
In the hotel room.
Alfa opened the room door in a hurry. I'm still standing behind him.
Clamps..
The door to the room is open
Alfa immediately rushed to the bed and closed her eyes. I was amazed by the behavior of Alpha. It's not unusual for him to be like this..
"Sir, what's wrong? Why are you like this?" I just sat next to him
"Se?" he said but stay in position.
"What?" my many.
"You remember that story I only dated for a week?"
I'm nodding.
"Woman was my ex. He didn't accept our relationship ending and" Alfa stopped talking made me even more curious.
"I've been framed. We almost did it. But luckily I came to my senses and I pushed him right away"
I was shocked by the Alpha.
"I didn't love her, I was forced to date her because my heart ached when Ello told me that you were dating Rico"
I hugged Alfa who was still in her position. Alfa opened her eyes and kissed my head.
"I'm sorry, Se"
"What to forgive, brother. You're not wrong. You just didn't tell me about your feelings. How about I marry someone else if you keep harboring your feelings?" I said he was still in his arms without moving.
Alfa fell silent. Maybe you're thinking.
"If you'd told me a long time ago, we might have been together a long time ago. I just know that you're Ello's best friend"
"I'm afraid if you reject me and get away from my life. I'm afraid you'll keep your distance, Se."
"Why are you laughing? You are happy if you are far away from me" Alfa said as she pinched my arm. Alfa was sitting next to me, her hands stroking my hair.
"For example, brother." I said while looking at his face. "It's not that happy to stay away from brother but brother hasn't tried to already have bad thoughts. Not yet at war has retreated this first name" I said again while teasing.
"There must be a strategy, Se. The wrong step will be a different story" he asked.
Because Alfa again badmood then we immediately go to sleep after changing clothes and toothbrushes.
***
The sunlight began to feel glare in the eyes. A couple just woke up.
"Good morning, dear" said Alfa, peeping at my head and descending to her lips.
"Good morning too, my dear" I said shyly. Just this time I called Alfa "honey". She was shocked and kissed my cheek repeatedly.
"I'm glad you called it that, Se." he said.
"Oh yes, brother, do we have to have children soon?" my question is suddenly serious.
Alfa wrinkled her face "Why are you asking like that? Don't you want to have a kid whose face looks like ours?"
"I .." I stammered. There is a sense of wanting to have children soon but with my young age and new college semester 4 there are still two years left.
"It's because of your college, honey. Are you confused?" tanya Alfa saw my worries
I nodded slowly in fear of hurting Alfa. Maybe Alfa wants to quickly have children.
"Se. The child is taken from the almighty. If we are given a child quickly, then God believes in us. If it has not been given means not our sustenance. Getting pregnant while in college can also. If you are pregnant, there is a husband or you want to leave while pregnant is also okay. Relax, your husband is responsible for all your needs" Alfa said at length as if he had forgotten the problems with his past.
I was still confused and restless but what Alfa said was true. If you are ready to get married, you are ready to have children. A kid who looks like both of us.
"Think about it, honey. You know what my answer to your question was" Alfa told me.
Alfa woke up and headed to the bathroom leaving me who was still sitting pensive in bed.
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