Star Transformation

Overflow of feelings

After telling his father about the fact that he had become an Innate expert, Qin Yu felt very happy in his heart. He had long been looking forward to the approval and praise of his father. And today, he was finally able to tell his father that he was not a useless person.

"You can't!"

When Qin Yu heard Qin De's words, his body trembled once. His face immediately pale. He looked at Qin De with eyes full of disbelief and anger: "Why? Why can't I .. "ask Qin Yu continuously, as if he can't accept Qin De's answer.

Qin Yu's eyes became foggy. He has been trying hard to do limit training nonstop day and night since he was 8. He never got the excitement of his childhood, never got the attention of his parents, and never even had a friend his age.

Thanks to luck and the fact that he had worked hard every day for 10 years, he had finally reached his current level of strength.

Then what's the point of him training hard without complaining for the past 10 years?

Wasn't the reason for training hard to reach Innate level in order to be able to make her help her father, make her father happy and her father proud?

"Dad, didn't you yesterday say just reaching Innate level was enough? Now I have reached the Innate expert of an external technique. I can even fight against all peak-stage Innate experts though. Why, why do you still refuse to let me go with you? "Qin Yu looked at his father. His eyes were filled with anger and unwillingness.

Qin Yu's gaze that emitted anger and unwillingness made Qin De slightly tremble in his heart.

"Yu'er, calm down a little." Qin De shouted coldly.

Qin Yu took a deep breath and said, "Alright, I've calmed down. Tell me why, Dad. If you can't convince me, I still won't give up no matter what."

"All right." Qin De said immediately. "When I go through misery, I have to choose a secret place. Your Uncle Feng will also go with me. Of course the fact that I'm about to experience misery is confidential information, so there are only 2 possibilities."

"First, if Xiang Guang did not know this information, there would be nothing to bother me, which would certainly be a good thing. In this case, there is no point for you to leave. Second, if Xiang Guang knew that I would experience my tribulation, his two Eternal will come to me together. Yu'er, although your strength is not bad, you still will not be able to imagine how powerful the Eternal people who have overcome 4 of the 9 Heavenly Tribulations and become a Cultivator are! "

Qin De said with a sigh: "Although it is only 4 out of 9 Heavenly Tribulations, comparing someone who has already reached the pinnacle of a late stage Innate expert with a cultivator is like comparing the land with the sky. By simply using their flying swords, a cultivator could chop off your head easily. If you leave, you will be useless and just die for no reason! "

"Because of that ..in both possibilities, there is no point for you to leave. Worse, you might die if you leave. "Yu'er, this is the reason why I didn't let you go with me !"

After listening, Qin Yu remained silent.

However, despite being silent, he gave off a chaotic aura. The stronger one's soul, the stronger the aura. Qin Yu let out his aura unintentionally but, at this moment, others could sense it. No one knows what he's thinking.

"Xiao Yu," Qin Zheng and Qin Feng looked at their younger brother.

"Dad, do you remember?" Qin Yu did not pay any attention to his two elder brothers at all. "Before I was 6 years old, my father was very attentive to me and spent a lot of time with me. During that time I was very happy and carefree. In my mind, Dad was the most brilliant and capable person. However, when I was 6, I was sent to Misty Villa. "Qin Yu lowered his head and said in a low voice. It seemed like he was talking to himself and Qin De at the same time.

Everyone was silent.

"At the Misty Villa, except for the servants and guards, there was only me, a 6-year-old boy. No one can play with me. I was lonely so every time I saw the sunrise or sunset I pondered expectantly as to when father would visit me. After so much disappointment, Dad finally arrived, but Dad left so quickly. And I kept hoping Dad would visit .. but then I couldn't wait anymore because Dad only visited Misty Villa once in 2 full years. "Qin Yu kept saying softly.

Everyone present imagined the sight of a 6 or 7 year old boy who was watching the sunrise or sunset waiting for his father's arrival only to get disappointed from time to time.

Qin De slightly moved his lips but did not say anything. He can't say anything! Among her 3 children, she felt most indebted to her third child. He spent the least amount of time with Qin Yu, giving the least amount of attention and even Qin Yu was the least face to face with him.

"I wonder why Dad didn't visit me. Could it be that I disobeyed and only bothered Dad? Or am I being disrespectful? Even if I had done something wrong, couldn't Dad tell me what my mistake was so I could change? ... But I'm not stupid.the first brother was practicing martial arts while the second brother was learning something about political affairs and father often instructed them and visited them. I finally understood ... Dad thought I couldn't be a capable person so dad didn't care about me. "Qin Yu bit his lips, his eyes glittering.

"After thinking about it, I decided to practice and become an expert. But my dantian could not store any power within so I could only do external technique exercises. In the first year Master Zhao Yunxing taught me. Every day, I start practicing when the sky is just bright. Exercise is a limit exercise. To be exact, that exercise was the kind of exercise that required me to go beyond my physical limits. I was so miserable and exhausted every day. I'm so tired that I shouldn't be able to keep going, but I think I can make you happy therefore I close my teeth and hold on. " Qin Yu said softly.

Qin De's eyes became moist.

Qin Yu's face suddenly had a faint smile: "10 years, after 10 full years I finally succeeded I was lucky and also a hard worker, but it doesn't matter what happens, it doesn't matter what happens, I have finally reached my level it is currently.!" Qin Yu suddenly raised his head. A stifling aura quickly rushed out from his body. "Since antiquity, they have said that external engineering techniques have no hope of reaching the Innate level. But I never believed it. I always work hard and I finally make it !."

