Sir, I'm Ready to Help you

upset

For almost a week of work, I finally got permission to leave all day.I still lay limp on my comfortable mattress.. I began to think that if Ansi had returned from abroad, I might still be able to stay here, even though Shin said that he would not divorce me and also stated that I would be his forever.. but still the person she liked was Ansi.

I woke up from my bed. I still felt lazy to leave my comfortable bed. But my stomach had rung. I went to the bathroom brushing my teeth and cleaned my face and rushed to the dining room.. as usual, when I woke up all the breakfast was available. The waiter at this house would leave after everything had been prepared. During work I rarely saw Shin at home.. he also seemed to care less about me. During his stay here Shin never once woke up my sleep..

I always leave before Shin Wakes up from his sleep.and goes home before Shin gets home.Sometimes if Shin is home.. Shin thought that I always visited his stepmother's house. So far my situation is still good.but in the future I do not know.. if I get caught by Shin to me it doesn't matter.I'll prove my seriousness to him.

Every day after leaving for work, I always visit Arra's apartment.he helps me dye my hair, make up my face and lend me clothes .. I promised to halve it for her.then half again to buy new clothes.I don't want to wear shin money too often.

The living room was very quiet.The waiter had also left. Every day I just went to read books in Shin's work room..but now I'm tired of the game..

After breakfast.. I entered Shin's study.How shocked I was when I saw Shin who was currently in front of the computer.he was wearing glasses and blue nightgown.. he smiled at me when he knew I was entering his room.he was so. I picked up a few books and read them on the Sofa. I occasionally glanced at Shin.. My instincts as a woman who is easy to fall in love is like this. when I see a little handsome men.. Damannn. Or it's just me who has the instinct as a cheap woman.but when seen see see.. what because of the good looks Shin has made my eyes only fixed on him. had already .. do not think strangely strange. ahh. I really do not focus on reading..ah yes .he already has a person he likes.does a woman like me not deserve true love..

“ Yuanna.. Are you playing your favorite game?” shin asked surprised me. Ah yes I forgot this matter. I had to take responsibility until the end to help with the project this time.

“Not anymore.. It's not that the account is one of the most important parts of your company project this time.I gave it to Ansi's aunt.. oh yes he asked me for help to convey that he needs your help to bring him to lian” this time I will take care of it myself. Even though I am so sick of seeing lian.. but I have my own reasons for meeting him..

“looks like you are very close to Aunt Ansi.?” of course I am close.he is me. I am him for now.I am him for now.and actually I am not too close to the real Ansi. I never met him either.

“True.. pretty close.he even said you were being rude to him.. Shin... listen to me kindly well. Even though you may not like me. Still like your Aunt it's the wrong thing” I just say it..

“ are you jealous?” This question again.The last time I listened to a question like this came out of Sien the wolf's mouth.now even from this jerk.

“Of course.You told me to like you. But you liked my aunt instead.. have talked to you also just wasting time.. “ I closed my book and then stood put it down. I want to just go from before him.. if you think it turns out to be very fast for me to fall in love with him.

“Sudah” I answered briefly. if you think I have fallen in love with him. ahh stupid of course it is easy if only to fall in love. let alone I have known him in school.

“Come here.I want to prove it myself!” want proof of what the hell this jerk guy is. I moved towards him with an annoyed face.maybe he knows the reason I'm upset like this..

"That's right!” I said after coming closer. his handsome face ..now very close.why my mind got so dirty like this.but still he's my husband. I bent my body and kissed her cheek. After I did so she smiled as she covered her face with one palm. Shame .. then I rushed to leave. But before that. he had grabbed my waist. I fell in his arms..

my heart was beating very fast.I felt a great fear.My eyes were dark.I heard .. I heard my own voice.

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“I'm sorry. ma. I'm sorry I. I won't repeat my little” was in a dark warehouse .. there is only boiled chicken meat in the warehouse. arrived my mother entered the warehouse .. then she put chicken meat that was only boiled into my mouth. “ uwekk.. I can't take it anymore.” I threw up vomit. My mouth is full of chicken meat..

“ eat this, spend. stupid boy.. All the pet chickens died because of your stupidity, you said you want to eat chicken now eat this chicken.. I was small crying. I was not strong anymore.I fell unconscious.I remember that day my sister went camping to finish her schoolwork.. I don't know why the chicken suddenly died suddenly.I have heard the end of it there is a bird flu virus that is attacking.

the second day my sister left my mother also did the same thing.this time the chicken meat had started to smell. Mother like a madman who kept forcing me to eat the chicken.. very nauseous.my mother gave me a drink of water from chicken stew. The water was very stinky. My stomach was very sick. I keep throwing up. My mom really wants to see me die. She hates me so much when I love her so much.

on the third day my brother left. Mom still gave me chicken. That time the meat was very smelly.. I thought that day I was going to die, but when my consciousness came back a little.I saw my brother shouting my name. The next day I was in the hospital. Every time I saw the chicken I felt nauseous after that, my sister and I went back to live with my aunt.

I always loved them.Every time I loved people.people always hated me.I loved my mother and felt sorry for her, but she was always cruel to me.I loved my father but she was also cruel to me.. I liked suhoan but ended up with bullying .. This last time I liked Sien yes, but ended with suffering.I was still able to like Shin ya.