Sharing Love: Wife To Ardhi

Chapter 40 May Be The Best

Pajri cleans the rest of the garbage on the terrace of his house, the chairs and tents have been finished transported by the owner of the services they rent, the study for Ishana is finished. On the porch of the house, there was a full moon with a serene look of sadness inhabiting his face.

Pajri gives up his job, he immediately approaches Purnama. "Dad, after this Dad come with me, yes, so I can work with focus if Dad is with me, it's too great a sacrifice for me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, because all this time I've been making it hard for you."

Purnama's eyes were blank, he heard what Pajri said, but he was lazy to respond.

"If you don't want to leave here, let me just ask to move duties" said Pajri.

But his father is still silent. Pajri tried to understand. Ishana, although only his father's adopted son, but his parents loved Ishana very much, it also made Pajri envious and anarchist to attract the attention of both parents. It turns out that he was mistaken, during this time his parents never distinguish between him and Ishana, but they convey in a different way.

Awareness is too late, when her mother is gone, and when her sister has become Ardhi's second wife, because she wants to make up for all the mess she created. If possible to shout, Pajri wants to shout as much as he can, spilling all the disappointments and regrets in his heart.

If the debt is not there, Ishana also has a reason to avoid the offer of her best friend.

Pajri looked at my face Purnama. It feels like taking Ayahhya away from here even worse the state of his soul, if still here, if his father misses Ishana, his father is easy to come to Ishana's navel to release the longing, while if he takes it away, if he takes it away, then his father may be tormented by longing. Pajri called his boss immediately.

"Good night, Madam Shafina."

"What's Pajri?"

"Mrs, can I ask for help?"

"Tell me."

"I want to move to my Dad's territory Mistress, since the departure of my sister, Dad's been very depressed, I'm the only family left."

"Okay, because of your father's kindness, and your achievements so far, soon you will become the head of a branch in the office of the Shafiq group in your city."

"Thank you Madam."

*

At Nara's house.

Nara receives a sheet of paper containing a report about the body that states that it is Ishana.

"You're sure deck, if the other forensics team checks what you mean?"

"Yes sister, for the sake of brother, I am willing to chatter with those on duty," said Syaila, Nara's sister.

Nara read every detail, wanted to get angry, yelled, and raged reading all this, but acting anarchist did not make things better. Nor did it make Ishana able to stand up again in front of her eyes.

Anara kept back the report paper, and again shed her tears in her room.

***

Day after day passed. Already 2 months Ardhi locked himself in his room, only Rita who takes care of him, because it's Ardhi's desire.

Ardhi's body is indeed alive, but part of his soul dies realizing Ishana just left his life.

"That left us all just Ishana, why are you acting like this? If you're like this, it's the same as making all the flavors left behind die."

"Dhi, accept this. Maybe this is God's most beautiful way, because if Ishana were still here, you might lose both of the people you love."

"Dhi, take care and preserve the love that remains, do not let the love die, because of the absence of Ishana."

"Ardhi, remember dear. Every trial that God gives, there is a tucked away wisdom."

Rita's words just now managed to attract Ardhi's attention.

"Traveling Ishana, maybe this is like a blessed wind, where after the wind blows, it will make the things that were previously fought better."

"Your house."

"Now that God grant your wish, please take care of the remaining pearls."

The dorrr! Dor's! Dor's!

The door blow made Rita and Ardhi's bodies aghast.

"Mrs, Miss Eva has a stomachache!"

Rita immediately ran towards the door, without saying goodbye to anyone, she immediately took Eva to the Hospital.

Ardhi is not insensitive to Eva's current struggle, his loss of Ishana still shackles him.

At the Hospital there is only Rita, she forgets all the happenings at home, her focus right now is just Eva.

While at home, Vishnu is taken care of by a nurse who is specifically looking after him if Rita is not at home, and Ardhi is currently in the care of Risma.

The sky was dark again, the day just passed, time was wasted, as if there were no traces of time. But for Eva, time seemed to go so slowly, contractions were afflicting her, as if there were no other thoughts, it was very eager to get the baby out right now, so that this pain would end soon, but it's not time yet.

There, Eva continues to struggle, while at home Ardhi there is only silence.

"Mas, eat first."

Risma brought the spoon containing food to the front of Ardhi's lips. But the man was silent, not responding to Risma's existence.

"Mama's doing Eva's nemenin at the hospital, so I'm the same old man." Risma was still trying to persuade Ardhi to eat.

Hearing Eva's name, Ardhi was reminded of Eva's current struggle. "Papa's dream is coming soon" murmured Ardhi.

"Yes, I hope Eva and the baby are safe."

"Papa's dream." Ardhi's eyes were straight ahead, but empty.

"The dream that creates a chasm between us."

"Maas ...." Risma started to guess where Ardhi was talking.

"The more in your heart you scratch, the farther the abyss separates us."

"Until I don't know myself, once the dream has come true, will it be as good between me and you as before?"

Risma put the spoon she held onto the food plate. "As I said, even if Eva leaves, Ishana or not, it's not like it used to be." Risma wiped away the tears that just came off.

"There is regret in my heart, why is this, why is that so. Ishana's gone, but it feels like she's still living with us. He's gone, but he lives in our hearts and memories."

"Are you able to continue your life with a stupid man like myself?" Ardhi's eyes that were so shady were fixed on Risma.

Risma stared back at Ardhi's eyes. "If I could live without you, maybe I'd rather go mas than survive."

Ardhi took the plate that was on Risma's tanga and placed it on a table nearby.

"We're rebuilding the ruins of the building, I think, this is Ishana's dream. He did leave us, but realizing his dream I felt he was alive for us."

"I'm sorry-"

Ardhi put his forefinger in front of Risma's lips. "We started it all, that was enough then, I wouldn't be able to stand on my own feet if I imagined your pain."

"With you willing to accept me again, it's enough for us to start everything."

Risma was no longer able to hold back the tears she wanted to spill, she immediately embraced Ardhi and spilled all her inner stifling sense.

I'm loyal beside Ardhi mas, I hope you're happy to see this Na. Forgive my selfishness for closing my eyes and my two eyes. I'm sorry Ishana.