
ridwan pov's
I swear, actually I don't want to lie to angel again.I don't want to play behind him again.I don't want to let him know and his end of heartache. I fear he will leave me when he knows the truth
today I had to lie again to him. I said that I want k distro, but actually I want to meet karla. even the blue map that he took this morning there is also my wedding book and angel in it. I slipin so that the angel did not see and did not ask the macem macem
after a week ago I met Karla for a while and I asked to break up with her, it turns out she refused so. Even without agreeing to my decision to split, she left me that way
the flashback
I've been sitting in one of the cafes where I used to meet karla. while waiting, I also ate a drink that I had pesen earlier
cling
I turned to the door that opened indicating someone entered the cafe, and it turns out the person I was waiting for from the end came too. Karla immediately waved her hand while smiling at me. without me expecting, Karla immediately kissed my cheek when she was in front of me, and it succeeded in making me surprised instead of playing
"la, please, don't carelessly nyium if it's rich outside gini" I gave a warning to him
"what the hell wan, people just kiss cheek kok you until angry rich so" karla rich ga accept I commemorate him rich so
"ga polite la diiatnya the same crowd tuh. in public place this loh"
"you why the hell, a rich little thing gini aja in question.okay, next time I will not repeat it again" he explained k I
"sorry la, rich is not there next time for you" I tried to tell you my wish
"you mean?" ask her with a surprised expression
"i mean, I want us to end this relationship.so there will be no other chance for you to kiss me rich earlier" I finally expressed my wish
"are you kidding, right, Wan?" karla is holding back her emotions
"you must understand, I want us to break up" I said again
I think Karla will be angry or slap me, it turns out she just stood up
"i assume today's chat does not exist. I assume you did not ask to break up with me. I assume we are still in a good relationship either. I do not want to break up with you. I hope you realize that your request to break up was wrong"
after talking rich that. karla immediately left me without I can explain anything else to him
flashback off
"you heart at home ya ngel, the possibility of mas go home at night, but the mas will try to get home more flat" I stroked the head of her who wrapped in a white hijab
"iya mas, mas heart yes.don't forget his lunch" his message k I
"definitely ngel. mas stay yes. assalamu'alaikum" my pampit while starting to advance my bike
"wa'alaikumsalam warohmatullah" he replied while waving my hand
**********
today I met Karla in the distro. because I want to show proof of my marriage, I can not show in a crowded place.not anything, not anything, I just don't want anyone to know that my wife is an angel, it would be very dangerous if many people knew at this time
"sorry, wan I'm late for her. You're not angry, are you?" karla entered my room and immediately hugged me. Even she smiled sweetly at me, as if last week I did not ask to break up with him. he was really serious with his remarks yesterday
"sit down" I let him sit across from me, but he was sitting right next to me
because I do not want to give more hope to him, at the end I also moved k sebrang karla
"kok you even moved the hell sat his wan?" ask her in a sad voice
"i want to go to the point like I said last week, I want us to break up" I said firmly
"joking you're not funny tau ga the woman" said karla while chuckling
"i'm not kidding, I'm serious" I looked at him with seriousness
"what's the reason you broke up with me?" her question was looking straight at me
I inhale first, after his puff slowly.I also steadied my heart to open the secret that this slow I keep. I loudly say bismillah in my heart
"i'm actually married, and I love my wife. I think I still have a taste of you, but it turns out I'm wrong.all the feelings I have, I have, it's taken the same wife I'm all her" I'm clear to her
brakkkk
karla throws hard table
"lie, you must be lying" Karla's voice was loud enough that my eardrum hurt
I also finally took out my marriage book, then I offered a book written quotation of the marriage certificate, where my name and angel listed in it k karla
karla took my marriage book, read it while occasionally looking at me
srak
karla throws the wedding book right in my face
"you even just married betelically the same as I used to and now, you even have a marriage book, and not my name listed in the marriage book" I saw tears
"sorry I la" said I lowered my head
I know, it must be painful for Karla to know my status who is now the husband of others, but I also do not want to continue to hang on to hope he can be with me again. while I can not leave Angel, or menduakan him again
"i don't want to break up"
shocked by his words, I also raised my head to look at him. I tried to find a joking look there. But nil, I did not find a face like that at all
"what do you mean la?" I asked him to try to find the meaning of his words
"i mean, I don't want to break up with you" she repeated
"but I got married" I said
"there's no problem, anyway you still can be beside me, I'm not a problem to be second. So I'm affirming now, I don't want us to break up"
karla's speech just like lightning in the middle of the room for me. ga never thought how can he make a rich decision gini. what should I do now
tbc