Strunggle Love

Father Restu

The tring!

A message came in through my phone, I grabbed the phone and saw the sender's name, "Dad," 

["To my father's room now,"] 

I rushed to her room, I happened to have something to ask her.

"Hey dad," I said without knocking on the door.

"This you, make it a habit to knock on the door first if you come in," said the father with a smile.

"Hehe …. Sorry boss, too excited,"

"Well, what's wrong. Tumben, did you tell me to come here?" ask me while sitting on the sofa chair in the father's room, indeed if higher position, the facilities obtained are more comfortable and luxurious.

"Congratulations, this time you can get a project, I was worried that if you can't handle it, because you know Mr. Bram what kind of person, just a little wrong, he will immediately refuse, he will immediately refuse, but you can negotiate in less than two hours. Good," praise the father who approached and immediately embraced me.

"Hm …. Actually, Alex did it, he delivered the material and convinced Mr. Bram," I said, bowed

"Dad knows, it's not in vain that I make him your personal secretary, right, he's reliable. I told you, his ability is above average, dear if it should be placed as an ordinary employee." Again, I commended the man.

I'm even still upset that I didn't tell me that the person recommended to be my personal secretary was Alex. But I can't show my frustration in front of my father, seeing Alex's ability is good, and also the father who seems to like Alex a lot.

"Will you agree, if Alex and I get married," my inner gaze fixed on the face of the father who was smiling gleefully.

"Amerta," called my father to shake his hand right in front of me, "Eh .. Dad." I was shocked and embarrassed, "What the hell am I thinking about it" I murmured inwardly.

"Look, what are you thinking?" asked Dad, astonished to see my expression, "No, there's nothing I'm thinking about." I smiled to myself remembering my stupid thoughts, I could think about my father's blessing on Alex.

"It looks like your son is in love?" 

"Dad mocked me, where I might have fallen in love," I said turning my face away from my father's gaze, for some reason there was shame in my heart.

"Make yourself smile, fall in love?" Dad's getting my ass off.

"G …. What the hell dad, already ah I want to go to my room first," I replied as I passed away leaving my father's room.

"Don't forget, introduce the future son-in-law to me!" shouted the father who was still sitting in his original position.

I opened the door, simultaneously Alex was right in front of me, I was silent for a moment, staring at Alex's face there seemed to be a strange feeling in my heart.

Aarghs!

I screamed in my heart, my face instantly turning red. I opened my eyes and immediately left at a quick pace, "What you think is actually Amerta," I told myself, I could-be dirty like that.

All eyes looked at me who was now walking unsteadily, "Why? Back to work," I ordered when I realized that the employees were staring in wonder at me.

"Shameful." Since then, I've been trying desperately to avoid Alex, but it's hard to turn my eyes on him. The more I drifted away, the closer he got, the more work seemed to be scheduled to spend time outside with Alex.

Evidently for several days, there were many outdoor meetings with clients and required me to go with Alex. Even so, I still try to be professional regarding work.

How strong I tried to dodge it seemed like he always had a way to get close to me, he kept sticking wherever I was, I just tried to stay calm and a little indifferent to him.

"Senior, are you avoiding me?" while waiting for a client in a cafe shop, I could only be silent. Alex is so sensitive to circumstances, I have to reason. I couldn't even open my mouth to answer.

"Ti-no, why am I avoiding." I tried to cover up her awkwardness, "Thank God, it's just my feeling" she said, throwing her sweet smile.

My heart was completely melted by the sweet smile she had, it was pounding so fast, like someone who had been running a marathon for hours.

"Senior, would you like another drink?" asked Alex who saw me drinking non-stop, until the sound of water gurgling that I had finished drinking and only left ice cubes in the glass.

"Damn it, I'm so ashamed" my mind took off the straw from my mouth, I slightly lowered my head to avoid Alex's gaze.

"Senior," call alex one more time, "Ah, yes …. The air today is very hot, yes, I want more avocado juice in one," I replied to divert my embarrassment. Alex nodded his head and ordered what I asked for.

My face was still hot with embarrassment, I'm sure it might look so red as a boiled crab, "I went to the toilet first huh," I said as Alex had just pulled out his chair to sit where he was before.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid. How can Amerta, you really can be shy yourself, since when?" I stood in front of the glass, scolding myself for my stupidity, it could be that such a shameful thing could happen and again in front of Alex, I felt the image of authority that I had been building collapsed instantly in the presence of a man who was only a junior in my office.

I rearranged my Breath, neutralizing the thing that had just bothered my mind. I came back to the shirt and walked over to Alex. The client we were waiting for finally arrived not long after I had sat down at the previous place together with Alex.

After a long discussion and negotiation, we finally managed to get the signature of the agreement on the next project cooperation. I'm so happy, how not, this is the first time I've got a big project with 12 digits behind.

Inadvertently I hugged Alex's arm so happy, he just looked at me with a meaningful smile, at first I didn't realize, but the moment I saw his face, he said, seeing that sincere smile and eyes, it made me momentarily not want to let go of my gaze.

"Ah, sorry. I-I was so happy, that I didn't realize I wasn't polite with you" I said, letting go of hugs and looking in any direction.

"Yes, it's okay dong, later we will not be strangers again, just a hug, right" he replied casually and a little flirtatious.

Hearing that I felt a little upset at his incredible self-confidence, "Oh yeah, sure of you," I said as I left Alex alone. while he only reacted with a smile and slightly shook his head.