She's Best

Chapter 80

Pov

A word "Miscarriage" made my whole world collapse. Hope and dreams suddenly disappear. He, who I've been keeping for a few weeks, disappeared without saying goodbye. Only tears kept flowing down my cheeks. Guilt squeezes the heart.

After Claire's call made me suddenly dizzy. When I looked down, fresh blood flowed from my feet. I'll grab the bag and get downstairs. There was a taxi that just dropped off passengers.

"Pa, you can take me to the hospital" I said to the taxi driver.

"Good, Non. Come on in" The driver was also shocked to see how I was. He ran his car in a hurry. "Non, still strong?" tanyakanya.

"Still, Pa" I replied with a breath that had begun to disorganize.

Arriving at the hospital, I saw the taxi driver had called the nurse. I took my wallet and took out some money to give to Mr. Driver

"Come, Non" said the taxi driver, opening the door, and I immediately slept in the hospital bed.

"Thank you, Pa. Here's the money" I said.

"A lot of it, Non" said the driver after seeing the money I love.

"Please accept yes, Pa" I said.

"Good, Non. Thank you very much" he said with tears in his eyes.

I smile.

Inside the room, there was a doctor Tika who was waiting.

"Mom Sese, what's going on?" tanyakanya.

I just shook my head there was no energy to answer. I saw the doctor checking in and it sounded vague that I was going to be locked up. An injection made me numb. My eyelids are no longer able to withstand drowsiness. I'm asleep too.

An unfamiliar voice sounded very close. Isn't he still abroad? Why are you here. I opened my eyes to the figure that I currently hate but I miss talking to doctor Tika.

I don't know what they're talking about. Alfa opened the door and before long she went back in.

"Se" she said.

"How's our son?" ask directly.

My brain is blank and I don't know what to do. I wonder why I experienced it again. I didn't return Alfa's embrace but my tears were dripping slowly and falling on Alpha's shoulders.

"I want to go home" I said.

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I immediately went into the room after I got home. I left Alfa behind, I don't care. Just wanted to be alone.

In this room, there's a pretty framed picture of usg on the table. I took it and touched it.

"I'm sorry, Mama" I said softly. Tears flowed profusely through the cheeks, falling over the photo.

I rubbed slowly. I put the photo into my breaststroke and slowly fell asleep.

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I opened my eyes slowly because my stomach was hungry.

"What time is it?" batikku. I remember what happened before. In my memory, I slept on the floor why I was in bed now. I looked to the side, there was Alfa.

I saw him sleeping. There was a change clearly visible on his face. Looks like he's a skinnier and he's not taking good care of his face. Evidently with the many feathers growing under his nose.

My hand wanted to touch it but I immediately pulled it back. However, failed. Alfa had already pulled my hand and kissed him.

"Why not be?" ask her in a slightly tired tone.

"Ga papa" I said. I was shocked to be found out

"I miss you, Se. Very confused" said Alfa getting closer. Our position is sleeping face to face. Alfa's hand was right under my head. I slept hugging Alfa. It's my custom, Alpha's hand becomes a pillow.

"Can I kiss you?" suddenly tanyanya.

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