Surviving As The Protagonist

Chapter 22: What are my feelings?

Lucy seemed silent for a moment, she felt something was wrong here. Sheyra's whereabouts are quite suspicious for her.

“Sir, however in my opinion.... Lady Chevelle looks suspicious. If you may know, why was my investigation terminated?” tanyanya felt clueless.

“It.... because you look comfortable without that memory. If you with a bad memory it looks to suffer, rather than evoke painful memories, His Majesty prefers to close the case,” he explained with a gloomy look.

“So so.” Lucy was just glued to contemplation.

“But still, something is wrong with him.” Lucy now frowned as if thinking about this matter out loud.

“As Miss's request, I'm looking for the origin and background of Lady Chevelle. But the data is hard to find, so I hope you have patience waiting for it. Only soon Miss,” pinta Emillo seriously, Lucy also know and feel the sense of his burning spirit.

‘I guess, I'm the only one who suspects Sheyra's whereabouts. In thought however, a character like himself is very different to be called a protagonist.’

Lucy's mind disagrees.

He looked up at the beautiful blue night sky, ‘Only one thing I asked. If Lucy's existence is only as an antagonist, then why is Lucy described as so detailed, while Sheyra who as Protagonist is only a little background and mysterious?’

His thoughts in the heart.

“Well, it's okay sir. I will wait whenever it is,” he replied accompanied by a thin smile.

“Are I the only one who feels misunderstood here?!” knock someone out suddenly.

Degs..

“Kyaaa!” shocked to scream. How could the Crown Prince suddenly appear with a sour face while shaking his waist so?

“Yang—Mulia?” asked Lucy who was starting to sweat coldly.

“It's late at night, come back! Tomorrow is a big day, we will definitely be busy,” he said with a faint tone.

“Sorry Your Majesty, I want to bring Miss inside but she does not want to hurry,” Sir Emillo said while looking down.

“At least get away from him.” Look at him sharply. The young man was smiling right now....awful? ‘Why do Your Majesty's fangs look so anyway?’ ask Lucy with a clumsy smile.

‘No.. euh.. why is the atmosphere so this way? What dark aura emerged from his body that was?!’ he continued while gulping.

“Good, I excuse Your Majesty.” It was Sir Emillo who followed Reygan's orders.

Fyuh..

Lucy now looks to breathe a sigh of relief, somehow the atmosphere that felt heavy from earlier is now starting to feel faded. Currently, the woman with her golden mane was trying to revive herself, but because she had spent several hours sitting under a tree, this was enough to make her cramp and almost staggered to fall.

It is good that the Crown Prince has good reflexes and speed so he swiftly pulled Lucy into his arms. “Sorry That Muli—” he said cut.

“Lucy still hurts?” ask her with worried eyes.

“Anu— idak...myAAA?!”

This scene sounds dejavu, but it is true. Reygan now holds Lucy ala the princess of the kingdom. The girl at this time could only hide her reddened face from embarrassment, actually Reygan why does this bike look anyway? His strange treatment often leads Lucy to misunderstand.

“You don't need to do this, I don't hurt,” he said with a lowered face.

While Reygan's response was just a smile knot before looking into his eyes. “It's okay, since long ago I just wanted to do it,” he replied which inexplicably sounded so soft, the young man now started to step foot that was about to rush Lucy back to his room.

“Sorry, big day? Tomorrow then? What does His Majesty mean?” his question was curious, instead of answering, Reygan just chuckled complacently. “Just wait tomorrow,” answers accompanied by a smile sumringah.

“Haa...?” The bewildered Lucy only increasingly put on a clumsy face to him, exactly what else did this Crown Prince in front of her plan for? That's how he thought. If you remember also tomorrow the day after tomorrow is a celebration of Sheyra's maturity, right?

“Don't say you'll make tomorrow's day fully charged with me?” his suspicious question, now his wrist was raised to drap it around the young man's neck.

“It was a secret, but you have it. Lately I have been busy, I'm sorry so rarely visit Lucy like this,” he said suddenly who somehow seemed to pay attention to Lucy's feelings.

“Ah.. I'm fine. After all, His Majesty must also have a busy schedule every day, I am also getting used to doing palace management work. If you are married later maybe I will also be busy and do a lot of household and other management tasks. Wah imagines it just makes nausea ya~” ocehnya with a radiant face. While Reygan just cringing and inexhaustible. “You said nausea with such a happy face yes..” said he felt strange.

