Should We Divorce?

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Hana groaned in her sitting position that was deliberately leaning on the soft sofa. His eyes were closed and the corners of his lips were attracted to restraining emotions. In front of him his two best friends stared in anticipation. Afraid that Hana's anger would explode and make the entire restaurant turn their head towards them.

"Han, keep calm." Cecil's great-grandson was immediately rewarded with a subtle sigh and Hana's sharp gaze.

The woman straightened her body. "How can you relax in the middle of the public demo all Indonesian people who ask to go down BBM?"

"It can't, I know. But what we're talking about now is our problem, not the country."

"Exactly!" Hana pressed the word as a sign of her victory. "For the affairs of the country we can not calm down, let alone cement itself."

"Gue understands, but we have to talk this out with a cool head. Not emotional like you're now."

"Gue will react the same way if Paul slaps loe, Cil." Cecilia clenched her lips tightly. Both of Hana's eyes that hit him seriously made him die of lice.

"Don't throw this to Cecil, Han. This thing is mine, and you should talk to me."

Hana turned to Serena. "Loe's stupid," the hardship's cold. His face was hard and his gaze was as sharp as before. "That's all I want to talk to you about."

"Hana!" Selah Cecil who was responded indifferently because Hana was more interested in skinning Serena's profile seriously.

"I'll be loe, I'll say bluntly what Ares has done to me. I don't want to cover up her rottenness even in front of her own mother."

"It's not that easy, Han," Serena replied in a hoarse voice. "There are so many things I bet on when I'm honest."

"Including loe happiness?" shoot Hana on target until Serena flares up. "Come on, Serena, until when will this continue? Loe wants to keep hurting Ares until when?"

"He just misunderstood, Han. He's just emotional."

"You're just being emotional, he won't hurt you physically many times. It's clear the point here is that he consciously hurt you. Neither physical nor heart."

The throat of Serena is dry. Not to mention his heated eyes. His head shakes a little. "Ares was just angry because I was driven by Reno."

"And after knowing the reason why you're after Reno for what, is he sorry? Does he feel sorry for slapping loe?" now it was Hana's turn to shake her head, her lips screeching cynically. "He's stuck to his ego? He even kept being cold to the loe," then Hana groaned in frustration. "For God's sake, Serena, you almost harassed someone else! Loe this is his wife! And he had absolutely no reaction after that story. Where's that brain, huh?"

"But Ares still cares about me, Han."

Let Hana roll her eyeballs now. "After what he did to you, you still think he fucking cares about you?!"

"Ares is angry because I was ushered in by Reno last night. That's mean Ares still loves me, right? She was so because of him. Aye, right? Isn't that right, Cil? Aye, right?" Serena said with teary eyes but grinned bitterly trying to comfort herself.

Really, please give strength to the breath of Hana who had been continuously drawn. It felt like Hana was already tired of taking a deep breath from the annoyance of advising Serena.

"Fix! Loe's stupid, Serena. It's up to you, deh." Hana glared again as she threw her body on the back of the sofa.

Serena was stunned with a very pitiful face. As Cecil rubbed his left shoulder in pity, Serena threw her face to the side. Trying to divert the claustrophobic on the creeping streets of the Capital at this return hour. Peering at the sea of humans who run to protect themselves from the splashing sky through the glass of a dewy restaurant. His hands clenched tightly as his eyes were completely unable to bear to not cry.

"Serena," sadness is clearly seen in both eyes of Cecil who now again rubbed the shoulder Serena. "Its okay. Don't sad. We're here."

Have you ever heard that people who are holding back crying will even cry when someone talks to them? That's what's happening to Serena now. His eyes were sassy with clear circles that gradually turned into a torrential flow as hard as the rain that fell. The spontaneous movement he took was to smother his own mouth so that chaos did not occur because of his cry.

Serena's head was still reluctant to turn her head even though Cecil had hugged her strengthening. The crying that was trying to be muted was futile because the volume became so much that Hana was also worried about staring at Serena.

"Sere, it's crying."

"Gue wants to stop. But I can't, Cil." Serena choked up making a sound.

Cecil glanced at Hana who was still petrified with his obvious anxious gaze. The pregnant woman is only able to bite her own lips so that her sensitive side is not tempted to cry.

"It's very heavy for me. Heavy," he almost whispered. "One side of my heart hurts a lot, but on the other side I don't know what else to do besides survive. My brain tells me to go, but the faces of the people I love are always drawn as if I tried hard so that this does not disperse on the road. Every day there must be salt that Ares deliberately sows on my gaping wound. But on the other hand he was also the one who brought medicine and made my heart heal because he secretly took care of it."

