Surviving As The Protagonist

Chapter 91: Part Of Me?

His hope now seemed to be crushed just like that, but somehow the smile on his beautiful face felt so soothing to his heart and mind. Now the two fingers are linked to grip the sturdy wrist tightly.

“Before the preparation is complete, I beg you to trust me. Rey's.. Then do not forget to bring this Ruby brooch everywhere. Today, I have inserted purification kebabya.” please with one finger that touches the Raby gem quickly.

After his awakening, he can now send his magic in a few seconds, unlike what he used to spend a few minutes. But the more his magic cekwt works, his new body that is not used to being easily tired and sick. Maybe he can adapt for several months or even a year to adjust the condition of his body is unusual.

But to the consternation of Lucy's unilateral decision, Reygan's face seemed worried. His mind was busy spinning alone.

𝐒𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲𝐚, 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐫-𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐡𝐮𝐢 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐤 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐮𝐤 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐍𝐲𝐚..

𝐓𝐚𝐩𝐢.. 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐧𝐲𝐚 𝐤𝐚𝐧..

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐚 𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐮..

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐚 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐲𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐡 𝐥𝐮𝐤𝐚 𝐢𝐭𝐮..

𝐀𝐤𝐮 𝐦𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐧.. 𝐭𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐤𝐤—

“Rey? You why bengong..” asked the woman who was confused.

Will he refuse? Well I guess I want to live before or after..

Our marriage was always delayed for two different reasons..

First, Reygan asks to postpone their marriage on the grounds that King Callius has died because of the thought of Sheyra's sad feelings. Then for now, this marriage will be delayed thanks to Lucy refusing it.

There seems to be no other way out but to comply with the request of his fiancee. He quickly delayed the movement of his hand intending to take out the ring box in his pocket. “Lucy.. alright if Lucy wants it so. I can only grant Lucy's wish.” her bow is accompanied by a long sigh.

𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐩𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐤𝐧𝐲𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐥𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐢..

But on the other hand, Lucy also seems a little grateful because the man is still willing to obey and appreciate the decision. Although the current atmosphere melted back warmly, but strangely the feeling of fear that was embedded in his mind was still not completely gone.

I know you love me..

But every time I think of that look, that look wants me dead.

I— really scared..

Rey's..

“Ugh... My head hurts.” ringisnya while gripping her hair with all her strength.

“Lucy?! Ah, you have a fever?!” panicked at the touch of a hand that touched his forehead gently.

Ck. shitty dejavu feeling.

“I'm fine. Maybe just tired alone, after resting maybe I will soon improve again.” him while pushing the wrist of the man to immediately away from his face.

Degs..

Ah..Lucy..

“Maybe Lucy thinks a lot of other things, to relax. just use the bathroom first, I will borrow the fireplace first.” her word that is only given a small nod, if noticed also.. the afternoon sky began to darken. It's just that his crow's light is not so visible thanks to the black sky that sends down a torrential rain.

“Alright.” replied that did not lamma then called Flona to immediately prepare warm water for him.

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Lucy is now sitting on her sofa while drying her hair using a small towel, a nightgown is now attached to her body. It seems that from tomorrow the work will also be more busy. Exactly Lucy's activities began to be busy since the Royal bell indicating that the royal family had died rang.

At first their wedding will be hasty, but it seems he can now prepare the wedding calmly. But it looks like for the first day of their marriage it will not go smoothly if we remember the tragedy that happened before.

Hoam..

Tired and sleepy, that was how he felt right now. Reygan has also now used her bathroom to rinse herself with warm water. Looks like— he's really exhausted.

His Majesty also seems to be returning soon to take care of his pending work..

With his small steps approaching his bed, he now laid his body comfortably. While staring at the ceiling of his room carefully, he thought of one thing.

If you hear the news, he said His Majesty is also taking care of the case of Duke Emillo again, the evidence is getting stronger but postponed first because the condition of King Callius is getting worse..

They will strengthen their relationship and marry by giving birth to their beautiful baby..

I don't know if until then I'm still opening my eyes..

Now Lucy closed her eyelids tightly, it felt really comfortable when she could lie down in her exhausting condition. Her eyes are heavy, although it is too early to fall asleep at night. But it seems he can't stand it anymore.

Have good night..

Chequek..

It seems someone has come out of the bathroom in Lucy's room, stared back and forth in her spacious bedroom. The woman could not be seen sitting or standing at any angle, but after being stared at at the lump of blankets covering part of her body, she seemed to understand that her fiance was currently fast asleep from exhaustion.

“Lucy. My sins cannot be redeemed in any way.” he said as he rubbed his mane gently.

I— always love you under any circumstances..

He now re-touched his forehead with a gentle touch, but the look in his eyes was quite wide-eyed when the feeling of boiling water flowed down on his palm. In a panic he rose to turn the bell stored on the nightstand aloud, this symptom— is the same symptom at the time when Lucy experienced her resurrection.

He slept deliriously accompanied by his hot body temperature, as well as a stream of cold sweat that poured out on his body.

“Lucy..!” his trillions were completely panicked, his one hand still shaking his bell with all his might to wait for the arrival of the maid and calling some doctors, not forgetting the other hand that was still clasping Lucy's fingers tightly. While Sir Emillo who knows whenever Reygan is in Lucy's room, he always chose to go not to stay awake because for him they need their own privacy.

Therefore, this is really a difficult choice. Reygan also looked frightened, his heart screaming saying the same thing over and over again.

Lucy..

You will not sleep for a long time..

Please..

Lucy listen to me!

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Tests..

Tests..

A crack of water suddenly appeared in a white room that was empty and also empty as usual. For a moment the girl looked dumb for a while, then before long her heart grumbled a little when it had realized one thing that was not so foreign to her. Name—<TAG1>

Turns out I'm back in this place, damn it..

I don't want to have to experience recovery many times thanks to memories that I shouldn't know—

“But, even if not in command, the memory will come by itself. Because after all you are the figure of the same person.” a woman suddenly timpal.

?!!

“What?! Who is speaking?!” surprised while staring here and there, and yes, he did not see anyone there.

Ah but— her voice is a bit familiar, no. it's like my voice?!

“𝐈𝐭𝐮.. 𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐫, 𝐤𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐚 𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐣𝐢𝐰𝐚 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐡 𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐮, 𝐍𝐨𝐧𝐚 𝐑𝐚𝐟𝐥𝐬𝐚?”