“So let's officially date outside. Anyway Lucy seems sad for ya.” take her suddenly.

“True once~!” she seemed to somehow look insinuating.

Wait-wait....

Official Dating?

‘Means I have to go out in flashy clothes and attract the attention of ordinary people and nobles in the streets?!’ suddenly assumption.

‘Malas.’ lamented in heart.

“Of course, Lucy is my fiancee. At least I want to give a good impression for Lucy..so tomorrow we have fun yes,” the door with a serious face.

As a form of answer, Lucy just nodded to say yes. After all, if he refuses, there is even.push him continuously until the woman is willing to agree.

‘He was an adult, but since seeing him drunk in the dream, I felt that he was just a little boy who could not express his own feelings.’ The girl was now staring at her net who was staring straight at the hallway of the palace.

Before long Lucy just fell silent accompanied by a smile that somehow felt guilty. Is it just Lucy who's mistaken here? Lucy just always felt Reygan was acting strange to her, called strange because her nature was too deviated from the story of her novel. Or is he here too fixated on the unpromising content of the book?

Reygan was always attentive to him, asking about his state and condition, asking whether he was sick or injured, being sweet and warm to him, even acting as if he channeled his sense of sincerity only to one Lucy, the figure of the girl depicted is hated by him in the novel.

“Why do you treat me like this?” he asked suddenly, while the young man just fell silent without any intention to answer his simple question.

If Lucy expects love from her, would it be considered too greedy? The girl could only know herself. Either way, the figure of Lucy is just a stepping stone for the realization of their true love story.

The protagonist girl who is always hurt and suffers by the presence of antagonists, ends with the death of the antagonist who receives his reward. Then the protagonist lives happily with his lover forever. What a beautiful and perfect ending, right?

‘Fiction world formed for Sheyra a.’

He slightly sighed, Lucy thought that it was okay for her to be envious of someone who was given a smooth way of life like Sheyra?

Whether in his previous or present life, he always felt less fortunate.

“Do you hate me?” askanya who has been trying to hold it desperately. But Lucy feels that to be unable to avoid it anymore, the girl staring at me needs clarity in order to understand her own situation.

Reygan slightly jerked to round his eyes when he heard the unexpected question from him, shortly afterwards he just smiled by implying sadness in it, “I can not do that,” said gently.

The girl is now bowed with both wrists tightly holding the shoulder of the fiancee, “Lantas why.. since two years ago you changed..” ask him who felt desperate. No, more precisely the real Lucy felt such overwhelming despair. ‘What's a long time ago, you also jngin convey this to him?’ his tananya accompanied by a smiley forced.

“I'm sorry Lucy, I am the one who noticed it late..” she said suddenly.

“No. from two years ago until now, I have been acting stupidly to you, forgive me,” he said while turning his face away, it seems Reygan also insisted on hiding the look of his own face.

the woman only responded with a cynical laugh. “What is it with you that says like this I will forgive you just like that?” the question is not thought out.

‘More, you coldly let Lucy burn to death alive...’.

‘Although it is not life at the moment..’.

“I don't deserve an apology from you.” The man looked gloomy with his response that seemed to be injured. Therefore this makes Lucy quite confused, actually why is this man acting as if he is reluctant to discuss the past? Every time he wanted to expose the matter, the man was just pensive with sad eyes.

‘You just need to say the reason..why is that difficult?’ his mind feels awkward.

The atmosphere that had originally begun to melt was now back to its original silence. They spend their journey to Lucy's room only with a silent silence accompanied by a sweeping silence. Inexplicably it feels awkward, he thought of a thousand words and questions to be able to get out of a situation like this, but in the end again he felt deadlocked.

‘I seem to have ruined the atmosphere huh?’

The woman was seen sighing, she said she wanted to go down right now, but Reygan was reluctant to grant her request. In the end, with Reygan's stubborn nature, he managed to carry Lucy to the edge of his bed and then told the girl to lie down.

“I'm not a little boy Your Majesty!” it was when Reygan tried to cover it up.

“Be quiet stupid.”

Oohok..

“I didn't hear wrong? Why does it feel like I'm vomiting blood?!” with an incredulous look. This time it was Reygan who was seen sighing heavily, The man got up and kissed Lucy's forehead gently. “Sleep,” the command while wiping the top of Lucy's head.

“Your Highness, I am not a child!!” the protest was upset, this is a portrait of a father who told his little daughter to fall asleep immediately.

