Smile Effects
Clinks to Duatiga
"Orion, is he your twin too?"
The smile on Regaz's lips disappeared instantly. His expression turned cloudy. His somewhat neglected mood became chaotic due to that one question. His lips were tightly clenched.
"It's none of your business!" Regaz stood up from his seat, which made Candy also stand up spontaneously. His chest rose and fell in a fast tempo. He pointed at Candy's face wrathfully. "Never mention that name again in front of me!" Bentak Regaz.
"Yes," Candy grumbled softly. Little on the play snapped, little punishing. Though he only asked earlier, if you do not want to answer yes, do not while yelling at him as well.
"Why is your temperament so unstable, anyway? Pantesan Pak Tono is more fierce than you,"
When asked where is his fear? So Candy happily replied: escape carried by the wind. At first it was, but the more here he began to get used to facing Regaz and his hot blood.
"Ga-lak?" Regaz spelled out the sentence bluntly while his feet tried to erode the distance. "So I have to how not to be in the fierce stamp, Candy? Should more exemplary to be loved by all teachers? Depart on time? Throw away the game collection and study every minute? Eating table manner? Patience all the way even in a gangster? Is that?!"
Candy gnawed. His body was cornered between the tree trunk and Regaz's body supporting him. This position is too vulnerable. I'd say not scared, but a lie. Want to say afraid, later even more oppressed. He hoped that the tree would devour a human so that it would swallow him this second as well so that he could escape the reach of the man before him.
"Why do I have to be the person people want me to be?" Regaz laughed bitterly. The scars from his eyes shot out into the air. Suddenly, Candy's breath stuck in her throat. "People love the protagonist and don't like antagonists. But, what do you understand about the criteria of good and evil, Elisha?"
He can't answer. Playing diction is definitely not his specialty. All Candy did was stare at Regaz not understanding. There were many wounds from the nightly bead that reflected his shadow.
"I ANSWERED WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT GOOD AND EVIL! ANSWER ME WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE PERSON THAT OTHERS LIKE?! I'M SICK OF LEARNING EVERY DAY TO ALIGN MYSELF WITH HIM! I ... I also want to be myself," Regaz's voice swallowed at the end of his sentence.
Candy jumped in place. Regaz was holding his shoulder too tightly. He was like a mouse faced with the king of the forest.
"My answer," whispered Regaz sharply.
"Candy, Regaz. What are you guys doing here?"
Oh, shit*n!
"What are you doing again?" Rena repeated her question. The girl held up Candy's bag as she walked from the end of the corridor leading to the park. Regaz ruffled his hair rough.
"Don't tell me you want anything, huh? Ngaku!" Rena suddenly said.
"It's none of your business!" Regaz left Candy and Rena just like that.
"Dy?"
Candy gnawed. "Yes, learn it. What else is it?" Candy received the bag that Rena gave her. "Aren't you going home with Egi?"
"No. Lately, I have been busy. Lest Egi cheated, Ren," said Rena misuh-misuh not clear.
"Don't be bad to think. Later Egi Angurin new tau tau rasa," exclaimed Candy.
"Oh, Candy!" Rena stomped her legs annoyed. "Gue's serious too,"
"I'm serious too."
"Udahlah lupain aja. By the way, you're dating Regaz?"
"No, no!" Shouting Candy.
"Amoso," Rena raised her eyebrows trying to tease her best friend.
Candy breathed tired.
"Eh, but Can .. why do I feel Regaz's weird, huh?"
"Well strange, your time every day with Regaz does not know anything strange, anyway?"
Candy muses. "What an awkward thing?"
...***...
Regaz's breath was hunting as he walked to the sidelines. The blue shirt he wore was flooded with sweat while one hand was carrying a volleyball. His other friends have been hooked up due to the activity they just played.
"Lo crazy, Wan! Si Rio want you to use the ball," Bejo commented on the actions of Wawan bars who played rough. The comment was just a satisfied laugh as if it was a compliment. Play the ball like a man. His strength cannot be controlled.
Regaz grimaced as he held the plaster on his forehead that wanted to be dislodged. He was also killed because of ball rescue.
His feet were on the thighs of Arya who was relaxing.
"Where's the guidance?" Ask Arya.
"Why?"
Arya clucked. "Gue nanya lo turned back, instead" she was silent for a moment, before finally the corner of her lips lifted. "For Candy numbers, dong,"
"No."
"Why? Lo, jealous ya~" tease her.
Regaz frowned in disdain. "Yes not. Lo now looks like a sissy can that's at the red light there,"
Jamb.
"Gaz-"
"Far away from me. Disgust me!"
Arya just stroked her chest dramatically. 'This is very much a temen.'
...***...
"Gue failed,"
The dimly lit room displayed a silhouette of a shadow on the wall before him. A person standing right before the polaroid photos hanging on the wall smiled sinisterly. He laughs at himself.
"Gue failed to make my own feelings happen, Gaz. You know, my head can explode if I write the formula every day," he chatted in a gripping silence. "Gue is not lo. I also want him to call me by my own name,"
The voice of the man was choked. In fact, a smile in everyday life is just a falsehood. He can't hold himself back anymore. That guy broke his hair rough.
"Gue wants to go home. But I can't, because they haven't accepted the truth,"
He looked up to hold the clear liquid that would come out of his two eyes. He smiled smirkingly, he was like a madman just taking photos to talk.
His hand moved towards the photo. "When that time did not come. I'm gonna die, and everybody's gonna be cool."
His head rested on a cold wall. He slowly banged his head. "In fact, I can't be lo, Regaz Kavier!"
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