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yuanna's feelings from a long time ago

Shin, he had a dream, in his dream he saw two small children sitting in a garden..

“Shin, you have to let Uncle Xu's son be my follower, I don't want to take care of Uncle Xu”'s daughter said one of the boys who is none other than Sien..

“Why should I,, uncle sami told us both to take care of him, and again uncle sami's son also not necessarily want you” refuse shin does not accept with a unilateral decision from sien..

“You want to meet your mother no?” threatening Sien left Shin with no choice..

“Alright, I will take care of Uncle Xu's daughter in the future.and you must not take it from me after he has been with me, “ pinta shin to sien,, shin disliked Sien who always grabbed her toys..

“Alright. I promise I won't take the girl in the future.This” sien gave Shin a card..

“This what?” ask Shin who at that time did not know the object..

“This is a phone number card.I gave it to you as a gift for having lightened my promise to Uncle Xu to not be able to look after his daughter.. “ clearly Sien while removing one more card “ this for me, our mobile number is almost the same, only one number different. “ sien points to different numbers on both cards.. “I will give the girl to you and you will give the boy to me” the door again while giving the Card to the shin received by him directly.

“Alright. I agree” replied shin nodding his head..

Shin's body suddenly shifted to a place that was very familiar to him.he saw himself with a man and two women standing in the school yard on the day of his graduation..

“Thus. . Senior zi yee will go to college abroad and will not return” said yuanna feeling sad because zi yee captain volinya ball will leave the village and not come back again because of her parents who have been switch work tasks there..

“Iya. sorry yuanna, I can't be your playmate anymore in didesa” zi yee started to feel sad about having to go from Junior who he likes.. although they often quarrel but they have been friends since yuanna SmA..

“Let's go” invite the man who stands next to shin , the man is a cousin of zi yee who has been sent to bring Zi yee home after graduation day..

“Shin.. You will also go kejerman huh?” yuanna asked felt very sad because she had heard that Shin was going to college in Germany after graduating from school..

“Iya. but take it easy. I will visit kedesa when holidays” said Shin trying to calm the heart of yuanna who had been disappointed to hear his words.. yuanna who was still not graduated could not follow Shin went kejerman..

The adult Shin who was standing next to yuanna tried to hug the woman but unfortunately.his body was translucent and could not hug her despite having been tried many times,, he saw himself as Sma walked hand in hand with Yuanna who was very sad at the time.His eyes were glassy looking at the back of the woman he loved left him..

Shin's body suddenly moved again to another place, when he saw his other self and Idris stood at the bus stop waiting for the arrival of a bus that would take Shin to the airport to go to keberman..

“Yuanna not coming yes!” shin asked idris who was called by the man.The bus he was waiting for has finally come.. with a feeling of pain from not being able to see the face of a loved one for the last time before going to the airport, Shin got on the bus leaving Idris who stood sadly staring at his departure..

“Hearts on the road” screamed idris to Shin who had entered the bus..

Shin's body again moved.he saw his other self was holding back tears in the airport because he missed the figure of the woman he loved before the flight schedule arrived.. he called the woman's number many times but was not appointed.he then pressed the idris number to ask about the yuannna news.. when he almost gave up idris then picked up Shin's phone call with a trembling voice of fear..

“Shin.. yuanna disappeared, she did not even go to school today.until now she has also not found” cries idris to Shin after lifting the male call.. With Shin rushing to the bus stop to return to Xu's village, he did not forget to contact his grandmother to cancel her departure that day..

“Shin.. You're already in town..”.

“Grandmother..sorry, I didn't go to college in Germany. I'll catch up with me, grandma can send me course textbooks,,, I can,, and I will study hard this year until yuanna finishes school then I will take her away with me so grandmother..wait me “ pinta shin dihalte airport that can not be rejected again by the know..

The adult Shin dropped his tears because he was moved with pleasure by his decision at that time, his body suddenly moved again to a place that was very familiar to him..

He saw himself at night running worried looking for yuanna at the end of the bridge.. moments later he saw himself stopping at the end of the bridge with relief at having found the woman he loved walking slowly through the fields with sobs while hugging a school bag and wet clothes at the end the bridges..

“Where are you stupid” shouts shin as he runs towards the crying yuanna staring at the man..

“Shin” said yuanna still with tears staring at the shin who ran up to her “why are you here, you did not go kejerman ya?” yuanna asked in a hoarse voice for having exhausted her voice to cry not wanting shin to leave..

“Why do you worry everyone,” said shin as he picked up a bag hugged by yuanna and put on a jacket for the woman in front of him . “ayo” shin crouched down allowing yuanna to ride on his back then..

“Shin.. You didn't go kejerman?” asked yuanna again who was on Shin's back..

“I'll go with you after you pass” her reply changed the sad feeling of yuanna to happy..

“Really!” yuanna asked for confidence..

“Iya. since when did I ever lie to you” said shin assured yuanna, by then they had passed through the body of an adult shin who had shed tears looking at the events of the day..

“Emm.. You never lied to me, until whenever I would believe your words” yuanna smiled happily behind shin at that time..he kissed the man's head unnoticed by her which made the adult shin feel very sorry for not realizing the kiss from yuanna back then..

“You go anywhere.. Why not go to school?” ask shin from afar who followed the adult shin back then..

