SINGLE MOM.

the chapter 20

...THE DISCLAIMER!!...

Many changes from chapters 1 to 19. Create a new read today the sign you have read the version after the revision. Before reading chapter 20, read the previous chapter. There is an additional scene in chapter 19 that I just updated.

...Troy (42 years)...

...Jessie. (29 years old)...

...Author point of view....

Troy put Lauryn on his bed. He takes Jessie and Lauryn to the black-trade headquarters that he does. Troy did not do his business cleanly, but he still felt calm because Troy was able to handle it.

Alex taught him to play business. So he went deeper into the business world. Until Troy himself did a lot of cunning for his business opponents.

Given Alex, Troy became jealous of the family relationship Alex and his wife were very harmonious and happy. Alex has 3 children. Troy then closed the door to his room, he walked over to the room where Jessie was staying now.

Slowly Troy opened the door with the key he was carrying. Troy sees Jessie's face looking frustrated. Troy quickly closed the door again, then locked it.

He approached Jessie who was sitting on the edge of the bed. Troy kneels before Jessie. He carried Jessie's hand over the woman's own thigh, with his hand wrapped around Jessie's small hand.

“Jessie, relax. I'm not gonna hurt you. I will take care of Lauryn, and I will take care of you.” Troy said honestly, with a face that tried to convince Jessie.

Jessie, who had been angry, had now turned lethargic. His eyes dimmed at Troy's face up close. Eyes that could make him love the man for so long. Jessie had never loved anyone before, because she did not believe in love. But Troy's presence in his life changed everything Jessie had lived.

Troy rubbed Jessie's soft cheeks. Troy put his face forward, “Jessie, trust me. Listen to my explanation.” said Troy softly, very gently, so that can make Jessie nod yes.

Troy smiled a little, he was happy because Jessie would listen to him. Troy's still rubbing Jessie's cheek. But now his position changed, he became sitting next to Jessie.

“I lost my way when you left me without any news. At that time I tried my best to find you. But there is no sign of any of your existence.” explained Troy exhaling rough.

“I was desperate at the time. There was Efsun who was about to marry me, and she was pregnant as well. I'm happy, but the anxiety about your existence is much greater.” continued Troy honestly from the deepest heart.

Troy held Jessie's back neck, and he pointed her in the face to look at her. Jessie was like a living doll so fragile that she looked up and looked at Troy in the face.

“I'm looking for you, I miss you so much. I always think about you, and how can I go back with you.”

“But it seemed like back then fate didn't want me to find you. It was time for Efsun and I to get married. After two months together, I had a big fight with him. He knew that I had other women besides him. He knew that my heart was no longer for him. And at that very moment, he was angry.”

Jessie flabbergasted. Both of his lips opened slightly.

“I know I'm selfish, I'm aware of that. But I have no other choice but to keep moving my people to look for you. I was just thinking about you back then. Until I start off off guard, and stop your search.”

The breaths of the two met, the situation became so silent. Jessie doesn't find a speck of lies through Troy's eyes.

“Two months looking for you, I quit. I feel like you've gone very far from me. But in the fourth month Beckham brought good news by saying that he saw you in Amsterdam. So stupid I didn't realize we were still in the same town. Beckham didn't just say that, he also said that if your stomach gets bigger. And you're pregnant.”

“On the other hand, Efsun is still angry with me. I am trying to repair my relationship with him. But he balked when one of my confidants leaked out the circumstances of you that I had discovered. And Efsun also knows if you are also pregnant.”

Jessie's eyes are round. Troy brings Jessie's chin closer to him. Their faces did not touch each other, but to the intimans between the two looked so real.

“Efsun is frustrated and does not pay attention to its content. Many times I persuaded her to check up, eat, and perform normal activities of pregnant women in general. But Efsun balked, until the fetus was gone.”

Troy's breath choked, “Efsun miscarried.” Troy said with his eyes dimming.

“Efsun is suing for my divorce, she wants to be separated from me soon. Realizing that there was no other hope for Efsun for me, I let him go. I follow him who wants to be separated soon. We still live on the same roof, because I feel my responsibility to Efsun still exists.”

“After the divorce. I still can't see you. I'm a fucker, I'm too much of a bastard to be called a good father. But I can't do anything else, other than monitoring you from a distance.”

Troy took his finger off Jessie's chin. He saw Jessie's eyes twinkle the same as hers.

“Troy.”

Troy chuckled for a moment, he nodded weakly. “I'll finish my story, dear.” Troy said so gently, that Jessie's heart beats so fast.

“I see the Doctor every time you get out of his room. I know your check-up schedule from that Doctor. It is indeed a crime, especially in a way that is quite rude I make the Doctor must be honest about the development of your womb every time you check up.”, Troy said considering the hardest moments of his life.

“Tiba where you gave birth. That's where I used dirty. I was wrong, Jessie. I knew I was wrong, but I did it anyway. That's because I know you no longer live with your family, and you live only with the sufficiency that exists. I want to lighten your load.”

“Although my way is wrong. I shouldn't have taken Nessie from you.”

“I'm sorry.”

Troy looked down inside. Jessie cupped both of Troy's jaws with her palms. Then he brought Troy's face up to look at him.

“I hate you, Troy.” Jessie said slowly. Troy turned his face flat.

“I love you, and always will. Until the end of my life. There will only be your name in my heart.” reply Troy honestly to succeed in making Jessie speechless because of it.

“Give me one chance, Jessie. Marry me, then we will live happily.” Troy said seriously.

Jessie's eyes bulged in shock. He took his body away from Troy. His hand also removed Troy's cheek.

“You're crazy. You're not sane. You badebah. You motherf. You-”

“Sstt.”

Troy silenced Jessie's lips with one finger over her mouth.

“I did what I thought was right. And this is all I think is right. You should marry me, no matter how you feel about me. Or your hatred for me.” Troy said with his eyes as sharp as an eagle. Staring at Jessie inside made the woman nervous.

...Author point of view....