
as I said earlier at school, me and mas ridwan continued our hug event at home
after going home from school earlier. mas ridwan directly narik I k room and hug me tightly. even we have not changed clothes at all. until we both fell asleep in the position of hugging gini
I blinked my eyes because it was disturbed by the sound of the incoming call ringing coming from hp mas ridwan. I took hp mas ridwan to see who called
karla called....
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my heart was pounding as I saw the name of the girl listed on the call in. I did not dare to lift, so I just let the ring die with his own. after that, after her, I pretend to be sleeping again
hp mas ridwan rang again, and I tried to wake him up to lift the phone call
"mas, hp you sound" I shook his shoulder slowly
"hmmm, justin aja ngel" he muttered slowly
the ring died again, but not how long the ring rang again
"mas, hp you sound again tuh. try to lift.who knows the important call"
I tried to feel the pain that suddenly pierced my heart. just plain pitched as if I did not see the name of the caller d hp mas ridwan
end with a little force, mas ridwan got up and immediately raised the call
"hello, assalamu'alaikum" he said still half conscious
I saw a surprised mas ridwan and immediately sat up straight. then turned to me while rounding his eyes. reaction he who is rich gini, somehow make me more prejudiced ugly k him
"who's mas?" ask me if I pretend I don't know
he closed his cellphone, and got up standing
"the call from the distro. mas out first for a moment ya ngel, important word"
I nodded my head. mas ridwan kissed my head and came out of the room. I could only look at his departure with a sad look
"who is karla mas? why do you have to go so far as to receive a phone call from him" I said
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the night, we eat as usual.I also do not want to mention the call of karla that before mas ridwan discussed first. I believe in him, he said, so I'll wait until he's honest with me
"do you want to go to camp later?" tanya mas ridwan on the sidelines of our dinner
yes, my school does camp for X and XI students for 3 days. 3 of my friends have also been confirmed to join the event
"kalo mas ngijinin anyway my intention is to follow"
"yeah, follow if that is so. anyways I will also come for dampingin students"
"really mas. okay if so. tomorrow I confirm k his committee.thank you mas" said I with spirit
"same same ngel"
we continued our meal quietly
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ridwan pov's
I don't know if angel saw or not if Karla called me, because she's not at all me. stupid me who immediately picked up the phone without seeing who called again
karla asked to meet today.he said he wanted me to eat out. earlier he was also invited to watch the cinema, but I refused. I do not want to go out too long with karla. it's nothing. I just don't want angel until suspicious that I often come home late
so yes this is where I am the same karla. in one of the malls that are quite large. karla quibble this mall has many restos, so we can choose to eat anything here. ranging from Japanese cuisine, Japanese cuisine, korea, italy, china, even Sundanese cuisine is here
"what do you want to eat, Wan?" ask karla as we continue walking
karla hugged my arm, while her fingers were inserted in between my fingers.even though our position was so close rich gini. somehow I feel ordinary. it's like there's nothing special that I feel different about when I'm an angel
duhh, what the hell wan. why else even the thoughts of angel at another time with karla. slalu rich that
"ehm, do we eat Japanese ramen noodles? I'd like to eat ramen noodles that pedes his rich"
after getting a seat to sit down, we immediately looked at the menu book, and started ordering
"wan, I feel like you're different rich right now" he said as we waited for our food to be delivered
"different how you mean la" I asked him
"it's different, rich." Karla talks to pieces because the waiter put our order on the table.
"i still keep the same la, do not you think too far. okay" I try to give an explanation to him while rubbing his head slowly so that he does not think strangely strange
actually I understand the meaning of the difference he means.I myself also understand the difference.but as much as possible I brush off the feeling.as much as possible I deny the feeling
karla who obeyed the word I also directly eat the dish that we had ordered earlier
when we were focused on eating, someone patted me on the shoulder slowly
"yo, wan" said a familiar voice to me
I turned my head and was surprised to find Randi patting me
"loh, you, karla right. ridwan's ex?" randi's gaze turned to karla, and I could see Randi's shock when making sure that she wasn't mistaken
"ehm, ran. come with me for a minute" I tried to narik randi out of the resto
I glanced at Karla and sisil
"la, I stay bentar ya. sil, please temenin karla. pesen what you want. later I pay" pamit I k them
after arriving outside, I immediately find a safe place to chat with Randi
"it should be clear this is k I wan" totook him as soon as we found a safe place to chat
"your promise will be horrified first my explanation.and please secret this from people, especially angel.don't let him know" pinta k him
I saw him just raising his shoulders without saying anything
"ehm, in fact, I've turned the same karla again" said I slowly
randi looks rich with his emotions
"do you mean, you married her again?" say it flat
"engga, um, not yet my point"
"yet? you mean you have an intention to marry him again like that? you want to separate from that angel?" randi raised her voice.Light lightning emotions in her eyes
"gue also do not know in. I just can not refuse karla so aja, and, I can not escape the angel as well" I bow my head
"it's up to you deh wan. I don't want to interfere. Because this is your household" Randi moved on me
but a long time later, he turned around to squirm me
"but not one thing wan. don't nyia nyiain a piece of diamond, just for a small gem that is not worth the price.If until you lose the diamond, you will be money for your whole life"
after that, he passed from before me
I walked back to the restaurant and found Karla sitting there by herself
"sorry I was a long time ago. I used to toilet about it earlier"
"iya ga pa pa wan. continue yuk eat her. I've laper about her" karla pulled my hand to sit next to her again
I eat slowly, because honestly I have no appetite at all. I am too afraid if later Randi or sisil tell k angel about my relationship with Karla. I don't want to lose Angel at all
I'm selfish, but this is all I can do so I don't lose them both
tbc