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yuanna's feelings towards Shin

"Dooor..." The sound of gunfire broke the silence.Yuanna who had yet to finish her speech was taken aback by a thunderbolt that shot almost to her face..

"Shut up. "Sien's loud voice stunned Yuanna. just then she saw the hateful eyes of sien. yuanna saw her again.. looking at the eyes that were staring hatefully at her was the same as when she had just finished her marriage with Shin. "really, if that man dies.you have no choice but to return to me yuanna" Sien pointed his gun at Shin instantly.

"Shoot sien... I will die with him today, wherever he goes, even to the point that I will pursue him. Kill him for me. I really cannot live in this world without him.. Sien. no one is nice to me except Shin. My brother he will be happy . Everyone loves him. But I. if Shin dies.who else will love me. Even though Shin currently considers you as a sister.no problem.kill Shin for me Sien" yuanna wiped away the tears that flowed on her cheeks at that time.The gun that she had pointed at Sien was then directed directly at her head .. Shin was shocked to death to see yuanna.he remembered his dream when yuanna did the same.

"I beg you yuanna. I beg you not to do that" shouted Shin as he stepped out running towards yuanna who was ready to pull the trigger of the gun he was holding. "Yuanna" shouted Shin again running towards yuanna..

"Dooors.." The sound of gunfire shocked Sien half-dead, his body trembling as he imagined yuanna dead before his eyes. Shin managed to capture yuanna's body. Yuanna had pulled the trigger of the gun but Shin managed to direct yuanna's hand and dropped her body with yuanna's body to the ground. "I beg you..." Shin's tears dripped onto yuanna's face.Yuanna widened her eyes smiling gently to Shin's face..

"Shin" yuanna tears flowed.

"I assume I've never heard that word come out of your mouth this time.. I will definitely make you come back to me one day yuanna.however wait for me" Sien fearfully lost yuanna left them and let them go that day.. he left with an excruciating pain in his heart.He wanted to get yuanna back to him on the other hand he also did not want yuanna to die. Sien angrily threw away his gun and searched for their subordinates who had been chasing after Idris to bring Royan who was unconscious at the time.

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Sien had left Shin and yuanna who were still on the ground, carrying a million piercing pains in his heart due to yuanna's refusal to return to him.. sien's body was still trembling when it came to imagining yuanna's death, she recalled the incident a few months ago when yuanna tried to kill herself..

Shin and yuanna who had fallen were lying down at that time had stood up. Shin's pale face and tears made yuanna feel guilty..

"Already...Shin don't cry anymore.. It was fine "yuanna hugged Shin gently as they had stood up. "Shin. You don't have to be burdened, it doesn't matter to me that you don't love me. Take it easy. I'll just chase you and won't force you to love me" yuanna at that time thought Shin was crying because he felt guilty to Yuanna who could not be loved.he rubbed his face against Shin who was wearing a short-sleeved shirt with plain ash..

"Stupid..I cried not because of that, "Shin returned Yuanna's embrace gently.he didn't want to let go of yuanna just like that that day "why did you do it, so stupid " shin asked even more tightening his embrace.he still felt afraid to remember the incident when Yuanna tried to shoot herself in front of Shin.

"I did it intentionally" Yuanna replied to Shin's surprise, Shin felt very upset by what yuanna was doing.. he let go of yuanna's embrace and left both his hands on the woman he loved..

"You said it intentionally!" Shin asked annoyed while looking at the eyes of yuanna who was brought by his eyes..

"You really love me!" Shin back then had turned serious. He had not expected that Yuanna had the same feelings as him.he had thought that yuanna might need Shin because yuanna depended so heavily on him..

"Of course, you're such an idiot.I've said it so many times.likes like it like it. Still you don't think of me. You even reject me in the library.. then after getting married you even said you would never love me . You also said I can't hope... But Shin forgive me. It seems like I can't just give up.. Shin really.let me chase after you" said yuanna as she bowed shyly avoiding Shin's face.. he was not even stopping to develop a smile on his face...

"I never refused you. When I was in the library, I thought you asked me to carry you. I thought you loved Sien,!" Shin wanted to confirm it again.he felt extremely jealous when he remembered yuanna expressing her feelings to Sien three years ago..

"Where possible... So ridiculous... I've liked you for maybe nine years... When I first saw you get out of the car in front of the school, I already liked you... But since many people like you and I am also a poor person.even living with my uncle, not my parents.how could I have come after you back then..." Yuanna recalled the sad time of her SmP which was not so pleasant.she was still bowed before Shin who was then hugging her again.. Shin gently clenched yuanna..

"But I've seen you declare love to Sien on the floor near school!'" Shin recalled his SmP time as he followed Yuanna always going towards the pond. and listened to Sien and yuanna's conversation only to see the face of the person he liked..

"Yes, I was stupid then... I just want to know what it's like to date...Even to get married I don't know what it's like!" Yuanna returned Shin's embrace later... He was very fond of her when Shin hugged her..

"Then when did you start chasing you!" Asked Shin again with happiness.he smiled gently while occasionally closing his eyes feeling the love in his heart..

"That's because you've given me hope, when High School you always call me Xu Idris' sister Xu Idris' sister continues... And what surprised me even more was that when you turned out to be living in my house .we were almost always together... Until now I still want to chase you.. Shin I beg you not to be mad at me "pinta yuanna then.

"Hahahhaah" Shin's laughter was unbearable again.he let go of yuanna's embrace later.. Shin looked at Yuanna's face gently."wait for me" he said later..

"Wait" yuanna felt strange with the word Shin said..

"Hmm" nodded Shin "wait for me" he said again..

"HM. alright "yuanna who felt that Shin was going to leave, she then sat on the ground..

"Why did you come to sit !?"