“Other times, Lucy do not be a snitch and succumb to sleep on the sofa yes if it is easy to hurt like this,” her lips are somehow accompanied by a feeling of insinuation.

Blush..

‘Sleep on the sofa.. yesterday.. h—HAH?!’

“Whataa?! So yesterday you actually stayed in my room?!” tanyanya.

‘Flona fucking?! He said yesterday there was no one?! How dare he—’

“Ya seems so. I did not expect Lucy to try to touch my body when I was unconscious...” her softness that seemed to feel hurt. Then why does the man look like he wants to cry like that?!

Sghhh....

“APAA?! Asdfghjkl @%^&*!” the girl blushed it out, so when she heard the chant ‘Don't Go Lucy....’ That guy is really fully aware?!

*Note: If you forgot [Chapter 16]

“No-no! You are drunk!” his objection disagreed. After all, he just touched her hair, and....

“Surely when Lucy touched my head, the influence felt lost in an instant. Outstanding magic...” the answer is accompanied by a smile without guilt.

“WHAT?! SO YOU PRETEND TO SLEEP?!” the shame that was half dead.

“Why Lucy tried to touch my chest.... Lucy turned out to be misbehaving only when I was unconscious yes...” she said accompanied by an unusual smile, she put on a strange facial expression with her slanted smile, she said, slowly, his burly hands were now raised, grabbing the strands of the blonde mane, then inhaling the aroma and smelling it.

“Composed Lemon?” he was quite amazed after the smell of lemon from his hair, no. when carrying it was apparently the smell of lemon came from his body.

“Flona said, so that I can feel more rilex and fresh..so he gave this fragrance to me.” he explained while reclaiming the strands of hair taken by him earlier.

This man immediately sat on the edge of his bed then looked into his eyes deeply. “So so, then with what kind you can explain what you did yesterday?” he was accompanied by smiling eyes

“Sneaky ground!” Covering her red face behind a tiny hand.

“Lagian Sa— I just want to hear His Majesty's heartbeat! Why did it come to this!!’ the scolding that felt annoyed. More precisely Lucy was embarrassed when all her mannerisms and speech were caught off guard by the Man.

Reygan only chuckled in satisfaction when he saw Lucy's reaction that was in line with his expectations. “Lucy... so Lucy started to believe me yes,” asked suddenly, somehow the look on her face now looks calm and breathes a sigh of relief.

‘Euhh Shit, why should he hear my words that anyway..’.

His face was now suddenly gloomy and staring lethargic, this time he made a sound without energy. ‘Yasudah, it has been discovered this way how to avoid.’ he said in his heart.

“If you wish I could trust Your Majesty... at least give me a reason.... Why do you act as if you hate me for two years? Then why did you suddenly change and be warm to me?” the question is somehow turned into emotional.

The night wind that blows through the air and the movement of the curtain that is blown by the wind is enough to make the atmosphere become quiet and quiet.

Her brown irises now appear reddened with an unstoppable puddle in her eyes. “What is it just me that mistakenly thinks that you love me?” it was accompanied by tears. He does not know why, but he is currently feeling down and just wants to cry. Lucy now just sobbing while holding her chest that hurts.

‘Why it hurts so much...’.

Remembering all the painful events that Lucy gave through a dream, given how tormented she was when she died slowly with a fire that burned her body, remembering with what kind of face Reygan saw for the last time at that time, even though it was just a dream....

‘I hate the feeling of being tossed around like this. If you hate me, at least say so. I'm afraid of the warm feeling you're giving, Your Majesty.’.

“Lucy....” he said with a raised fingers to wipe his tears, “don't cry,” he continued accompanied by closed eyes, which tormented at this time was only the look of his face filled with guilt.

“I'm sorry... back then I was too shocked at Lyonora's death...” he said with a gloomy look. All that was left at this moment was such a huge feeling of guilt towards him.

“This makes me wrong…. And it is difficult to—” his speech is now stopped, the net looks vibrating and reddening, is saying this is also too heavy for him? The man just hugged her with a pile of guilt. “Sorry, at that time I was difficult to trust you..” he said that somehow from earlier the permit was just silent sculpting.

Her net shook when she heard the name stuck in the man's mouth, a name that sounded familiar and also somehow felt foreign to mention, but on the other hand she also felt familiar when saying her name.

“Lyonora?”

Degs..

Degs..

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“Lucy! Come here!” Sahutan someone with a tone that is so beautiful to listen to. She smiled so sweetly as she called out her name. While the girl who felt called was just laughing and running towards her.

“Kakak!”