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Jessie hugged Lauryn who was asleep in her arms, it was past twelve in the night, and Jessie was still awake. It was all because of the incident earlier this afternoon that made her feel angry, and upset.
“Is what I said too much? It wasn't entirely Troy's fault. Troy didn't know that he had a son from me. I shouldn't have said it failed. Hufts..” inner Jessie churns.
Jessie glanced at Lauryn, Lauryn sleeping comfortably on her chest, Jessie rubbing Lauryn's milk-white forehead. Same with the color of his skin.
“Later if Rynryn has no father, Rynryn must be patient yes.” Jessie said weakened, so that her voice is not heard to the ears of her child.
Lauryn moved a little uncomfortable, hastily Jessie pretended to be asleep. And sure enough, Lauryn also fell back asleep. Behind her closed eyes, Jessie thought about her daughter's future.
Just this time Jessie was worried. If Lauryn can't get a father's affection, he'll be a very unlucky and unhappy boy. Jessie wants Lauryn to feel the affection. Not just from Mom, but Dad.
Jessie rarely gets the attention of her parents. But at least he knows where they are. They were always near him first.
Unlike his son, who can only feel the affection of a mother. Jessie was afraid that her son would be sad all the time. Maybe if now, Lauryn still looks fine.
But don't know later...
“Mama will find the best Dad for you, Darling.” whispered Jessie softened, and also slowly.
Her tears fell, having not managed to get the pure love of her life. The man he loved had his own family. Having love from family alone, Jessie never. But now he loves his life more. His life is Lauryn. Heart fruit.
The next morning, Troy was preparing to attend his son's school birthday. Troy was actually very unwell, let alone a lot of work that he carried heavy. But if you remember this is happiness for your child. Troy could do what.
Troy wears a watch on his wrist, shiny black. Very suitable on the throne by him, which is brownish skin color, typical of men. Really manly.
Troy draped his suit on the shoulder, then he went down, along with a feisty screech from downstairs.
“PAPAA! CEPEETAANN.” Troy shook his face patiently, hearing Nessie's cry.
Seen Efsun was preparing bread, when he reached the dinner table, Troy immediately kissed Nessie's cheek. Efsun, who was applying bread with jam, smiled.
“Mama dapetin kiss also Pa??” nessie asked pouting, Efsun was stuck in place. However,
Cup.
Troy peeked at Efsun's cheek. Efsun felt warm in the depths of his heart. This man was able to make her feel such deep love. He has made a lot of mistakes in the past.
“Mama with dateng? Kok Nessie went with Papa aja.” protested Nessie with a sulking tone. Troy shook his face patiently.
“Mama wants to go with Nessie. You don't get mad Mama.” said Troy softly. With a heavy heart, Nessie nodded weakly.
Efsun lowered his face deeply, he sat down beside Troy's chair. Troy quietly moved one hand, reaching for Efsun's hand on the woman's thigh.
“Let's play Pa loh drama. From other schools as well. Nessie can't wait!” pekik Nessie full of excitement and curiosity.
Troy relinquished his grip on Efsun, Nessie got off his stool in a hurry, “Nessie was afraid of being late.” great-grandson Nessie immediately ran away from the living room.
Troy who had wanted to pursue was turned upside down, he turned to the side. Look at Efsun who was already standing. Troy approached Efsun, and he rubbed Efsun's cheek gently. Along with the tears of Ephsyun who fell in his eyes.
“Nessie-us, smart kid. He loves you very much Efsun. He is wrong to think that you don't care about him.” Troy said trying to make Efsun's mind clearer.
“Do not cry, quickly prepare yourself. The doctor said it, right? That you have to rest a lot.” once again Troy makes Efsun's feelings warm today.
“Kar Biker room let the maid who tidied up. You are now ready for the hospital. Okay?” troy asked smilingly, trying to channel the spirit within him to Efsun.
Efsun nodded, Troy turned his body. But just wanting to waltz away, Efsun's voice sounded again.
“Kak.” call Efsun slowly. Flip Troy's steps.
“I'm still sleepy. Can you sleep in your room?” efsun asked as he looked into Troy's eyes deeply, Troy let out a long sigh. He turned back steadily, until Efsun's body was clearly displayed before him.
“Don't act like we're strangers Efsun. You are free to do anything here. At my house. ” press Troy a little provoked by emotion. “You rest. Brother will be home soon with Nessie.” Efsun nodded slowly.
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Jessie confirmed the rearview mirror on her car from the inside, waiting for Lauryn to get into the car. They will soon be heading to a children's seminar in Amsterdam. Which is massive. Lauryn walked happily with after the shirt Jessie bought at the time.
“You ready?” ask Jessie who actually already knows, that Lauryn is very ready.
“Already!!” lauryn answered the spirit.
Jessie smiled broadly, Lauryn raised one clenched hand, “Just Mama should see Rynryn same temen nari bebi shark du du du du du du du du du.” said Lauryn excitedly.
“Builyn Castle. Now put on your seat belt. Fast.” Lauryn rushed to put his seatbelt on. Jessie also immediately plugged the gas, passed away to the seminar was.
The seminar has started. Jessie waited for her son who was preparing to wear a funny costume with a horse tail. Lauryn is a sweet and active boy. His friends often joke with each other.
As if waiting in the clothes room, Jessie checks her phone first. But who would have thought, if the sudden screeching of Lauryn can make his phone fall from his grasp. Underneath there are sofa cushions that fall due to the actions of children. Makes the sound of the fall of the phone inaudible.
“Maaa!! Mom wait in luaar ya!” lauryn exclaimed girang, Jessie crossed her chest with a sweet smile.
“Of course Rynryn. The spirit! Lets go!” tanya Jessie forms a fist that is an interactive movement of mother and child. Lauryn was so happy, Jessie went out with the other mothers.
At the end of the room, covered in a large wall, was a small face peering in fear. His face was pale. He sees Jessie's phone falling, intending to grab it.
But afraid to walk more outside, because he who entered settles into the room, because of lost and passionate curiosity. Seeing a kid his age, wearing an animal-themed costume.
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