Stepping Without Direction

Ten

It is also easy to put trust in the young man who treats him special. Thinking about it Silvi's heart began to be touched by Mirna's condition.

"Then what will you do next, Mirna?" his question then with a different concern than before. Were it not for her request to stay at her house Mirna would definitely not have fared like this. It is not easy for girls to avoid the attraction of Aryan fighting. Especially an innocent girl like Mirna.

"It is precisely because of this that I invite you to listen to my curses, Sil. Maybe you have some good advice for my future. Because there's no way I could continue my studies. It's even more likely that I was kicked out of the parlor, and then what do I do?" As he said, his tears could no longer be blocked.

"How about your pregnancy in an abortion?" silvi's proposal later.

Mirna used to think that way. But there were many other fears that ensnared him. Fear of sin, because after all the child is a trust from God. He often felt angry and disappointed with his aunt who had handed herself over to the orphanage. Although he could not imagine what and how his tantric face was, that disappointment still often crossed his mind. It's really painful to feel. So if now he abortions the life-dependent baby with Mirna's heart as a mother, isn't that worse than what his aunt has done?

"No, Sil. No. gabe. I'm not aborting my baby." He said as soon as his inner war was won by his conscience.

Silvi was frozen for a moment. Then he revealed what he was thinking in his mind.

"Then call Arya as soon as possible. He should know about your situation now!" Said.

"To marry me? No, Sil. He was indeed a very attractive young man to all the women who saw him. But I realized, it's not love. I don't know him very well. I'm an orphan, Silvi. Therefore I have a dream that I want to marry the man I love and who loves me so much. And we're both going to form a warm loving household unlike what I and my natural housemates are." Mirna's voice held back the cries.

"I don't want to get married because of coercion."

"I don't give advice to Arya to marry you. I just want Arya to be responsible for your baby. He's also the father of the baby, Mirna."

"What is Arya's background? How's nature? I don't know him any deeper." Ask.

"Frankly I don't really recognize her, Mirna. I just know he's a rich and respected kid." Answer Silvi.

"The person is good, he is among those who are warm-hearted. But Dio said, his lecture was a bit slack. Not because it is stupid, but because it is never serious and prefers to spend time outside rather than studying. She used to be spoiled by her parents."

"Ah...I became afraid to face it." complained Mirna as soon as she heard what Silvi said.

"Why?"

"He was the son of a rich and respected man. Will he pay attention to my complaints? Even after the incident that night he never contacted me, when he said I was like this and so."

"But you're pregnant with her child, Mirna. Don't think too negatively about judging yourself. Indeed I admit, Arya who is used to getting what she wants from her parents is a bit less mature in looking at the life of this world. But I know his heart is good. The hell is she gonna just ignore your pregnancy?"

"So what's your advice?" Mirna cut Silvi's words with a furious taste.

"If you don't want to contact her, then you just write a letter and then I will give the letter to Arya. how?" silvi suggests Mirna.