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I'm After You Go

Now I don't know what my status is. Have a fiancee or not, or even I question whether me and Dimas are still dating or not?

Never mind, I should be able to forget it. I have to get up. I can't look long. I have to get back to my happiness. I even had to bring back my now lost smile.

He's been gone 2 months. I went out to look for a job and kept a job application, because I couldn't stay home.

"What good is my diploma if it is not used" I said in my heart.

Today's Monday, I got a call from a big company in my cab. At 07:30 I was getting ready to leave for the office. Fortunately, there was no traffic on the road today.

After arriving at the office, I accidentally hit a man who was carrying a lot of files.

"Sorry, I was in such a hurry that I didn't see you in front of me" I said, helping to tidy up the files that were scattered on the floor.

"Yes that's okay, I was also wrong for not looking ahead. Who are you looking for?".

"Mm. I'm looking for someone who owns this company, I was called in for an interview today" I replied stammeringly.

"I'll take you" he said, holding my hand.

And I finally arrived at the owner's room, and it turned out...

"You?? Who owns this company?".

"Yes I have, my name is Awan" he said as he stuck out his right hand.

"Mm. I'm Mikel" I said as I reached for Cloud's hand.

"Today you're interviewing yes".

"I. yes sir" I replied nervously.

"Just relax, just rilex, don't be nervous like that, I won't bite you anyway" he said with a laugh.

About 45 minutes into the Cloud room, the man I accidentally hit turned out to be the owner of this company.

"Later I will give you the info via your email yes" he said as he stuck his hand at me.

"Thank you for coming on time" he said.

"Thank you again sir".

"I'm sorry, good day"

"Siang" he said as he gave his smile to me.

I'll be back home soon too. This afternoon the sun was very hot, making me want to drink fresh.

At 12:10 I arrived home. I immediately changed my clothes and had lunch with my mother.

"Where was the interview with Sel?" ask Mamah while pouring vegetable soap into the bowl.

"Alhamdulilah smoothly, I accidentally hit a man, it turns out he who has the company, fortunately he is kind" I said while eating lunch.

"Alhamdulilah, next time be careful if the road is yes".

After lunch, I immediately take ablution for dzuhur prayer, after praying I rest in the room.

At 16:20 I just woke up. I rushed to shower and pray ashar. After praying I played the phone and got a notification from the email. I was happy, I was accepted into the company where I had an interview this morning.

"Well, I was accepted into the company" I said, yelling at my mother.

"Alhamdulilah" said mama while hugging me.

"May you always be happy every day huh" said mama while kissing my forehead.

"After such a long time, I can finally restore my smile, even I can laugh happily today"

I can work in 2 days. Tomorrow we can be home.

Sometimes I still think about Dimas. Where is he now? Why is there no news so far? Why didn't he come?. I can still cry, my tears are still falling. But please, my heart will never be broken again after this happens.

"You who are lost without news, make my heart bland even make our relationship until dissolved"

I kept locking this heart. I hope I don't get revenge on him. Dimas was like someone who had stolen, killed, even made a life in my heart disappear not to return.

It's Thursday, it's time for me to go to work. It's my first day at work. I excitedly rushed to the office at 07:30 riding the grab I had ordered.

"Good morning Miskel" the morning greeting that Mr. Awan gave me.

"Good morning sir".

"Happy work today" he said with a smile as he walked away from me.

Thank God, I am so grateful. Now I'm working. So I can fill my day with my work, no longer with sadness. But I still remember Dimas. Honestly, I still have feelings for him. Even though he had left me all of a sudden, the feeling was still there, even remaining intact for him. But I didn't expect him to come back.

It's lunchtime at 12:00.

"Misel lunch yu dikantin" said Rafa my office friend.

"can, yu".

I went to the cafeteria with Rafa for lunch, after which I took ablution water and performed congregational prayers. My company is indeed very large, in it there are many facilities, there is even a large mosque and all workers here can pray together in time.

Finish my prayers and Rafa goes back to the office to finish the job. Working hours here 8 hours a day, the office does not allow workers in the office more than 16.00 hours.

In my spirit I finished my work. It doesn't feel like it's 15:00, it's time for me to go home and rest.

"What's your mishel coming home?" said Mr. Cloud who suddenly approached me.

"mm.. ride grab car sir".

"come home with me aja yu, after all our house will be in the same direction".

"doesn't bother you?".

"i offered, obviously I did not feel bothered, I was happy to be bothered by you" he said, opening the car door.

I also received an offer from Mr. Awan, I immediately got into the car. Along the way Mr. Awan asked me a lot, about my personality.

"Misel you have a boyfriend?" ask Mr. Awan with a loud voice.

"i don't have a girlfriend sir".

"sure as pretty a woman as you don't have a boyfriend?.

"i don't have a girlfriend, sir".

"good then no one will be angry if I keep going between you home" said Mr. Awan with a sweet smile to me.

"oh yes, if again outside the office, you call the cloud only, do not need to use the name father".

"mmm. yes sir, uh yes Cloud" I said nervously.

I didn't feel like I was in front of the gate, but after I got out of the car,

"may I have your number?" ask the Clouds

giving phones.

"mm.. I can" I said as I picked up her cell phone.

"this, thank you for taking me home, you're careful".

"you are also careful, do not get hit by the fence because you keep smiling at me" said Awan with a laugh while closing the glass of his car.

"who's he? suddenly came when I didn't invite"

I rushed into the house, though,

"Assynoltom..."

"Waalaikumsallam, the son of mamah returns home with whom".

"send by Awan mah" I said with a smile.

"now shower, eat and rest".

I can already smile because of the presence of Clouds, even though he is only my boss.