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Dimas Marries Who?

It's been 2 months since Dimas disappeared, even on our wedding day he never came.

"now the days I go through alone, without the company of a lover of the heart again"

It's Sunday, I'm off work. But when I woke up in the morning, Diana, my best friend at High School, sent me a message with a screenshot of a photo,

"Dimas is married to whom is Mishel?"

I was shocked, I cried. I just wanted to try to forget, but suddenly he shared the unhappy news. For Dimas this was happiness, but for me it was pain after he played the wedding.

I shouted from inside the room, as if this was all unfair to me.

"why is Dimas? why is Dimas mean to me?" I said while crying.

"Why is mismel you?" mama said while running into my room.

I quietly did not answer, I gave my phone to see the screenshot of the photo that Diana sent me.

"patience, patience. Mamah does not want to see you constantly like this" said mamah while hugging me.

"Bad Dimas" I said while crying.

Mamah tried to calm me down in various ways, but still I was still crying, I still kept talking that Dimas was evil to me.

"drink first let you calm down" said mamah while giving me a glass of water.

"the children will always be happy. God kept Dimas away from the micelle because God knew Dimas was not good" said mamah while stroking my hair.

"Dimas doesn't love Misel anymore?"

"many love Misel, but not Dimas" said mamah with a smile.

I deleted all the photos with Dimas that were still stored in my phone gallery. I tore and threw away all the photos with Dimas that were still on display in my room. I also burned everything Dimas gave me.

This day I lost my smile, I lost my laughter and I lost my happiness.

This news makes my mood is not good and even damaged. I locked myself in my room again, I didn't want to eat, I cried again and I broke my heart for the umpteenth time.

I can't regret having met and recognized Dimas. I can't regret having been in a relationship even until the wedding day. But Dimas ruined it. I don't understand everything that's happened now. I don't know what Dimas meant to do this to me.

"My days are getting quieter and I'm getting hurt.

why did you come if you just wanted to leave the wound?

The day that used to be full of laughter has now changed with sorrow"

I keep remembering the events before the wedding. Yeah, before we split up for no reason. Before he left without leaving a message. Did I make a mistake to just make him leave? no, I didn't do anything. Our relationship is even fine. We don't fight, we have no misunderstandings. But why did he disappear? even now have become the husband of people?

"why do you disappoint me?"