SINGLE MOM.

chapter 37's

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...Author point of view....

“You never trust Mas completely, Jessie. If only you believed in Mas completely, your ugly thoughts about Mas would not be so evil.”, Troy said clutching Jessie's waist to get closer to him.

“Where is your dear call for Mas? It just changed because of the rubbish. Yes?” troy asked, tighter pushing Jessie's back. Until Jessie's chest can now be felt fully.

“You didn't pantes dapetin that call. While you can not escape from the shadow of your ex.” Jessie threw her eyes aside.

“Udah how many times Mas said that there is no relationship with Efsun anymore. But you still don't believe.”

“Where do I want to believe, Mas?! If what I see is true. Now I'm bringing him here. Go with him, continue to Beckham's house together. So much so you guys.” Jessie smiled obliquely, she looked at Troy lightly. As if he was mocking the man with his gaze.

Troy breathed a rough breath, he released his arms to Jessie. Then back to Jessie.

“Mas can't hide, right? Aye right?!” fierce Jessie was annoyed. Troy turned his back, and he carried Jessie's body in his arms tightly. Until it makes Jessie feel claustrophobic.

“Silence, Jessie! Silent.” press Troy whisper. He tried to hold back his emotions as hard as he could. So as not to spill it on Jessie.

“Mas, hiks. Cheating.” Jessie's face droops limp over Troy's chest. Her lips trembled as she tried to hold back her sobbing so that Lauryn wouldn't wake up.

Troy stretches his arms around Jessie's body. He held onto Jessie's arms with his big hands. Her face swooped down, paying clear attention to Jessie's reddened face.

“Sstt. How many more times do you have to believe it? It's just love with you. The news is not true, Jessie.” said Troy firmly, his eyes are still focused on staring at both cheeks of Jessie wet.

Troy's lips dyed Jessie's cheeks, automatically making the woman close her eyes. Jessie's body began to relax, as Troy re-embraced her. Both of Troy's palms locked Jessie's back, until Jessie's body clung tightly to her chest.

“I'm a crybaby yes, Mas.” Jessie's great-grandson is almost inaudible. Because his voice is really small. Troy was holding Jessie's chin, and he had that face looking up. Troy's head nodded.

“Iya. You're whinyer than Lauryn and Nessie.” Troy replied with a smile on his face. Makes Jessie pull both corners of her lips down, forming a smile of disappointment.

“Don't call me if it's not Mas'. It feels different for me.” Troy said again affirming the tone intonation.

“But Mas cheated,” great-grandson Jessie quietly, with the twinkle of her teary eyes, the rest of the crying earlier. Troy shook his head weakly, as if he was beginning to bow to the woman before him.

“Mas dare to swear, Jessie. I'm not cheating. Yesterday Efsun hugged Mas, Efsun also held Mas's hand twice. I didn't refuse because...... You know what the answer is, right?” troy said hanging up his words.

“Jessie didn't know.” somehow, after Troy's explanation just now, didn't make her feel jealous. Rather, it was a relief that Troy wanted to be honest with him.

“Because Mas only considers Efsun as a woman who had cared for Mas's child. Not more. You can be disappointed with Mas, but no longer do you not believe the same love that Mas gave you.” Troy said honestly, it is difficult to understand his attitude. But he just followed his mind. And if he's with Jessie, then he's following his heart.

Jessie looked at Troy with a peeking look. Trying to find the lies of the man in front of him. But Jessie found no meaning to any gaze, other than Troy's eyes that looked at her soft and full of supplication.

“Mas just don't want Nessie to be disappointed if the woman who took care of her. It is even Kasari. But it turns out that Efsun increasingly misunderstood the attitude of Mas all this time. Last night, Mas was frank with Efsun. I'm honest that I'm married to you. And this morning, Efsun-”

Troy's words came to a halt, as the door of the room opened without a knock first. Efsun stood at half the door. Although only half of his body stood up, but his eyes could clearly see what was happening in front of him. Efsun gulped his saliva rough, seeing the intimacy between Troy and Jessie who were hugging. Even after his presence alone, Troy has no intention of distancing the closeness between himself and Jessie.

Efsun's hand, which was still on the door hinge, now pushed the hinge followed by the door opening wider and wider. Both of Jessie's palms were on Troy's chest, she was silent at Efsun's sudden presence. Even Jessie still had not had time to move her cheeks that were also attached to Troy's chest, because her head was turned.

“And this morning Efsun wanted to talk to you, dear. That's what Mas wanted to say.” said Troy who had been cut because of the presence of Efsun.

Efsun stood in the doorway, his eyes looking straight at Jessie. Not to Troy. He looked at Jessie deeply, with his lips tightly clenched.

