Surviving As The Protagonist
Chapter 44: Mixed Feelings
Is this just Flona's feeling that since returning from the festival that night, Lucy looks different? Indeed from the beginning his nature is quiet but basically Lucy is a warm girl. Indeed, since forgetting the memory, according to Flona, Lucy's nature is somewhat changed into an urgency.
But whatever it is I don't care as long as Miss can feel comfortable and happy! But— why since that night Miss just kept quiet and kept moody like this?!
“How's Sir? Why do you think Miss?” ask the girl who is watching Lucy remotely, as Lucy is currently seen daydreaming under the tree where she spent her childhood with His Highness the Crown Prince first.
The man seemed to shake his head, “Could he miss His Majesty?” ask Sir Emillo who is now trying to guess. The maid dressed girl shook her head.
“I think Miss has a problem, but she as usual will just keep it alone.” he said accompanied by a look of contempt. The man only sighed and patted Flona on the shoulder a few times, it seemed like he just wanted to comfort her.
While Lucy who feels watched can only grumble, they are what the hell? Sounds know!
That is how his heart is. He just wanted to be alone to clear his foggy mind. On the other hand he looks grateful because the more days they look more familiar without any awkward atmosphere like before.
“Yeah, crazy couple base.” ocehnya sloppy, the mood is not so stable. Lucy is now silent as she continues reading her ancient book. It was the book Samantha gave me 2 days ago.
It's just, it's only the first page but it feels stifling. Using magic power I can definitely translate this book, but it's exhausting!
He could only complain when he could only finish one page of the book. Surprisingly, this book contains notes and knowledge about the immortal witch who fought the dark wizard in the past.
But how could Samantha have a book like this? Did he steal it?
Wouldn't an important book like this be heavily guarded in the royal library?
I should have searched through another book but never found the answer and explanation I expected, would all the questions I kept in my heart be answered after reading this book?
The girl seemed to be struggling with her own thoughts. But a shadow that appears suddenly now makes Lucy moved and turned towards him, under the scorching sun Reygan appeared with a small smile. He looked breathless as if he had run to find his whereabouts, one hand now propped up to the tree trunk to support his strength there.
Lucy who looked up and looked in the direction looks surprised, “Your Majesty?” his question was not aware that 5 days had passed since Reygan went to the duchy.
“The formula is here.” said the man who is now sitting next to him. The man who looks exhausted is now leaning on Lucy's shoulder to rest himself there.
“Don't tell me you ran here to find me?” ask the girl who now hides her book behind the big dress she is wearing.
“Hehe, found out ya~” smooth accompanied by closed eyes.
Lucy herself was not very understanding with her attitude, could she not come slowly to meet him? But why did Reygan run like this to find Lucy's whereabouts.was he afraid that this magical girl went on the run?
His hands seemed to be raised to rub the jet black mane, but his steps now came to a halt when he remembered a white witch speech at the antique shop.
If my soul is indeed the same soul as this Lucy, shouldn't I hate the man who let me die in that ravenous fire?
The girl now seems to force herself to smile, “I'm fine. You better go back, you must be tired.” said the girl who tried to resurrect herself to leave. But his wrist is now strangled Reygan with a strange feeling.
“What Lucy doesn't miss me, I got to running just because I wanted to meet Lucy.”.
Strangely this time he felt not satisfied with that heartfelt look, “I. All right, but you better rest a little. Don't you see that your panda eyes look so thick? Looks like Your Majesty did not sleep for a few days.how about you fall unconscious.” said the girl pitched flat.
He was worried, but the man didn't worry about him. What's wrong with Lucy? But if Lucy says so, it seems that the girl is not being disturbed. All Reygan could do right now was embrace her by channeling her deep yearning.
“Did Lucy forget the initial deal? She said Lucy agreed to build this relationship from the beginning, but why did Lucy call me formal again? Why is Lucy acting so cold to me?” ask the man who was disappointed in her.
Lucy was a little fixated on hearing that, how could such a weakling of the Son of Mahkotabisa be like this in front of her? Now Lucy looks to sigh, “I'm sorry Rey. I'm just worried because you look less like you. So it feels better to postpone this chat than your condition is getting worse.” said the woman while closing her eyes, shortly afterwards she again sat next to him.
The man seemed to laugh a little, before long he laid himself down by making Lucy's lap as a cushion. His face looked excited again. She told Lucy to gently rub her head. “I'll be fine if I can sleep for 2 hours, so let me sleep like this huh?” the door was accompanied by a small smile.
Lucy can only nod, “Serah, if it can help Yang Start.” he said which can only be resigned.
Not long after, the man who looked exhausted was now asleep on his lap with a slumber. The roar of his breath warm tang made Lucy feel calm instantly, she just realized that her little heart said that she missed this strange man in the field. It seemed that the corner of the girl's lips was raised displaying a sincere smile.
“Good sleep, Rey.” he said which is now limp.
I should not be too fixated on the events that existed in the past, anyway Your Majesty never liked the woman in the slightest.
I don't know.the mixed feelings are because of Lucy or because it is my own feelings.Samantha's words are really outrageous! So before there's an answer I can confirm the truth, I won't be so trusting of your words.
Lucy's current priority is to survive to the end, so she is determined to live her life as she always has, as well as protect the precious people who want to help her. For that— there is at least one greeting that he can trust from Samantha. That the future he saw, could not be the same as what had happened in the past.
Is this the answer to the future I see from Sir Emillo and Flona? In novels, they never even chat more than one sentence, but different from now.
So the change that Samantha said, one of them was in the two of them? Sometimes I can see the future in someone, but not like Samantha who can dream of the future of the world, disasters, or events.
He feels that the power Lucy has is ambiguous, her skills in magic are quite a lot. But it felt something strange and he himself could not explain what stuck in his heart. Like the emergence of strong magic turmoil but he himself does not really know how to use and control his own magic.
“So Your Majesty, until the end Your Majesty must side with me yes.” his word is accompanied by the look of a moody face.
If he had anything to do with the real Lucy, it felt like he could have forgiven this man who let himself die like the previous story. Because it's a different life.
But he felt that he could never forgive her again if it happened for the second time in this life.
