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I woke up from my sleep.I saw Shin was next to my body.he sat in a chair and fell asleep, his head leaning on his folded hands.. I remember Shin and I were in the work room.

“ Are you aware? So weak is your body just hugged already fainted? " The ledek to me.. Shin was already awake, he confirmed his sitting position.

Why is his face so pale?

How could he be worried about me, right?

“Ah.. sorry.. I do not know why my heart came beating so fast.. then I feel so scared” I told him..

“Hahaha” Shin laughs .. what's funny. At times like this he can laugh..right.. only this time I see him laughing loosely like that..nothing funny.why she laughs.! But why do I feel if he laughs then his face looks more handsome.

“why are you laughing..what's funny?” I asked him and I took a sitting position..

“ No.. just weird..you're scared just because of being hugged..before I've hugged you.why don't you be afraid?” askinya..

thats right..

why can this be..

when Sien hugged me I didn't feel anything like this before either.

“I don't know.. I've never felt my heart beat this strong before” replied me. I also feel strange to myself.

“What about Sien, what if he hugs you? do you also feel that way when hugged by her?” ask her again. does she know the answer to this weirdness that I feel.? Why is he wondering like a doctor.

“ never., I told you.! I just felt it this time, even that because you are hugging me.” I replied firmly.He was stupid or pretended to be stupid. I clearly answered it.

“ehm” she nods her head .. is it possible she knows the answer..

Why do I feel like he's hiding something from me?

“have you ever had the urge to kiss Sien before?” hahah is so stupid .. why would I want to kiss her. And again, from now on, why does he always associate my problem with Sien anyway?

“of course never.. Even to hug him I never thought of me. Come to think of it, it feels weird to kiss sien.pffft”I'm laughing..

“Then what about me?” I'm so ashamed, of course, I'd love to kiss you.Why would he ask such a shameful question..

“Of course I would like to” I replied in a soft voice.It is really embarrassing for me to answer.I scratched the scratching of my cheek that does not itch.

“Hmm. That means you've fallen in love with me.Foolishly.I know that too.I do like you.. I am easily in love.

“Hahahahah.. just let me say. now it is proven that I have fallen in love with you. So my job is done” I smiled at shin, then shin arrived to stand, so my job is done, his face turned very scary.

“ Good..Of course your task is not finished. Now you have to carry out your second mission.. of course I knew from the beginning that you were undercover in my company.”

I was surprised to hear Shin say this.It turns out this is what he planned.make me like it then help him disintegrate sein and again he has realized I am Go Ansi.

“ yesterday in your room you said you liked me,! With me as go ansi or with me as your wife?” I was very curious from the beginning he already knew who I was, so who he really liked.

“You should not expect too much. Kamarin of course I lied to you. I just want to make you acknowledge who you really are. It is impossible for me to like you or even like Go ansi.”.

ah right..

he probably knew I liked him.If he said he liked Ansi I would definitely be jealous and end up angry with him. then accidentally open my identity.. y already ..be this is no problem either. It is better to know from the beginning that the person I like does not like me. than to have to hope more when the hope is uncertain.

“Alright alright.no need you explain, I also understand your situation.you don't have to worry about me. I won't expect much from you.. enough for me to take care of my sister until you realize.and I will carry out my mission” explained me while shaking my palms into the air..

“Good if you understand.remember take good care of yourself.if you get into trouble someday, from today you will face great danger.” Right I should be able to take care of myself

“The Co family is not an easy person to destroy.behind them there are several supportive families.such as Lu, Zin ,Shen , Ou and the most you will find very difficult to deal with is the Xu family.. your own father” continued shin again.I really did not expect that my father turned out to be part of the family support Co.It is fitting that he so easily gave me to sien.. may I be strong against my own father.kakak.kak I really need you.quickly realize.please replace my position at this time.

“You want me to destroy my father?” ask me again to Shin.who will I choose.my father or my husband, what choice will I take.

“Of course .. You have a choice.You choose your father or your brother?” too true.. Right now I have an older brother that I have to protect as much as I can. father . I'm sorry.

“Alright.. I will help you. “.

“You should still pretend to be Go Ansi. It will be safer for you to carry out the task because the Co family knows, Ansi is a stupid person.. I know as smart and subtle as you are. Take out all your abilities.remember your debt to me is too much. I am the one who saved you...make sure to do your duty with your heart” Shin stroked the elus of my head. then left me who was currently feeling restless.. .I will start from the Zin family first.I want to avenge the actions of Lian who slapped me a few weeks ago..most importantly try not to get caught when I'm undercover later.