There was a hint of pride on Qin Yu's face. After reaching a level where he could fight on balance with an Innate expert who had already reached the peak. How could he not feel proud? After all, Qin Yu had only learned external techniques, which were universally acknowledged to be much more difficult than the inner Energy techniques.

"I am an Innate expert of external techniques. Moreover, ever since I reached Innate level, I have improved greatly and my strength has also increased. I wanted to tell this to you because I thought, when you found out that I had become an Innate expert, dad will treat me the same way you treat first brother and second brother and you will also find good things for me so I can help you too. "Qin Yu looked at Qin De. Suddenly, his expression looked sad." Ha-ha . I was wrong. I was wrong, completely wrong! "

Qin Yu was suddenly furious. He said loudly to Qin De: "Dad, when I was weak, Father did not use me and did not allow me to help father. I don't blame you for that and clench my teeth and work hard. But now that my strength has reached a level where I am far superior to ordinary Innate experts, father still did not allow me to help father, ignoring me just like that. How could I possibly rest when I saw that father was in danger? Dad, do you think this is the same as caring about me? No, obviously not. It hurt my feelings!

"Ha-ha, I train hard every day of the day and night, not enjoying the entertainment normally enjoyed by people my age, I give up everything. I immersed myself in training for 10 years. Ha-ha, 10 years, no less! Why am I training for 10 years? What is the point of me training to my current level? " Qin Yu couldn't hold back the tears that were dripping down his face.

His goal, his goal for the past 10 years, is the thing he has relied on the most over the last 10 years. Today he had discovered that hope was now just a waste, how could he not be disappointed?

"If father dies, won't my persistence in training be worthless in the last 10 years be meaningless? I've been practicing but I'm still useless. Dad, no matter what, can you at least find out what my use is for you? This way, even if I had to die, I wouldn't regret it."

"But ... Dad didn't give me a chance, absolutely no chance. Dad just said that there was no point for me to get involved in this. Dad, Dad didn't even give me a chance. How can you be sure that I am useless? Hows it? How's it?! "Qin Yu looked at Qin De and growled loudly and hoarsely. His eyes had turned red.

Suddenly, Qin Yu laughed out loud and loudly: "I already know. Dad, in your mind, this third child of yours is always useless, right? No matter what happens, I am always useless. Even when I had already reached Innate level, I was still useless. I used to be useless, and now I'm still useless. Dad, I think, even when we go to war, maybe you still haven't found anything for an Innate expert like me, right ?! "

Qin De could not say anything.

Indeed, later when the time of war, the troops that fought could be counted to hundreds of thousands of troops. So a Xiantian expert would not be very useful. Qin De basically never cared about Qin Yu's role in future wars.

Seeing Qin De's expression, Qin Yu laughed.

"Ha-ha .. I'm just a useless person, the most useless person. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much progress I make in training, I will always be the most useless. It's laughable. What am I practicing for? What am I training for!?

Qin Yu laughed out loud then cried without a sound. Her tears slowly rolled down her cheeks.

Qin De sees Qin Yu in front of him, the 3rd child he never cared about. Suddenly she felt very embarrassed and sad. He opened his mouth but could not say a word because he did not know what to say.

Indeed, in Qin De's mind, Qin Yu was useless. What Qin Yu just said was true.

"I'm stupid, really stupid." Qin Yu shook his head and smiled forcefully.

"Yu 'er." Qin Zheng and Qin Feng were about to say something, but Qin Yu reached out his hand and stopped him. He took a deep breath, looked at Qin De and said calmly, "Father, I'm sorry. I've said presumptuous to you. " First time, this was the first time she had ventured and expressed all her depressed feelings over the years.

"Yu'er, I ..."

Seeing Qin De was about to say something, Qin Yu said with a forced smile:. "Dad, now that I'm so confused, I need to calm down Don't worry that I won't bother you, At least in the half year before your misery arrives, I won't go back to bother you... "

Qin Yu then turned to Fengyuzi and said, "Uncle Feng, can uncle deactivate this protective spell?" Fengyuzi immediately sent out various streams of elemental Energy, disabling the restrictive spells.

Qin Yu raised his face upwards and whistled. Something then swooped down from the sky like a black lightning bolt. In an instant Qin Yu's body jumped onto the back of the black eagle, which was at a height of 10 meters, leaving some shadows behind him. After sitting on the back of the black eagle, suddenly, he slightly bent and hugged the black eagle's neck. Xiao Hei had always been his good friend for so many years that as he curled up hugging Xiao Hei's warm fur, his mind became calm.

He gently patted Xiao Hei and said: " Xiao Hei, let's go, go back to the Misty Villa" Xiao Hei also felt that Qin Yu was very sad at this moment With a flap of his wings, a wind suddenly appeared and the black eagle soared into the sky. In just a moment, the black eagle vanished in the horizon.

Qin De's face turned extremely pale, looking like the face of a sickly person. Turning his face to the sky, he knew Qin Yu had left and would not return until at least half a year. That half year would probably be Qin De's last half year in the world.

Qin Yu's words had sliced his heart continuously like a sharp knife but he knew that his son was suffering even more than himself.. Even though he was sad, he felt ashamed and regretful, very ashamed and regretful. However, in Qin De's life, would he be able to make up for what he had done to Qin Yu?