Be ill. Hana felt the pain that Serena felt piercing her left chest. The woman with short, bangy hair looked down stiffly. He gave a blank look at the still steaming glass of capucino on the restaurant's wooden table.

"He seemed to have cut me in a room filled with ice so that I would die shivering, but he also gave me a gap in the room and let a speck of sun warm me. He's always got two sides, Cil. Behind his good attitude, his good attitude always appears. He always made my heart believe that there was still love for me, and it managed to build doubt if he really did not hate me as much. So I'm really, isn't it, Cil, if you still choose to stay?"

Cecil's small smile was engraved as Serena looked at him desperately. "Whatever it is, Re. Take what you think is best. Loe knows best," the answer from Cecil calmed Serena's heart down a little. Both women were smiling. "Gue always supports you, Re. Just don't keep this up."

"Anybody wouldn't want to choose to be like this, Cil," Serena smiled smirkingly. "So I put it this way," another pause sighed. "The ruined gue. I was betrayed. I am weak. And I'm as stupid as Hana said."

"Loe is not stupid. Si Hana was a release to say that." A small pan accompanied by Serena turned to Cecil, making Hana grieve herself to see Serena as sad as she is now. Moreover, Serena looks alarming with the corners of the lips attracted bitterly.

"Gue doesn't bother about that at all, Cil. Anyone is free to argue," Hana was stunned when Serena glanced at him sweetly. "And I'm sure Hana's opinion just now is her affection as my best friend."

"Hana," the weak call spontaneously made Hana look up in shock. It turned out that there was Serena who was smiling faintly looking at him. Hana was completely out of words, until finally a while later Serena opened her voice. "Thank you for all your advice. I'm not hurt and angry at all for that. All of your advice I have accommodated, let alone my friends..."

"...I know you want the best for me, Han. You two want what's best for me" Serena glanced at Hana and Cecil one by one. "But my position is difficult. I can't see from one side. If I wanted to be selfish, I might have followed your advice, Han, to leave. But marriage is not just about individuals or two people, right? There are two families I bet on. My family and my parents-in-law will be wondering if everything really happened. And the most damning thing is my son. I have a child. My son is too young to experience this..."

"...Hana," Serena clasped Hana's hand on the table. "There is absolutely nothing wrong with your opinion. But it all takes time. I need to clear up my current problem before starting a new life. Let me fight first yes to the point where I really have to stop," Serena's gaze rose brightly. "Because I'm sure it's not time yet."

"You mean?" Cecil astonishment.

"Gue still wants to work on building this. And I'm sure my efforts this time will be successful."

• • • • •

The legs of the row wrapped in white sneakers were running around in small wet streets. The sling bag he used to cover his head from the water droplets that would not stop. He grimaced with cold while running. It was fortunate that there was a stop ahead there, and it was unlucky that the short dress she was wearing made her arms and legs wet. Damn it again he did not bring a jacket.

Luckily there were only two people at the stop. He did not have to bother to rush to shelter. Soon he shook his wet arms because of the rain. His hair was a little limp, and the brazen rain was even more swift.

He's clucking because the taxi won't come. It's been about five minutes he's been waiting at the stop. Not because of anything, it's just that he's not strong cold. And now he began to shiver while hugging his own body.

While the woman was still standing waiting for the taxi to arrive, an ash Civic stopped in front of her. Along with the frown on his forehead, the car glass began to slowly descend.

"Michelle." Greet the rider.

His body bent down while slightly squinting. "Mrs Serena?"

"What are you doing?" Serena asked half-screaming.

"Wait for a cab, Mom."

"Bareng I'm here."

"No, Mom, I'm waiting for a taxi."

"There are rarely taxis. Especially this rain."

The one being spoken to seemed to think for a while.

"It's almost five o'clock, you know. When do you want to wait there? Come on with me."

Anye smiled stiffly and nodded small. His hand reached the door of the car and entered it. He looked at Serena who greeted him with a smile.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I took a shot. Mom's car got wet, too." The ring is not good.

"Father. I'd rather my car get wet because help you, than let you get wet out there."

"Thank you a lot, Mom. My mother was very good with me."

"Its okay." Serena said while starting the car engine.

How minutes the car drove, Anye began to feel bad. He's cold. Whenever it was raining or taking too long in the cold, it would definitely shiver.

"Oh yeah, Chelle, you're wearing my jacket. You're so cold."

Anye turned her head because it turned out Serena noticed him continuously wiping his open arms. "Don't, Mom, I'm gapapa, really."

