
Since that night Rendi often went home and Anita was happy.But every time she came home she was always somber and aloof.
Anita was confused, what was her husband thinking.What was bothering her all this time, he wanted to ask.But fear always he felt.Fear her husband was angry again and will go again.
Tonight Anita ventured to ask her husband.She prepared milk coffee to be delivered to Rendi who every night spent in her study.
Like having a cave hide in a time when there are so many thoughts, Rendi is always in the room.For Anita, Anita,Rendi is just like a shadow that passes if at home.However he will catch it when the shadow is in front of him and look at him
But unfortunately, the shadow always backs him, until when it will be like that.
Now he was trying to reverse the shadow, looking for the truth stored in the silhouette.
Anita knocked on the door of Rendi's workspace, then pushed him open slowly.Di see Rendi was focusing on typing on her laptop.
Anita stepped closer, putting her milk coffee on the table next to Rendi's right hand.She was silent, waiting for her husband's reaction who was still focusing on typing.
"The coffee is gold." said Anita.
"Emm.." replied Rendi.
Only a small deheman, without looking at Anita who was still loyal in front of him.
"Busy, huh?"ask Anita again.
"Yes"still with the short answer.
"Do what the hell?"trying to ask her wanted her husband's attention to be distracted.
"Yes a lot, you will not understand if it is explained." said Rendi again.
Anita let out a long sigh, the answer this time was better than before.There was no harsh tone or disdain.
"Emm, Mas Rendi I'd like to ask."
Rendi looks up, she sees Anita hesitating and is afraid of her.Actually she doesn't like Anita to keep bothering her, but she tries to be patient and will respond to Anita's questions.
"What do you want to ask?"
Of course Anita was shocked, she kept quiet for a moment to make sure her husband was not angry.
"If not immediately ask, you better come out.Bother just." said Rendi who was impatient with Anita.
"No wait, I want to ask you about dad.Dad why so suddenly died, and mas Rendi did not tell me that dad had..."
"Don't ask me that again, you're the one who made me die.Let me fall in the bathroom and you leave the house without watching me." said Rendi, she always corner Anita with the incident.
Anita looked down, her regret back she felt.Tight on her chest when her husband always blamed her for the incident.
Who knows when the disaster will happen.
"I didn't know dad would come out of his room and go to the bathroom.You always blame me keep on mas.You yourself rarely come home that time, but why do you always blame me continue?"isak Anita can not be damned langi.
She felt her husband always cornered her and blamed her.Did she see from the other side that it was God's destiny.
Rendi snorted annoyed, he did not change.Still blame Anita.Padahat unbeknownst to him pak Hendri was aware at that time, but he ignored it.He did not think because of his actions at that time called Mourin with a friendly attitude in front of his father,his father fell into a coma and eventually died.
"You're gone now, before I actually leave this house." said Rendi ketus and stared at Anita sharply.
But Anita was still unmoved, she would keep asking Rendi with her change of attitude.
"Mas Rendi was always angry with me for reasons that are unclear.What is my fault with you?"ask Anita again.
He no longer cared about Rendi who would be angry at him again.At least he knew the reason Rendi was angry and always avoided it.
Rendi was still staring intently at Anita, she kept looking at her sobbing wife's face.Then she took a long breath.
"Is it because you're in love with a woman again? Until I you keep getting mad at me for no reason."
"Enough Anita! Don't fuck me."
"I just need your clarity mas.Every time you ask angry, every time I approach you away.Then I have to what?It's like you think I'm a stranger, when I'm your wife, but you're not always avoiding me."
"Ofraa!"
"You often even yell at me like this."
"Anita, quiet!"
Rendi's eyes stare at Anita who seems to not want to know the anger of her husband.She continues to demand Rendi to explain what her mistake is and what is the reason she behaved like that.
"You really I want to get out of this house.Don't you regret that I won't be staying with you anymore.Wait for my decision one more week.I'm sick of your stupid questions."
After saying so, Rendi closed her laptop and left from the front of Anita who was still sobbing.
Rendi came out of her office and into her room.She tidied up her suitcase, her decision was already round.She will leave the house and will send a file from the state court.
Anita was just silent, still in the workspace Rendi.She had expected the attitude and reaction of Rendi with her question earlier.
He resigned, he remembered the last words of Rendi earlier.Then he let out a long sigh, his chest was very tight even though many times he took a breath and threw it away.He now does not care that Rendi left this house.
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In the morning, Anita was very uninspired.After bathing her son and giving him breakfast, she now becomes often daydreaming.Thinking about the fate of her marriage with Rendi, she still did not understand with Rendi's attitude that turned out to be more sensitive.When what is the problem, she still does not understand,was he just looking for an excuse to leave her?
All bad thoughts popping up, is he still not able to keep up appearances because he still bothers to take care of his children?
Is it true that Rendi loves other women besides herself?
Was he upset and angry that his father died in the shower?
There were a lot of questions Anita asked Rendi, but her husband did not want to answer any of her questions.No, just one question she answered.
Yes, she blamed Anita for not being able to keep her father down and a few days later died.
Who does not regret the incident, who is not sad if the death of Mr. Hendri due to fall.Who knows it will be like that
Rendi seemed to forget about his closeness with his father, he even rarely saw his old father, before.
Then, why is Anita the one she blames?
Did not feel the tears Anita melted back, she was really sad and disappointed.She hurt with Rendi's attitude.
"Mom.."
Noni broke Anita's daydream.Anita quickly wiped her tears and looked towards Noni.
"Yes Non, what's the matter?"anita asked hoarsely, holding her tightness in the throat that felt squeezing.
"Mother crying?"ask Noni again.
He was concerned about his employer, after a week or so he saw a happy look because Rendi returned.But now the look of the face was back to shed tears.
"I don't know how Non, his stepfather will not return to this house Hik hik hik." said Anita broke again crying.
Her shoulders shook, she lowered her head crying more and more.Noni ventured to hug her grieving master.She hugged tightly, gave support and spilled all the burdens in her heart.
"Prophe mom, maybe this is a trial for mom." said Noni to calm Anita, but she also sobbed feeling sad that Anita experienced.
Since he came to Anita's house, whom he met was only a face of sadness and fatigue.She also rarely saw a harmonious interaction between Anita and Rendi.
Pak Rendi is having an affair with another woman and Anita finds out.
Yes, like that time.Women named Mourin director Rendi came, it could also be a burden on Anita's mind.
However, Noni did not dare to ask Anita anything, she dared to embrace her employer because she thought Anita needed a hug to calm down and give support for the problems she faced.
Long Anita hugged Noni, then she took off her embrace.Then remove the rest of the tears that flowed on her cheeks.
"Thank you Noni, I need a backrest like this but I don't know where." said Anita.
"Yes ma'am, I feel sorry for my mother, my mother faced a problem that was quite severe.I only helped ease the burden without being able to solve the mother's problem."
"Yes Non, thank you once again.I'm sorry I dirty your clothes."
"That's nothing ma'am, the important thing is that you're feeling good."
Then Anita went back to her room, she did not forget today was the time to pay Noni a salary.
Anita gave more money to Noni in the envelope she prepared.Then Anita came out again and approached Noni who was sweeping the house.
"It's Non, pay you a hand again thank you."
"Well, thank you ma'am, I really need money."
"Yes, you continue your work.I want to go to the market first.Please take care of the twins yes, he is sleeping at this time."
"Yes ma'am, beres."
Then Anita left the house, as usual she walked to the market.
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