SINGLE MOM.
the chapter 34
...Author point of view....
Jessie bit her lower lip hard. He held back the tightness in his chest after seeing what was on the phone screen. Troy has hurt him many times. But all he did was stay away - and then forgive. It always is.
Jessie squeezes her phone, and takes the sleeping Lauryn into her cradle. Ignoring her tears that began to fall because of the actions she made herself.
He shouldn't have consumed much of Troy's appeal.
He should not have trusted Troy again.
He should not have accepted Troy's marriage proposal for free.
But all those thoughts disappeared. The moment after his eyes caught the pop-up notification that appeared on his phone.
^^^Masku darling.^^^
^^^ Do not believe what it is
^^^Media. It's not like that.^^^
Jessie breathed a frenzied breath. On the one hand he wanted to believe, but on the other his logic refused. He said he was stupid and easily fooled by the man.
Jessie simply read the message, with no intention of replying to it. But the message went back into his phone.
^^^Masku darling.^^^
^^^Mas does not lie Jessie.^^^
^^^Let Mas explain this first yes.^^^
^^^We'll talk first, honey?^^^
Jessie.
none of my business.
Jessie threw her phone on the couch in the corner. Ignoring the loud hp ringing. He knew Troy was trying to reach him. But the shock still befell her mind, making Jessie speechless on the bed, with her arms hugging each other.
Jessie was lying straight on the bed, but her body was tilted with her arms holding the blanket so tightly. Jessie's mind raged, what if Troy would throw it away immediately? It's not better to leave before he's thrown away.
The bad intention was then dissolved, when Jessie felt a pair of tiny hands hugging her body from behind. Too focused on Troy to make Jessie forget the existence of Lauryn behind her. Her back that was turned on Lauryn warmed up, feeling a calm breath that was hitting the skin of her back.
“Mama, Lauryn has never been this happy. Lauryn is really happy. Thank you Mama.” murmured Lauryn innocently, in his sleep.
Jessie's body stiffened. What did his son just say? Lauryn's feeling so happy? Is it because the child already knows and feels how the affection of his father? Or because of the many toys he tried today.
Jessie turned her body slowly. He pulled Lauryn's back so that the child's body was clinging more tightly to his chest. His outstretched palm rubbed the cheeks of chubby Lauryn that felt warm, when compared with his cold hands.
“If Rynryn asks for 'Mama's World' also surely Mama will give. Mama will give you whatever makes Rynryn happy. Mama really loves you more than anything in the world.” whispered Jessie who managed to make Lauryn smile in her dream.
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On the other side.
Without knocking on the door, Troy opened the door to Efsun's room violently. His footsteps deepened when he realized that Efsun had not fallen asleep. The woman was standing at the side of the bed, with a face that looked terrified. His hand squeezed his phone trembling, then he dropped the floor in fear of Miracle making a sound.
“What are you doing Efsun?” troy asked sharply, clutching both of Efsun's shoulders rough.
“A-what? M-does I m-do a-what?” efsun asked nervously. Troy shook his face in disbelief, hearing Efsun who instead threw him a question.
“We are divorced. B e r c e r a i. Understand?” press Troy sharply with eyes that block in anger. “Do not do anything again without my permission.” continued Troy still humbled his tone. But it did not reduce the sharpness of his eyes.
“I just posted an f-photo. Wh-what's wrong?” efsun's face looked increasingly nervous and frightened. His shoulder was hot because it was held so tightly by Troy's two hands.
“We're divorced, Efsun. Do not act as if among us there are still feelings or ties.” Sizzle Troy held back his anger, who wanted to crush everything in front of him.
“But I think we'll re-refer. We will re-refer to Nessie.”, Efsun answered, lifting his chin up, as if to challenge Troy with the sentence he said.
“CLOSED YOUR MOUTH!” troy snapped violently, while pushing Efsun from the clutches of his hand. Efsun did not fall, only took a few steps back with a shoulder that hurt.
“Nessie is not your son Efsun! He's Jessie's son we've taken! There's been too much happiness I've given you until you forget how to remember yourself! You always play the victim and feel yourself the most hurt here. You feel like a victim. You never know how I felt when I lost my first child. Losing your fetus. I have always felt guilty until now. I also separated Nessie from her birth mother. But you-”
“You never even gave me a chance to be happy in the slightest. You asked for a divorce first, Efsun. Then I obeyed him. But now? Do you think I'm a toy you can control?”
Troy's anger exploded, but it implied a very deep tone of disappointment when he remembered the many mistakes he had made. Efsun was already crying, he could not see Troy's face that looked so frustrated. Efsun did not think that his actions would make Troy this way. Really he does not know, if his presence here can make Troy feel unhappy.
“No, Brother. Efsun didn't mean that. Efsun apologized, hiks.” stuffed Efsun sounding loud at the end of the sentence.
Troy, who had been blown away by anger, now looked at Efsun deeply. “You still love me?” Troy breathed his breath rough. Unlike Efsun who actually held his breath feeling depressed.
“I still love you, Brother. I still love you to this day. Hiks.” Efsun cried again, his shoulders trembling with cries that continued to be heard.
Troy closed his eyes tightly, clenching his hands together. He knew Efsun still loved him. But when he heard the direct speech from the seed of Efsun, made his anger increase until the crown.
“If you love me, then let me go. I'm married now,”
Efsun's body froze at hearing that. His face was now slowly raised, looking at Troy who was standing a few steps away from his current position. He saw a serious look on the man, with sweat sticking along his neck.
Efsun's breath was blocked, his lips opened. Troy raised one hand up, showing the back of his left hand which was now facing Efsun. Efsun's eyes focused on a ring on Troy's ring finger.
“L-then, how about my d-self?” efsun's throat was choked. His tears dried up as Troy's footsteps drew closer to him.
“Don't fool yourself, Efsun. You know what you're supposed to do. We will be happy with the people we love. I'm sure you can find someone who will take care of you after I.” Troy's hand is stretched out rubbing Efsun's hair mane.
“Who married you?” efsun asked trying not to tremble as he said it. Troy's hand stopped, though,
“Jessie.” answer Troy briefly. He put his hands away and put his hands in his pants pocket.
“Start tomorrow. We stay apart. I've prepared a house for you. Good night.” Troy said coldly. He turned his body, walking away from Efsun who was still in shock.
“Night.” great-grandson of Efsun in the form of a late good night reply. His body fell to the floor. Cold sweat soaked his temples.
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