She's Maduku

Twins Maharani part 45

"Don't bring up the past, Azky. We're talking about our daughter" Zahfran said.

"Why?" Azky's voice snapped. "You scared? you feel guilty? or, are you sorry?"

"I never regretted, because I never felt I was doing anything wrong."

"Sad..." Azky smiled grinning.

"Yes, I forgot. A Zahfran Malique is never guilty, you are always right."

"You don't know how I lived raising them, you don't know how sick it is to have children without you, you don't know the pain every time they ask who the father is, where the father is. You don't know how sick I get humiliation from everyone, you don't know that, Mas Zahfran. Now you're saying I've failed at being a mother? you think you've managed to become a father?"

Mas Zahfran flinch, his eyes continue to look at Azky listening to all the expressions of the heart that he had never heard so far.

"Acci..."

"I'm sad, I'm suffering, and you're happy without knowing how the pain I was in, I grew them up with love, not you. Still want to say I don't understand them?"

Be ill. Zahfran had scratched back a long-healed wound. She cried, not because of the past, she cried because it was considered a failure to be a mother, she felt guilty because she did not know what her daughter wanted, she was the one who suffered the most at this time, she said, witnessing the suffering of his two daughters was much more painful than anything.

Fatih the husband, hugging Azky, continued to try to calm down, while Zahfran, feeling guilty, left them to go into the guest room, regretting all the wrongs where they had gone, and then, he felt like he was failing to be a father, because none of them needed him when they needed him.

"I'm sorry, Azky. I regret everything that happened" Shafiah said with regret, for everything that happened in the past.

Shafiah shed tears, Fatih saw that there was pain that Shafiah could not speak, but the look of those eyes revealed what could not be expressed.

"You're sick, Shafiah. It is not easy to live with a man whose heart has been divided for another woman, it is just that you are always silent, and feel the pain alone," Fatih said.

Elsewhere, the Maharani who had just been rescued, continued to cry in Panji's arms in a miserable condition.

"Rani doesn't love Gilang, A. Rani love with Aa.

Hiks. hiks..

There is no choice anymore, harboring feelings of love for years enough to make him suffer, so Rani finally said her heart.

"No, Ran. That's the wrong feeling, you shouldn't have kept that feeling. You love Gilang, and will forever love him," concluded Panji still hugging the weak body with the condition of their clothes are equally wet.

"How many times have I said I don't love Gilang, A. I have tried to love him, and in my heart there is only Aa," said Maharani though with a sobbing cry, then he also released himself from the arms of Panji.

"Aa love is also like me? we can start all over, A. We love each other," said Maharani fixed Panji's face fixed.

"Yes, I love you so much, but we can't be together, Ran. Until whenever we can't be united."

"Why, A?