Surviving Pain, Splitting Difficult

I'm strong, but I'm tired

Now they both have arrived at a very beautiful lake, Zea's favorite place when sad.

"Lake." Zea said in disbelief, it turns out Alvaro still remembers his habits when sad.

"Yes Madam, the lake is still your destination when you're sad, isn't it?" Gelak Alvaro tried to console Zea, although he himself is not okay when he learned the shocking news.

Zea smiled sweetly however, her teary eyes signifying that she was not doing well at the moment.

Alvaro got off and turned around the car to open the door for Zea.

"Please, Princess." Tempt Alvaro bent his body in front of Zea and extended his hand when he opened the car door for her.

"Thank you, hahahaha." Zea answered by accepting Alvaro's hand and laughing together.

Then Alvaro opened the back door of his car and took some snacks and drinks that he had bought while on his way to the lake.

Alvaro's right hand is now holding Zea's hand and the other is carrying plastic containing the snack.

Arriving near the lake now they sit on a bench that is already available there, Zea took a deep breath and then he exhaled slowly so repeatedly to relax his chaotic mind.

"You don't want to tell me anything?" Alvaro's question broke the silence, for Zea was indeed being swept away in her own mind.

"I have to do it, brother." Ogre Zea, whose eyes are now getting hot, ready to let out the clear liquid.

Zea took another deep breath before continuing her words.

"I'm pregnant." Alvaro smiled however, his heart throbbing slightly accepting this reality.

Although he actually already knew, if Zea was pregnant when paying for the hospital fee earlier. However, he deliberately wanted to know from Zea's own lips and this was the result.

His heart refused to accept the reality, but he could do nothing.

There was a sense of happiness when he found out that Zea was pregnant but on the other hand he was also injured because he was not the one who became the lucky man.

Even more hurt when he had to witness the tragic drama of the household tempest of the people he loved.

After saying that Zea was crying, and Alvaro pulled Zea in his arms.

Alvaro also now shed his tears, he also felt the pain that Zea felt.

Zea wasn't sick knowing she was pregnant, but she was sick because why she was pregnant at a time like this. When the house was at the end of the horn.

"Sssstttttttt, relax there is an older brother. Brother will always be there for you, rest assured everything will be fine with or without Kellan." Alvaro said with more firmness in their embrace.

Long enough they embraced, after it was felt Zea was quite calm Alvaro also broke his embrace.

"Have not been sad anymore, remember there is a baby grandpa here who will be sad if this beautiful mother is sad." Alvaro said by rubbing Zea's stomach which still looks flat.

"Darling, healthy yes in there, you must be strong like mama, help mama forget all her sadness by being replaced happy." Alvaro crouched down before Zea, stroking Zea's stomach.

Zea smiled seeing that, there was a deep sense of happiness in her heart getting that treatment from Alvaro when she should have gotten it from Kellan.

"There's actually something you'd like to say about what you saw in the hospital at the parking lot." Alvaro said with both hands of Zea.

Whether this is the right moment or not, Zea must know this moment because Alvaro already has a plan for it.

For example, when dismantling Kellan's affair at that time, Alvaro deliberately first told Zea so that he could look relaxed even though it was actually very destroyed when all was dismantled in front of him by themselves.

Likewise this time, Alvaro will also deliberately tell the real Zea so that he is not shocked when later told by Kellan himself later.

So that he can be mentally prepared to face this betrayal, because even though we are destroyed we must still look mediocre so that people who intend to hurt us do not consider us weak.

"Tell me brother, I'm ready to hear it. I also know that my brother must have the best plan for me. I trust brother." Zea answered with confidence, whatever Alvaro planned must be the best for him now and later.

"Diana Kellan's boyfriend is also pregnant." Alvaro was actually a little hesitant to tell Zea this but he had to do it for Zea's good.

DEG..........

Zea closed her eyes to relieve the pain, and the heat in her heart. Now his hands began to tremble indicating he was holding something back.

Resisting his feelings, emotions, disappointment, anger, heartache, shattered his feelings. The taste was mixed into one, even though Zea had anticipated this in her mind but still this was very mentally shocking news.

Zea already knew something like this might happen because they both had done things out of bounds. However, it is undeniably painful more than the news of the affair at that time.

"I'm strong brother, but I'm tired." Zea said by trying to hold back her tears so as not to fall back.

It was enough for him to cry for a traitor like Kellan but, he was still an ordinary human being who would be injured when he was injured and that was undeniable.

"I know, but you've had enough to cry over all this. Your tears are too precious for this." Alvaro got up and hugged Zea again to provide comfort for him.

Then after breaking the hug Alvaro now opened the bottle of mineral water and he gave it to Zea.

"Drink, so you can be calmer." Zea took it and drank it until half was left.

"What's sister's plan then?" After feeling a little calm, Zea then asked what their next plan was.

Alvaro now explains all his plans, but before the plan is really done Alvaro wants to make sure one thing is about his heart.

Zea has also been steadily explaining all the things Alvaro wants to know. On the sidelines of the chat, Alvaro's phone suddenly reads, after Alvaro finds out who called him and asks permission to receive the call to Zea.

"So don't pick up the phone for a second." Alvaro then took two steps from Zea.

Letting go of someone dear is not an easy thing, but what to do if it has not met the financial match of a relationship.

We must be sincere, in order to live well and find better.

Farewell is not always a bad thing, there must be wisdom that we can extract from the separation.

POV Zea in heart.

"*Right now, I'm just trying to understand you, which is why I'm willing to let you go. So that you can find the happiness you want'i."

"I'm sorry Mas, if all this time I've been forcing you too much to keep going with me, I'm like that because I really love you and don't want to lose you."

"But now I won't force you again, I've allowed you to go pick up the happy you want'i and whatever the future decision may be let fate find the answer*."

"Full and true love is when we sincerely let go of someone we love happy even if not with us."