it count training later if fate does not side with him.

The roar of the car is now heard in front of the yard of Zea's rented house, but Zea also has no intention to see who comes or intends to open the door.

When Kellan got out of the car, it turned out that he passed by the rented mother who was at that time when Zea collapsed and was taken to the hospital by Alvaro.

"Mas Kellan, looks like he just got home? how is Zea Mas? is it healthy? because since I came home from the hospital I never saw Zea mbak out of Mas' house." Kellan who does not know anything but is now even asked a chain question by the Mothers of his neighbors.

Kellan was surprised to hear the questions from the mother because she did not know at all about it. However, Kellan who does not want to be branded husband is not good at guarding the wife even pretending to know when she does not know anything.

"Alhamdulillah is healthy Mom, just still need a lot of rest so do not go out of the house first. If so, excuse me to come in, ma'am." Pamit Kellan then to the Mothers of his neighbors.

"What happened to Zea until she went to the hospital, and who took her and why didn't she call me?" Alvaro muttered in his heart.

When it was in front of the door Kellan immediately opened the door of the house and entered.

He looks wry looking for the whereabouts of Zea but, he does not get. Then he decided to go into the room, because if Zea was not outside, he would be in the room.

Chequek.........

Kellan opened the door to her room slowly, and the true suspicion that Zea was in the room she was sitting leaning against the middle wall fun to play her phone.

When Zea realized that there was Kellan into the room, she immediately changed the look of her face that was smiling now instantly turned flat, and it was able to make Kellan goosebumps.

Zea seems to have a dual personality because it can quickly change the look of her face in an instant, and it was witnessed by Kellan.

Kellan had time to painstakingly gulp her own saliva because there was a fear of Zea, when Zea was in flat mode like today.

Then Kellan ventured closer to Zea and sat down to sit on the bed not far from Zea.

"Honey, said our neighbor's mother next door he said you had entered the hospital yesterday. Why did you get into the hospital? why don't you know Mas? who sent you to the hospital?" Kellan asked Zea a series of questions, but she seemed fed up with the question.

"I'm fine, and whoever walks me like that doesn't matter, whoever he is is is obviously a good person who still cares about me." Zea replied with a slight quip of Kellan.

Kellan also felt a little slapped by Zea's words, because indeed some days he was busy with Diana and ignored Zea just like that.

"Sorry, I was busy yesterday." Kellan said in a low voice, feeling a little guilty for ignoring Zea.

Zea did not answer again he just kept quiet by actually playing his phone back.

"Darling, I actually came home to see you because I miss you, and there's something I want to say." Kellan was now speaking directly in front of Zea.

Kellan let out a long sigh, facing the Zea who was in silent mode. He's like he's dead-numbered if Zea's already in this mode.

He was well aware of why Zea was like this, nor could he blame Zea for this was entirely due to his own actions.

"Two days, Diana and I are getting married." Lirih Kellan must either be sad or happy right now, because she knows she has hurt Zea so deeply.

DEG..........

Zea immediately stopped her activity while playing the phone, then she crossed her hands on her chest and turned her face to the other direction so as not to look at Kellan's face.

Because if he looks at Kellan's face, of course, he won't be able to hold back his tears.

"Diana is now pregnant with my son yank, my flesh and blood. That's why I have to take responsibility for marrying her." After saying that Kellan then hugged Zea.

"If only you knew Mas, if at this time I also contain your child, your flesh and blood, the baby that we have been waiting for so far is now present in my womb, then what about me, Mas?" Zea in the Heart.

Initially the rebellious Zea was embraced by Kellan but, her body was so outclassed by Kellan that she lost.

Be she now weeps in Kellan's arms, the tears she has intentionally endured since then but is now falling without excuse, without Zea being able to hold back.

However, she actually missed her husband a lot, but her longing was defeated by such a deep wound.

The husband who has always been there for her, who has filled her days for two more years now can no longer give color in her life.

Now that Kellan had painted a deep black color for Zea, there was no more colorful rainbow she had painted for Zea in her life.

"I'm sorry, my dear, I hurt you." Kellan kissed Zea's forehead long enough.

"Mas promise, Mas will be fair between you and Diana, Mas promised." Kellan tried to convince Zea.

"What did you say, Fair. What kind of fair is it? all this time my rival is just your mother you can't be fair then what now, you give me honey and then you promise a state of affairs. What kind of justice will you give Mas, while not yet you are married you have ignored me then what if you are really married." Zea monologue in the heart.

"Darling to ask permission to marry again, yes, Mas really wants to marry with your blessing." Lirih Kellan still held Zea in her arms.

Zea was silent, unable to speak even a word. It hurts, it hurts. How not to hurt when we consciously hear our beloved husband now ask permission to marry again without any fault in us.

"I'm sorry, dear Mas, I know you're hurt by this, I'm sorry for the stupidity that Mas did this dear." Monologue Kellan in the heart.

Kellan increasingly tightened his embrace with him who now dropped his tears, he knew that his wife had only been circling strong in front of all the original people she was very fragile.

"Mas's got a letter, you sign it baby."