Small Wife Teacher Killer

Part 8 - A New Beginning

"Ngel" call Mas Ridwan.

I am currently in my room doing my schoolwork. I turned to face Mas Ridwan.

"Why Mas?"

"Are you done with the job?" tanyakanya.

"A little bit more, why is it?" answer me.

"I want to say something to you. Cepet ya finish your duties" he asked me.

"Oh, okay" I answered briefly, then continued with the task.

Anyway, he's a teacher, people help me kek ngerjain duty let cepet kelar that right. Lah this mah he just lay down in bed while marenin cell phone. Hufh, patient Zu patiently.

"I'm finished" I said after finishing all my books.

He looked at me while smiling.

"Come on Ngel, sit here" patting the side of the mattress beside him.

I walked over to him and sat down next to him.

Mas Ridwan just stared at me without saying a word. He slipped my hair behind my ear, and rubbed my cheeks slowly.

His rich gini treatment makes me nervous. Moreover, it makes my body very tense. There was a strange swish that was my first time rasain. Again and again, my heart is racing.

"Who am I to you Ngel?" suddenly tanyanya.

I am confused about the same question. The thing is, it's been two weeks since I officially became his wife. And never once did he discuss the status of our relationship.

"Rhm, yes my husband is, who else" answered my origin.

Hufh.

I saw him breathing slowly.

"I mean other than the status on the paper, what do I mean to you?" ask again now by staring at me intensely.

Confused is the same question he. Moreover, the look in his eyes makes me more groggy.

"Do you have the same taste as me Ngel?" continued.

"Have you ever felt happy being close to me?"

"Have you ever been pounding with me?"

"Did you ever miss me when we weren't together?".

He asks questions in succession. Which makes me even more confused as to what to answer.

"Why is he hm?".

"Sa-I'm confused to answer what Mas" honestly, I can't hide my groggy taste.

Again, he rubbed my cheeks slowly with a smile and looked at me with shady eyes.

"You can answer yes or not Ngel".

"For what the hell, how rich is that all of a sudden" I honestly wonder why he is rich gini.

I wriggled him inhaling the air deeply, then exhaled slowly. The situation makes me tense. He wants a divorce from me. Oh gosh. I just married her for two weeks, when I had to be a widow. Yes, even though I have nothing to lose. I'm also still gini.

"Ngel" call him again.

"Yes, why the hell?. If you want to talk, yes say Mas" said I try as calm as possible, despite the fact that I am very depressed. Afraid that Mas Ridwan might say something I don't want.

"Ngel, I know this marriage started with an accident, a misunderstanding, and a compulsion" she paused her talk. "But honestly, I want this to be the last marriage of my life. I hope we can start getting to know each other. Start building this household seriously, without being constrained by the status of teachers and students we care about. Being a real husband and wife".

"You want to Ngel?".

He stared at me intensely making me misbehave.

"But I'm still in school" I replied with a lowered head.

One thing that struck my heart when Mas Ridwan said to be a real husband and wife was, my obligation to give her rights. And honestly, I'm not ready to fully release the seal with the risk of getting pregnant at any time.

"I mean to be a real husband and wife, it does not mean I will require you to give me my rights right now. I'll wait until you're ready Ngel".

"Let's start all over again.at least, let's live this relationship like we're dating. We live like flowing water. Getting to know each other. You want to be Ngel?".

Mas Ridwan continued to look at me with his hopeful gaze. I look at the rich it becomes more and more luluh made. Unknowingly, I nodded my head.

"Yes, I want to" I finally broke up with a smile.

Instantly it was also Mas Ridwan barricaded me into his arms.

"Thank you Ngel, thank you very much" he muttered as he stroked my back.

Being treated rich gini suddenly makes my heart more desperate. And the touch suddenly, make me feel more creepy.

I also let go of Mas Ridwan's embrace.

"Ahh, sorry, I'm too cool to not realize your hug" he said misbehavior.

"Yes ga pa-pa Mas. Halal part of making a hug. But I ask you slowly, because we just want to start" pinta I.

"Definitely Ngel, definitely" he said while stroking my cheek again.

"Oh yes Ngel, may I not ask for one request from you".

"What Mas?" I will not refuse as long as the request is reasonable to me.

"I want your forehead or cheek every day. Yes count on training so you get used to my touch".

Duh, why do I have to permit everything. It is halal. Precisely if the permission rich gini, I'm getting groggy tau anyway.

"Bo-can kok Mas".

Cup

My eyes are so patterned so shocked by the actions of Mas Ridwan who suddenly nyium my cheek. Even though it was only two seconds, but the kiss managed to make my cheeks burn and blush embarrassed. I also lowered my face so shamefully.

Mas Ridwan held my chin.Lalu raised my face to squirm him.

"Hopefully you will get used to it later" he prayed.he smiled very sweetly to me.

"Udah malem, let's go to sleep" he asked.

"Sa-I want to go to the bathroom first, Mas" my permission to him.

"Ohh, okay then".

I rushed to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, I washed my face. Just saying a red hue that feels warm on my cheeks.

I look at the reflection of my red face. Not much different from the newly boiled crab. I touched the cheek that Mas Ridwan just kissed. Gentler. It's the first time I've been kissed the opposite sex who's not from my dekete family.

Ahhh, the face of Mas Ridwan was making my heart pounding again. I try to take a slow breath and breathe.

After a while in the bathroom, I felt my heartbeat return to normal. My face is not red anymore. I finally decided to go out.

Chequelek

Mas Ridwan turned to me when I just came out of the bathroom.

"Oh, I haven't slept yet" I said as I walked closer to the bed.

"I'm waiting for you" he held out his hand which I immediately greeted with pleasure.

"Starting tonight, we learn to sleep while hugging ya Ngel. Let's get used to being close together" he asked.

"I-iya mas" forced me to agree to the same request even though it makes me deg-degan.

Then he pulled me to lie next to him. He tilted his body towards me. And he also pulled my body to face him. He smiled again. Then he took me into his arms.

This hug feels thrilling, yet warm and also soothing to me.  I hope our relationship will improve further.

I fell asleep immediately into a dream. And so is Mas Ridwan.

For the first time in my life, I slept in a man's arms. And I'm happy to be able to do this.

tbc