Stepping Without Direction

Nine

Mirna is still a innocent girl, innocent, without experience, and has not known how easily young people their age slide into promiscuity. He is fascinated by Arya who is handsome and has the expertise to seduce women. So when it was late at night, without realizing it he fell into the arms of Aryan. Despite being almost twenty years old, he was still so green to know the twists and turns of life that contained many temptations because he rarely got along with the young men.

Already so in her campus, all her female students were never there was no one yet to say how beautiful she was. The young man treated her as if she was the single most beautiful woman in Asia. It seemed like there was no other woman as important as herself in Arya's heart. And nothing else drew him in Arya's eyes. Only Mirna grabbed all her attention. Those are the forms of Aryan seduction and flirting with Mirna. So even though with a feeling of shame half-dead and without thinking what the risk, last night to that Mirna drowned in the warm caress of Arya and dissolved in his arms. His brain can not be invited to think, because all in his mind is a handsome Arya who is now making out with him.

In the end, they do something unexpected. But after that, they never met again. Arya never contacted him at all. Especially looking for his presence now. The man who charmed her, just passed by. Like dust blown by the wind for a moment.

The next day Mirna went back to the house. At that moment, he felt like he had just woken up from a long sleep. With a long dream anyway, so that he can not distinguish which is real, which is in the dream realm. For weeks Mirna was still fascinated by everything she experienced. But the weeks that came the charm turned into a sense of overwhelming fear.

His period did not come and his body quickly felt tired. No matter how innocent he was, he could immediately relate the situation to what happened at Silvi's house that night. With the money borrowed from Silvi, Mirna checked herself into a gynecologist. And as she had expected, she was positively pregnant.

With great fear he recounted his condition to Silvi, the only person who knew the events of the night. But how shocked Mirna when she heard Silvi love advice on Mirna very contrary. Silvi and Mirna are both intelligent and meticulous brained. The girl was warm in the company and never discriminated against her friend's background. But about her free association, Mirna found out during her pregnancy she complained to her close friend.

"You're less pained."

Silvi's concern at that time was not about Mirna's future that would change, but because she did not wear a pregnancy-preventing device and was less painstaking in doing so. To Mirna, Silvi's words sounded very creepy. It was as if he was used to doing such things. That's why he talks like that.

"Sil, I did it first." Sitting with a weak voice.

"That's because I'm a khilaf. Forgetting that it was an act of adultery and sin. So how could I possibly think of such a device that I never knew about. Though seeing what a pregnancy-preventing device like I've never been!"

Hearing that answer, Silvi realized that compared to her, Mirna was far behind in terms of free association. Even according to him, including the collot. But it is precisely because of this that Mirna is easily carried away by feelings.