"Your press is wet and a little transparent. I'm sure you won't be comfortable being the center of people's attention," and Serena glanced at Anye at a glance. "At least my jacket can cover your body, Chelle."

Anye grabbed Serena's black leather jacket tucked away in the back seat. It is very suitable to be combined with the white dress.

"I borrow it, Mom. Thank you." Thank you."

"It's easy, Chelle, I'm happy to help you."

Anye's forehead wrinkled, and the confusion was caught by Serena who was turning her head. "From now on you're my friend. If I refuse, I will go down."

The two women laughed crisply as cars began to speed under the water of the sky that flocked down. During the trip they chatted casually. They also clop in storytelling. Anye who can indeed build communication and Serena who is always enthusiastic explained.

"Come, Mom, stop by first." This Anye said as they reached her apartment building.

"No, Chelle."

"Well, Mom, come on dong, Mom. Count me in return. I'll make a good drink later, huh."

Serena gave a small laugh. "Thats sound good. Let's go."

• • • • •

"Hm... Very fragrant, Chelle," Serena smelled the aroma of ginger created from the steaming glass. "This is seriously what you're doing? Or.." Serena's eyes piqued. "You bought a sachet?"

Anye shook her head to make the towel that was wrapped around her wet hair sway. Her beautiful lips chuckled small. "Yes, ma'am. For my mom, I made something special. Homemade."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yes. Make no mistake, Mom. I'm gini-gini jago ngenakin' people's bellies."

"Surely your boyfriend feels at home if you come by here again." Gurau Serena sipped her warm drink.

Hearing the word 'boyfriend', Anye remembered Ares. The woman's smile thinned when she remembered their quarrel earlier. His eyes stared blankly at the edge of the glass he was holding.

"It feels really good, Chelle. You're really good at it," praised Serena cheerfully and didn't see any change in Anye's face. "Why can you make this? Learn from where?"

"From my Mom, Mom. This drink comes from the. And my mother was there. When I went to college in Singapore, if I didn't feel well or the air was really cold, I would have made it."

"Oh that. Btw, what's the name of this drink, Chelle." Serena was cool in sipping her drink because it was really delicious. Warm up.

"Young wedang. The sodang wedang ronde." Celeruk Anye joking.

"It can be you." Serena Kept.

As they chatted about things, Anye's apartment door was knocked from the outside. Saying goodbye first, Anye went to open the door. Leaving Serena in the living room by herself.

"Sweetheart."

Anye's face instantly turned lazy as she found Ares after opening the door. Moreover, Ares' face looks compassionate asking for pity.

"Sweetheart, I'm begging

"I don't want to talk about that anymore."

"But, Sweetheart, we have to talk. Let's go in. Let's finish it now."

Anye pushed Ares' chest that was about to barge in. "I said I don't want to talk. It will be later."

"You later, the problem is getting bigger. Please, I want us to talk."

"We can't talk about this right now. I have a guest."

"Whose guest?" Ares asked a little dislike and forced to want to come in.

"Boss me," Anye paused again Ares' chest. "Now you are leaving here."

"But, Sweetheart-but

"We'll never talk again if you keep making me this way." Threatening Anye seriously.

Ares' shoulder slumped. That man can't force Carnations if it's like this. Until the door in front of him closed tightly, the man could only close his mouth and curse his mistake earlier.

• • • • •

Ares squinted his eyes that were painful and pained. His appearance looked chaotic and his face was also uninspired. He climbed the stairs lazily. His feet seemed heavy stepping because there was a burden that was not complete. As his hand rolled the doorknob, the scent of roses instantly spread from inside the room.

Astonished, Ares fell silent rigidly when he found Serena staring at him sweetly from the mirror reflection. That woman is so beautiful. Incredibly beautiful. Coupled with the sorry sleep-oh dress, it looks like it's a flaming red lingerie-color that's pretty transparent.

"Have you come home?" Sapa Serena stops the ritual of combing it. The woman got up and approached Ares who was still standing at the door.

Her steps look beautiful. The look in his eyes was very deep as if pulling Ares to keep getting closer. And strangely, why is Ares such a bewitch? She was silent when Serena rubbed both sides of her arm. Ares was like focusing on one point until his eyes could not blink.

"I'm ready to take a warm bath." Serena swabs switch on Ares' jaw which is always hardened. His eyes stared boldly at the two beautiful oceans that always exuded that cold aura.

