She's Maduku

Chapter 71

Then how would you feel if I asked for a divorce?"

"Morocchio....." Instantly Zahfran twisted the body of the Shafiah until he could clearly see the roar of his tears.

"You crying? why?"

"I want us to get divorced...."

Zahfran held Shafiah's shoulder and took her to sit down. "What did you say, baby?" Zahfran looked at the two Shafiah eyes that were already flooded with tears.

Zahfran was amazed, what makes Shafiah to say the word divorce? during her marriage, the word divorce never came out of her mouth, even when Zahfran said he wanted to marry again he never said it.

Then what is this, what happens until he says he wants a divorce?

Shafiah continued to cry sobbing with his gaze subdued unable to look at Zahfran's face. "You why? why would you suddenly say something like that?" Ask Zahfran as calmly as possible.

Shafiah looked up at Zahfran's face. "Can't you just love me? isn't it enough to just give me a wife?"

"Honey.." he grasped both hands Shafiah looked into his eyes with a sad look.

"You still love Azky, that you still love him so much."

"About my feelings for Azky you've known about it for a long time, why are you only now taking issue with it?"

"And I've been holding it for a long time, too, I'm tired..I'm tired of this, you never let go of Azky's shadow in our household."

"Darling, I'm trying to forget it." Tympan Zahfran.

"Until when..?" Shafiah raised her voice, threw Zahfran's hand from her cheek.

"Darling.." Zahfran scrunched his forehead.

"i refuse to go back to Sidney because I want to help you forget Azky without avoiding him, I want you to accept the fact that Azky is no longer yours." She never spoke this loudly with her husband, but this time she completely lost her temper.

"I'm trying, baby, I'm trying to forget it, please be patient."

"Until when is mas.hikss.hikss.."Tears of Shafiah continue to flow non-stop.

Zahfran. "I don't even know until when baby, I don't understand, the more I stay away, Azky's shadow always follows me. I love you so much, baby,but this heart I can't deny that I still love Azky." Zahfran.

"Why are you silent? tell me until when.?" Shafiah shook Zahfran's body by tightly gripping her nightgown.

Unable to answer Shafiah's questions, Zahfran also chose silence.

"I've sacrificed everything mas, my life, my feelings, I even left Abiyu to your parents, I lost the wonderful moment of raising our son. Hiks..hiks.."

"Darling.forgive me." Zahfran took the Shafiah into his arms. "I'm sorry.I'm sorry, I'll try harder.

"I'm tired mas hikss.."

"Don't tell me that baby, I don't want to lose you." Zafran rubbed while kissing the top of his wife's hair a lot of times.

Zahfran let go of his embrace cupping the Shafiah cheek with both hands. "Don't ever say the word divorce again baby, that color will never happen.I will try even harder to forget Azky. Yea?"

Shafiah tried to neutralize her feelings to ask back. "There's something I want to ask you again."

"What are you doing with Azky in his room?"

Zahfra again scrunched his forehead. "I? in the room with Azky?" Zahfran tried to digest the Sahfiah question, he tried to recall the incident earlier.

"Astagfirullah dear.so this is what made you ask for a divorce from me?" Zahfran asked in surprise.

Shafiah turned her face away from Zahfran's gaze.

"Who told you? Fatih's? what's he saying?"

"Your color is in the room with Azky, so he doubted his marriage to Azky mas, he doubted Azky's feelings for him."

"If in doubt of his marriage, that's a natural thing dear, I don't love him, Azky just wants to repay the kindness that Fatih gave him this sealma, and it's not love, Azky just wants to repay the kindness that Fatih gave him,it was natural that Fatih was rethinking her marriage.

Shafiah was silent before throwing questions. "Then what are you doing in the room with Azky?"

"I didn't do anything, I just put the kids to bed, the color they slept in the car. That's all."

"Who would believe your words?"

"I swear by any shafiah, I didn't do anything in Azky's room, it's just a misunderstanding."

"Then why did you linger in Azky's house?"

"I was not long dear, after putting the children to sleep, I went straight out of his house. Trust me, baby, I didn't do anything." Zahfran stared at Shafiah's face very intensely.

"Don't doubt my love dear, I love you so much, I'd go crazy if you died my dear." Zahfran hugged the Shafiah tightly again, slowly the Shafiah cries began to subside.

After her crying subsided, Zahfran loosened his embrace. "Don't ever say divorce again yeah, just imagine that I can't."

"I need some time, leave me alone, don't sleep here, sleep in another room, I want to be alone first."

"Can you do a mas like this?"

"Mas.. I beg you to get out of this room."

"Where should I sleep, baby?"

"Whatever, if you don't want to get out of the room, let me get out."

"Ok.ok. I'm going out." Zahfran raised both his hands in surrender, finally he got out of bed and Shafiah immediately threw a pillow at him.

"Bugh..."

"Get out of here." And finally Zahfran came out of the room and he slept on the sofa of the living room.

Separate the bed first yes, I love the little flavoring in their relationship, kasian 🤭 never happy.