Small Wife Teacher Killer

Part 14 - Foreign Feelings

angel pov's

either only my feelings, or rich emang something changed from mas ridwan.even though his attitude is still sweet to me, but I feel there is something different from him

after he came back late from the distro a week ago, I feel there is something strange about him. But I try to make a positive think. I do not want to guess something uncertain

this week, I am not so focused on learning either at school, or at home.Even a few times the lessons are explained by my teacher, no one enters my brain at all because I still think the same changes mas ridwan

"nickel"

"njel, woyy" yelling ana dipped I made me realize from my daydream

"hhh, why?" ask me rich man dazed

"ish, you why the hell njel? have been a few days you are rich people confusion continue to know ga heh" explained ana k I

"yes njel, even sometimes you are very often dumb" continued karin

"njel, I know, maybe we we can't give you a good solution.but as unwilling as you share our k. you can feel a little more relieved" raya chimed in

"don't pendem all by yourself njel. out aja.we slalu ready to cry you" ana embrace my shoulder and rub my arm gently

I did not realize, from earlier it turned out that my tears just so. with his sassy out without my orders at all. I know that my tears came out because I rubbed my cheeks that were getting wet

fortunately, the canteen is now quiet again because it is already home hours, and only a few children who survive in school

I inhale dalem dalem, then I embrace slowly so that the feeling of tightness in the chest I can slowly disappear

"sorry guys, I belom can tell you guys now, but I promise, at the time, I will tell you all as soon as possible" I said with a smile to them all

"it's okay. We won't make you make a story now really. but all you need to know. we're all here for you. whenever it is" is hugging while rubbing my back slowly

ana and Karin embraced me tightly, as if they were now giving me strength to stay strong

"ga pa pa njel, cry aja. nangis as much as her. kalu with lu nangis now this makes you relieved. then cry it" whispered karin k I

I could only nod my head while continuing to sob slowly, trying to cry without making a sound at all

"thank you guys, you guys are the best" I took off their arms and tried to smile

I did not expect, when I looked at them. it turns out they follow sad too. ana rubbed her tears that almost fell, karin who had flooded tears, even her nose followed through, soaring, and the highway whose eyes are red try to hold back so that it doesn't come out its tears

"ease ah sad her. mending now we go home to rest at home" invite the highway

"yes really. let alone lu njel, rich you need a really rest. let your heart, body and mind calm again" ana rubbed my cheek again slowly. my tears are flowing again

I nodded my head, it was difficult for me to leave the word. I was too tired to cry to say anything could not

we parted in the parking lot.and I passed the doramon slowly.I realize my condition is not good now.then I prefer to walk slowly than me why why later

ting

one message in my phone

mas ian: "mas come home late, you eat first yes njel. mas promise will not be long kok. love you my wife 😘"

I sighed long after reading a message from mas ridwan.I thought for a moment, I have to bales rich what.because honestly, I was confused

me : "you've got it. mas hearty ya later go home her. love you too my hubby 😘"

send

at the end I decided to make bales as usual.as if nothing happened to myself and my heart

"assalamu'alaikum" I said as I entered the house

"wa'alaikumsalam warohmatullah" replied mbok inah

mbok thisah directly nyamperin me who is currently sitting while leaning my head on the sofa

"neng angel cape really? want to take a bath or eat water?" ask her

"ehm, the rich angel wants to take a shower deh mbok. eat it later in the afternoon.has not been laper about it" I replied while standing up

"angel directly to the room yes mbok. all of you want to go straight to sleep. later if you want to go home, go straight home" I walk to the room

I stopped for a moment and turned back

"oh yes mbok, cooking that mbok cook can bring some.fear not abis here" said I saraya smile

"iya neng. thanks neng"

"same as mbok"

I walked again and went straight into my room

once in the room, I immediately clean myself and pray. After that I immediately lay my body in bed

I looked up at the sky in my room. My mind was still drifting away somewhere

I stared at the ring that mas ridwan put my finger k shortly after the qabul ijab he said. somehow my feelings arrived so painful. out of nowhere the feeling is from. I don't even know why I feel so rich. Everything feels so much like me

I decided to take a break and try to close my eyes and forget for a moment the foreign feelings that I feel today.Hope when I wake up later, my feelings will be better again

tbc