
"Where is Rani, Panji?" asked Mr. Broto to his son who is currently still lying weakly on the iron bed of the clinic shortly after getting medical treatment due to Gilang's sudden attack.
"Panji doesn't know, sir." The cuts on his lips made it hard for him to talk, his face was battered, bruised at some point, he said, also the wound on his chest made him feel a little tight due to Gilang's very strong leg kick.
"If Gilang had not beaten you, it would have been you who would have beaten you, Panji."
Mr. Broto realized from the beginning the child of his master was very loving his son, as well as his son who also loved the child of his master.
"Why are you guilty of Panji anyway, sir? What wrong banner?"
He who is still weak must be strong to face those who have blamed him, including his own Father.
"If Rani likes Panji, Panji can what, all the things you ask, Panji has been sold. Starting from studying in Surabaya, even though the state university of Jakarta only receives Panji as a student who gets a scholarship."
"Panji returned in accordance with the order of the Father, Panji harbored feelings for Rani for years because the Father forbade Panji to express love to Rani, I told Panji to reflect, know who he is, who we are, and now that Rani's gone, I'm gonna go on Panji too?"
Mr. Broto looked the other way, Panji who still felt pain all over his body was trying hard to stand up, then grabbed the jacket he stored on the nightstand.
"Where are you going, Panji? asked Mr. Broto while following the steps of his son who was about to leave by walking in a row.
"I'm going to find Rani, I'm not going home before I find her, sir. I'm tired of always being blamed" he said without stopping his steps, followed by Mr. Broto from behind.
Panji does not know where to look, just by staying silent will not solve the problem, what else makes Rani go home.
Not only his heart was broken, especially Gilang, Rani who had taken a big decision at this time must be in confusion, also a huge sense of guilt.
Rani's shadow of suicide, continues to thrust into the mind of Panji who is currently on his way to a place that might be visited by Rani.
"Where are you, Rani? go home, save me, I'm a suspect for your departure, for today's incident," sat all the way, down the city of Jakarta at night, just to find the Maharani.
While there, he who had made a mess by running away shortly before the agreement was carried out, did not stop crying, realized the chaos he had done, pain was deep, hurt many people, and hurt many people, it shatters one's hopes, breaks the heart sincerely given to him.
"I'm sorry, brother. I'm sorry I broke your heart, your life. I've been trying to love you one, I've been trying to give you my heart."
"I'm giving up, brother. I don't love you, the more I push, the more tormented I feel, I don't want to start a new life with lies that will hurt your feelings even more."
"I'm sorry Rani, umi, abi, dad, mom. You have to endure all the wrongs I've done, I know you're hurt, I'm sorry."
Slowly his feet began to step, approaching the shoreline, with the waves that were getting night, getting bigger. His feet began to get wet, the sea water began to sink part of Rani's body, then the big waves managed to bring the weak body into the bottom of the sea that was getting deeper.
"Maharani...!"