
Tears continued to trickle when he saw his twin daughters asleep, their innocent faces became his hudup spirit.
"Force Azky, keep going, no matter how things go, no matter how sad, you have to go through it.
And be patient Azky.ni is only a test in the world that is only temporary, with patience you will get eternal victory in the hereafter."
That word he always remembered at the bottom of his heart and mind, so that he was able to go through difficult times after more than 5 years Zahfran left him alone.
"Yes.this is me, Azky kahirani. I changed my nickname to Rani, I don't like people calling me Azky, it reminds me of a man who has gone far away from me."
"really. They are my new daughter, the fruit of my love with Zahfran Malique, she left me while I was pregnant with her child, I don't blame her for this,because at that time she didn't know that I was pregnant with her child."
"After 3 months of Zahfran's departure, I just found out that I was pregnant, many people were berating me, they thought how a widow could get pregnant? they didn't want to listen to my explanation, they threw me out like an animal, I was completely destroyed, I really felt humiliated, if I didn't have faith then, maybe I had committed suicide,but the one that I remember is Allah s.w.t Hold faith in him I have the strength to move on.
But then, by Allah's permission, by his power, by the way God moves one's heart, when I am driven out by society, they are present before me, they are Raphael, the Goddess, and Fatih.
Those who take care of me, those who are always there for me,God saved me through their kindness, so that until now I can live with my twin daughters named Aisyah and Asiah who are currently 5 years old,today is the day of their birth in the world.
Morning time.
"Will you take us to school?" Aisyah asked her umi.
"Yes dear." Saut Rani while scooping the fried rice into Asiah's mouth. "But then who picked up Nizma's sister ya."
"Mom to come home again tonight?" This time, Asiah asked.
"No dear, I'll try to go home quickly." He answered while gently rubbing the cheeks of his two daughters..
They also nodded together..
After finishing breakfast, before Rani left for work, she drove her twin daughters first to me.
After an hour, Rani left for work, but previously she stopped by Dewi's house to tell him that 1 hour later the twins went home from school.
"Assalamula." Greetings Rani in front of the house of Dewi.
"Getishalight." Saut goddess.
"Ran's? are you leaving?" Ask the Goddess after opening the door.
"Yes mba, the twins are one hour away, sorry can you ask for help?"
"By Ran, I'll pick them up."
"Thank you, mba."
"Yes Ran."
"If so, I go to work first, Assalamualikum."
"Getishalight."
After that, he went to work using public transport.
"Ran, I'm already in Surabaya, what time are you coming home from work?" Ask the man in the message he sent to Rani.
Not immediately replying, he kept his phone back in the bag, after an hour, Rani's phone rang again, still from the same man
"Ran, um just wanted to see the twins, today they're birthdays, right? I just want to give them a birthday gift."
"You're always there for me, even when I'm really broken, you're the one who always gives me encouragement. When everyone blames me, you're the only one who supports me,even when I gave birth, you were the one who accompanied me.But why? why is it so hard for me to accept you mas." Inner Rani muttered back she remembered the past, where when she was in a very sad state, only the man was always beside her, no matter what.
No tears just flow without excuse.
Long time no reply, the man again contacted Rani by phone.
"Krieing.kriing...Rani wiped her tears before picking up the phone from the man.
"Assalamot." Say hello to Rani after picking up the phone.
"Getishalight." Saut the man. "Ran, can't you meet you and the kids?" Ask the man.
"I'm sorry, I can't, I just don't want to be considered giving false hope to you mas."
"Ran, I never forced your feelings, I just want to help you, I'm glad that if you can't accept me, I just want to meet the kids and give them a gift, I just want to give them a gift,they're having a birthday today, right?" Asked the man a little stressing.
Rani was silent for a moment, she massaged the base of her nose trying to digest the man's words.
"Well mas, I'm coming home at noon today, you can meet the children at the house of mba Dewi."
"Beware Ran, mas promise, just give them a gift, if you don't want to see the mas, no problem."
"Yes, listen to his understanding. I'm continuing the work again."
"alright. Assalamualikum."
"Getishalam." Rani closes her phone, then keeps it back in her bag and she goes back to work.
The time is 14:00. Because today her twin daughter is on her birthday, Rani chose to go home early to invite them to play to a Mall.
Rani thinks, the man must have gone home, but before he reached the house of Dewi, from a distance Rani saw her twin daughter was playing with the man cheerfully in front of the house of Dewi.
For a moment he stopped his steps staring at the familiarity of his twin daughter with the man.
A knot smile appears on Rani's lips, seeing the happiness of her twin daughter makes Rani's heart slightly melt, the color of her desire just want to see her daughter's happiness.
Aisyah who saw the presence of her uminya from a distance, she immediately called him. "Mom..."
At that moment the man turned to look at Rani and gave a sweet smile on his lips.
Slowly he walked up to his twin daughter who was playing, while walking, he tried to eliminate his selfish side, finally he also rebuked with the man.
"Mas Fatih, has it been a long time?"
"Not long Ran, playing with your daughters, 5 hours feels 5 minutes." Saut Fatih with a smile.
Likewise with Rani, she showed that sweet smile in front of Fatih. "Beware of Fatih."
I included Fatih for Azky's happiness huh? on agreeing not to this?🤭
How do all the readers feel? not seneng? 🤭.
But the author is sad, who likes and Votes comments less and less.😭.
May Yes Author request again 🤗🙏👍