As Serena's hand began to roll her fingers open one by one the buttons of her shirt, Ares let out a short sigh. Think sane, Goddamn it! It was a brain sound that seemed to shout at him, and his hand spontaneously brushed off the ignorant hand.

Staring as sharp as ever, Ares threw out a hand that was rough. The man passed by without a sound. Sit on the side of the bed and open your shoes immediately. He had to rush into the bathroom before Serena managed to tease him.

After Ares closed the bathroom door, Serena gave a big smile. Looks like he managed to get Ares carried away. The lentic finger that had just carelessly unbuttoned Ares' shirt, now rubbed his red lips sensually. He's sure tonight will make things go back to the way they were. The woman got into bed, sat down pretending to read a magazine and waited for the victim to come.

The first thing Serena noticed when Ares came out of the bathroom was that Ares looked very handsome. His face and hair were still wet. Water droplets also fell on her sexy stomach consisting of six boxes. So tantalizing. Although every day saw Ares sleeping bare-chested, Serena was still transfixed. Eeerr! Conscious, Serena. He should be tempted, not you.

"You want me to make coffee?" Tawar Serena shifted her mind that was traveling.

Ares tightly closed his mouth, but both of his eyeballs stared intensely at Serena. Serena's body was beautifully imprinted from that thin fucking cloth. His smooth thighs were slightly exposed as he sat on his legs, making Ares moan in his heart.

The man climbed into the bed in slow motion. Because honestly, he really did not want to miss the beautiful scenery that was plastered real. But for the sake of maintaining his pride, it seems that going to bed is the most appropriate choice. When he got on the bed, Ares prepared to lay his body. However, his breathing instantly came to a halt as his bare chest was wiped from behind.

Fuck shit shit! The man closed his eyes. His blood rippled as Serena's mouth peeped against his shoulder. Slowly the warm lips advanced towards his neck. Blow for a while there and inhale the scent of Ares' body. His naughty finger also did not stay silent tracing the front inch. Make a random pattern on his chest, then down his six pack stomach. Enough's enough! This time he could not stand it.

Soon Ares turned around and changed things to Serena being under his confinement. He looked at the beautiful face that was teasing him deeply. Just incredible! This face looks sexy. His red lips look bold. Plus both of his eyeballs like a longing for touch.

Serena's breathing instantly stopped as Ares' big hand rubbed her thigh. Slowly, gently moving, stroking, and his thumb felt inside his thigh. Ares' head tilts through the neck. Licked it, then let it go, and was last bitten. Serena's hand spontaneously grabbed Ares' hair as the man blew on her back ear.

Serena's eyes were glaring as Ares raised his head to look at her. Ares' index finger deliberately rubbed the edges of Serena's lips, which made her soft moan. The shrewd finger went down by making a straight pattern until it stopped at the top of the chest of Serena sticking out. Ares's eyes that did not move at all, made Serena fall into that gaze.

Think sane part 2, God damn it! Ares was smiling slantingly about to scream in his brain that. "Yesterday desperately denied, and now it is proven that my words yesterday are true."

Serena's forehead wrinkled. He said slowly because his breathing was still not regular. "You mean?"

Laughter sneered Ares sticking out. "I mean?" tanyakanya. Then she stroked Serena's cheek. "You should ask yourself. What do you mean you do this for? To prove that you're a cheap woman?"

Serena's lips opened slightly because she had not expected Ares to say that. The man was seen to have fallen into a trap, but why is he now back as before.

"Why silence? Wish I was stuck in your trap? Wish I was tempted by you? Or.." now Ares' sensual caress turns on Serena's lips. "Hope I'm interested in fucking you?" Whispers raspy.

The man's eyes turned so indecipherable. His gaze was just straight on Serena's face. "What the hell is all this for, hm? You think that by dressing like this you can attract my heart? You think I'm gonna be tempted?" head shook. "In my eyes, you wouldn't be much better. Want you naked in front of me, I'm not interested in your body at all. Even if it can be a little nasty, your body is no more attractive than my girlfriend and the other woman I've slept with."

A drop of Serena's tears fell as Ares finished the sentence. His gaping wounds were again sprinkled with salt. The man he loved, he adored, he fought desperately, firmly labeling a cheap word for him. Comparing her to her lover and even the women who once warmed her bed.

"Don't cry. You are the one who made me talk that way? Just so you know, ever since I asked us to separate, everything about you doesn't matter to me anymore. Everything you do, it doesn't interest me anymore. Understood?"

"You have heart, Res." Lirih Serena's.

"Srsttt. It's late at night. It is not time for discussion. Now sleep. Change your clothes. You look so disgusting now."