“I under the bridge.I could not see your departure.so I cried to my satisfaction until my heart was relieved.When brother and Rt sir were looking for me, I went into the river to hide.. at that time I really wanted to be alone” explained yuanna who had stopped her crying..

“ you can not do it again in the future, you heard.” shin orders to the woman who was behind her body at that time..

“Hm” nods yuanna “ but promise me. You must not leave ku” pinta yuanna to Shin with high expectations.

“Alright I promise I won't leave you” said shin pleasing the woman.

The adult Shin stood staring at the other shin walking happily with the woman he loved towards the wedding party held in the village that night..

Shin deliberately took yuanna away to eat the meatballs together because yuanna was very fond of the food.

“both brothers”yelling the head of RT who was on stage saw shin and yuanna were walking towards a meatball stall not far from his place. Shin and yuanna who listened to the cries of the RT chairman had to stop to answer the call of the middle-aged man who had come on stage approached them..

“Wait first , let's join your Rt chairman sing on stage” invite Rt chairman while pulling one arm Yuanna hand..

“No want” yuanna pulled up Shin's arm refused Chairman Rt's invitation to sing along.

‘”Ayolah” forcibly Mr. Rt still pulled the arm of yuanna released by Shin on purpose..

“Shin.don't be a traitor” maki yuanna because shin has released his hand from shin's arm.at that time he laughed amusedly at yuanna who was invited to take the stage by the RT chairman..

“This” RT chairman gives loudspeakers to yuanna.. “ Quickly sing.its music has Begun” Pak Rt orders while dancing with other villagers..

“I'm a midwife.” yuanna's lazy voice sounded unpleasant in the ears of the RT chairman at that time, shin who looked at him even laughed out loud Hearing the yuanna sound..

“Have no need to sing.your voice is ugly” lamented the head of RT while taking the loudspeaker and pushing yuanna slowly to get off stage “biduan from malay iiihaa.” Continue Mr. Rt again while swaying on stage. Yuanna who was upset with shin was forced to curse him as much as satisfied that night..

The mature Shin smiled happily to see himself happy in the past.. .

The body of the adult shin moved, he saw again himself was walking into the house carrying a bag of lollipops to be given to yuanna who was sitting on the sofa while watching the naruto show..

“This” Shin gave all the lollipops to yuanna who looked happily at her..

“To me” asked yuanna to look up at shin from above.

“Of course stupid” said Shin while sitting next to yuanna to join see Naruto on television.

“Thank you shin.. I like you” yuanna told shin who felt that Yuanna liked him who had given yuanna the lollipop.

“From now on I will buy a lot of lollipops for you to like me yuanma” muttered shin in heart who still thinks yuanna likes it because of the lollipops she has been given.

shin's body moved.he saw himself on the side of the road in front of the house.Jin who had agreed to follow his grandmother kejerman had undo his intention only to see yuanna one last time..

He walked towards the door of the house but was blocked by the sien who had seen his arrival..

“Side sien. I want to see yuanna” shin push Sien's body away.

“Yuanna is sick. gojang” get rid of sien growling shin heart.. Shin did not give up so easily.he still wanted to see yuanna one last time but sami had come first.

“Go shin.. yuanna no longer remembers you. I have given Him a memory-busting drug because He has seen me kill his best friend” explained Sami shaking shin's heart.. shin's heart was very sick to hear that yuanna no longer remembered him anymore.he with a feeling of sadness and tears that wet his cheeks was forced to die at home for 2 years.. he also could not see yuanna for the last time..

Shin who had walked away then stopped his footsteps for a moment to say something to his cousin “Sien.. there's something I want to talk to you” she then continues her footsteps bringing a deep pain. The adult Shin who saw it tried to hug the other shin who was crying sadly for not being able to accept the reality that had happened.. her translucent body could not do her heart's desire to embrace the other shin.

The adult Shin shifted places again for the umpteenth time. He saw another shin looking sadly at a woman who had gotten into the car.. The other Shin could only cry holding his chest that was aching due to the departure of yuanna that he could no longer meet..

The adult Shin shifted the place again.he saw another shin sitting on a room chair while holding his cell phone.His pale face and thin body that had come out of the hospital looked a little happy..

“Yuanna.. I can finally talk to you even though only through game” he said with a smile happy face “maaf yuanna. I can only pretend to be someone else.. sien will find me if I use my personal self to get in touch with you” he added, shedding tears.. Another Shin looked very sad looking at the phone he was using.”yuanna.really..I miss you so much” he said again as he shed tears on his cheeks.

The adult Shin shifted the place again.he was in a white empty place . In in his ears was the voice of a woman who was no stranger to him..

“senior you're great, good job”

“Shin don't leave me”

“I'll believe all your words”

“Shin.. “ “shin” “shin carry me”

“Shin I like you”

“Shin you are the most handsome man I have ever met”

“one day even if my memory is lost never leave me. Promise me shin”.

“I love you shin”

“I said like it but you didn't respond to it”

“I'm happy living with shin”

“don't forbid me to chase you”

“I will use clan treasure to keep shin by my side”

“Shin.. Do you love me”

“shin.. shin..shin.”.

“Drudk drududk drudujut “

“Why strength is so strong. I beg to open lah” cry shin when I see yuanna shot by a bullet in front of her eyes when the adult shin has shifted to the big house under the hill.