Jessie pushed Troy softly, the embrace between the two of them came off. Jessie stepped until she stood before Efsun. Efsun glanced at Troy who was still standing at the side of the bed.

“I just want to talk to Jessie, Sister. Just two.” said Efsun still call Troy with the name 'Sister'.

“Mas wait outside yes, Darling. Don't talk too loud, Lauryn's gonna wake up. Understand?” troy said softly, after his body stood beside Jessie.

Jessie nodded with a heavy heart, “Paham, Mas.” actually Jessie was embarrassed. When Troy peeped his cheek again. The kiss was pretty deep. Actually Troy has no other intentions, other than because of the anxiety with Jessie's cheek.

Troy is out. The door to the room closed again. Jessie, Efsun and Lauryn are still sleeping there. Efsun walked down the floor with his feet, he walked towards the bed in the middle of the room. His butt landed on the side of the bed, staring at Lauryn who was sleeping there.

Jessie approaches the bed fearing Efsun will do something she doesn't want. But he only saw Efsun's gentle smile while looking at his son. The woman's hand was also outstretched, rubbing chubby Lauryn's cheek.

“Beautiful as Her Brother. Nessie loves you very much. You will be brothers who take care of each other.” said Efsun while continuing to look at Lauryn's face.

“I want to see you guys play together someday.” Efsun stood up after saying that.

Efsun stood in front of Jessie. Both stand facing. Their eyes locked onto each other. Their faces were flat, without any expression. There was only silence that struck the two, before Efsun finally opened his voice.

“I was still quite young when I knew Brother first. I've loved her since the first time we met. Brother Troy is a very nice man, whom I once knew. I love him, and he loves me. Before you finally come, and he realizes that his love is no longer for me.” Efsun said while hiding his sliced smile, throwing his face aside.

“Is it wrong if I wish for him? I love her so much. We married for love. But it turns out he betrayed me. I was pregnant with her child at the time, and I had a miscarriage because I was disappointed in her! Am I wrong, Jessie?!” exclaim Efsun pressed the question at the end of the sentence. Her tears flowed profusely, with a trembling face.

Jessie looked at Efsun's face. A second later he shook his head. Then a small smile, returning Efsun's sharp gaze to her.

“Actually what is special about you. I am young, I am beautiful too. I accompanied him from zero. I loved him a long time ago. While you-”

“You're even among us! You were only here when Troy and I were together a long time ago. What makes Troy love you Jessie?!!” efsun asked fiercely, with a face that was already full of tears.

“You can judge yourself Efsun. You just love Troy. As for me,” Jessie looked at Efsun in disbelief, she thought Efsun had changed even a little. But it didn't.

“Even I never expected the slightest bit if Troy would repay my love. It was my son who I loved after that. I was kicked out of the house, I was estranged from my own family. Then I struggled to live alone just to give my son the life he deserved. Give her a healthy meal, send her to kindergarten. Then pay attention to every movement in sleep if you are asleep. Just to make sure if he fell asleep soundly in his dream.”

“When I was pregnant, I chose silence. You know because of what?” jessie asked hanging up her sentence. Jessie smiled wryly recalling the old memories that had come back to her mind.

“Because I know he's married. And his wife is also pregnant.” Jessie said firmly. Efsun was surprised to hear that,

“I used to be a bad person, I used to have sneaky intentions on my own sister. But finally I realized, if someday I will be a mother who will be a role model for her children.” continued Jessie smiled knot. Remembering his struggle all along. He feels proud of himself.

“So from now on. Stop blaming yourself for the mistakes you made. Stop comparing myself to you. Because we are on a different level.” press Jessie spilled all her heart irritation during this time.

Efsun was silent. The words Jessie spoke penetrated right into her heart. But for some reason, that sentence calmed himself down. Because he believes that Jessie can love Nessie, more than he gave her all this time.

Slowly his hand moved to grab something from inside his bag. Jessie only watched Efsun's movements without any intention of saying a word.

“Sorry.”

“I did fail to be a Wife, as well as a Mother to my own son. But I hope that if I have managed to become a good Mom for Nessie.”, Efsun said with her eyes dimming.

“This is for my son_____ I mean, this is for Nessie, your son.” Efsun reached out his hand holding a letter that folded in half.

“Give this when he is already good at reading. Believe me, if the contents in it do not at all drop anyone.”

Finally Jessie received the letter, the contents are not visible because it is folded. Jessie looked at Efsun confused, as Efsun's movements changed so rapidly. Not like a few minutes ago yelling at him.

“And this is for you.” Efsun again issued a letter. “For you and Troy.” said Efsun increasingly raises question marks in Jessie's mind.

“I'm sorry, see you, Jessie.”

...Author point of view....