Surviving As The Protagonist

Chapter 65: Grief

Why does the greenhouse make things special for Lucia? That's because Cesarre says love every day while bringing a beautiful blue rose like the sapphire netra.

Although Lucia initially accepted her proposal without love, but her heart was determined to accept it, “Because I have sworn allegiance to Her Majesty.” as she thought.

But as time went on, love grew deeper among them, and they became the happiest couple and were also blessed by all the nobles and people in the kingdom of Garfield.

In the end, the name Lucia de Lamorrie Ticya only lasted until 2 years when their wedding took place and changed her last name to Lucia d Garfield.

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Once upon a time, before his wedding took place in the next year. They once talked warmly under a beautiful blue night sky. At that time Cesarre was lying under the grass while looking at the beautiful stars under the moonlight. While Lucy just bowed herself accompanied by her closed eyelids.

Cesarre is a man who adores the color blue because it is the color of Lucia's eyes are bright bright like sapphire gems that sparkle at night. The witch girl was indeed very beautiful, her long blonde hair was now flying to welcome the night wind that blew against her white skin.

“You are the best sculpture God has ever created for me. But— even though 9 years have passed, you really never change.” he said, who now inhales the fragrance behind the strands of the girl's hair.

Fragrant lemon..

“Yang Mulia.. praised me too much.” said he who now hugs his knees tightly. There is no age for a magician whose life is eternal, willing hundreds of years pass their appearance will never change. Unless he really found a death that made him no longer live for a long time.

Many times his little heart hopes that he was born as an ordinary human being, but it is only a small wishful thinking that may never materialize for eternity.

“Your name is beautiful.. Lucia de Lamorrie Ticya's. But it was too long.” Cesarre oceh accompanied by his pouting face. Lucia simply flicked her shoulders by looking at him strangely.

“It was.. His Majesty himself gave it.” protest the girl who was met with an innocent whimper by him.

Huft..

After sighing, the man closed his eyes. “Did you allow me to call your name with another call? This is like a beloved name and only I can call her.” her door that now makes the blonde girl turn her head towards him.

He was lying next to her, their gazes now meeting. Lucia was seen nodding along with her small smile, “Whatever it is, I will always obey His Majesty's orders.” replied with a reddish exposure that met on her cheeks.

Cesarre looked happy.a smile rose on his handsome face. Her ruby iris glistened brightly, her heart shouting loudly with all its might.

At last..

You're starting to fall in love with me, aren't you, you cold witch..

It feels so hard for me to open up your heart, Lucia..

But nevertheless..

“If deign, I will call your name ‘Morticia’ until I die.” funny babble it really happened.

Lucia now only heard that nickname, even until the angel of the lifethrower came to you, you still called me that way..

Yep.. The angel of death who arrived to take his beloved and leave for a long time.

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I don't know how many times he came to this place, but he did not intend to stop his steps at all. He only cried alone while saying the same plea to the God to grant his wish.

He sobbed when he realized that a pure witch like herself could have no offspring. His heart was torn to shreds when the nobles urged Cesarre to marry a concubine and obtain a successor from him.

But the God listened to his cry because, “You are the child I love so much. Then I'll give you one gift.” Lucia gave birth to a son and a twin daughter who were healthy the following year.

“In the end, Cesarre Garfield no longer thinks of marrying another woman.”

Although the nobles still urged him to strengthen the connection by marrying noble girls who came from respectable families. But Lucia is now utterly fed up with the rule and the nobles are thirsty for power.

I protect you, not for rewards and treatment like this..

But..

“Lord, throne, treasure and all. I did not expect that a noble turned out to have a cold heart.” he said who was holding back crying under the moonlight with gusts of wind that burst through his body wrapped in a thin cloth.

At this time Lucia was daydreaming on a balcony of her room, in the end Lucia who never returned to make Cesarre wake up and approach her accompanied by the feeling and look of her worried face.

“I.. In order to protect you and our children who have not grown up, I have to put some concubines next to me. I'm sorry.” sorry who now hugs the woman from behind.

The girl now smiled faintly.The look on her eyes looked so empty. “His decision is indeed so..” lirihnya who now only sob in silence.

Aside from blatantly wanting to get rid of herself in the position of Queen, the nobles are really evil to the point of sending hitmen to kill her children, she said, fortunately, they survived thanks to the barrier Lucy installed to protect them.

Even so, the next decades are now running peacefully thanks to Cesarre who wants to marry some noble girls to put them in the position of concubine of the King. In the end, the Queen's position remained safe and firm. Lucia also helped Cesarre to lead the kingdom of Garfield well until the end of his life.

But the bad thing that a witch has, is her life given the gift of eternal life. Unfortunately, it was a nightmare that no one ever wanted to give birth to.

The longer you live, the more you feel left out, alone, regret, and lonely by feeling an inner tormenting longing.

As her nickname was that of an immortal witch, Lucia was a figure who felt the flow of life as fast as the blink of an eye. Because despite watching the few people beside her aging, her beautiful appearance never changed at all.

“The thing I fear the most. is you leaving me..”

“However why all of that should happen.”

“Don't leave me.”

“Cesare.”