Sharing Love: Wife To Ardhi

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Ardhi immediately hugged Risma, when both eyes saw the figure of the woman in front of his eyes.

"Darling ...."

Happy, that's what Ardhi feels right now. Being shunned by Risma is more painful than anything.

"Darling, don't stay away from me anymore, I'm tormented."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't apologize, honey, you're not wrong. I was wrong. I'm too scared and weak."

"Can we fix everything?" ask Risma.

Ardhi let go of his embrace, and looked at my pair of Risma eyeballs.

"This is what I'm really looking forward to from you."

"With Condition--" Risma hangs her words.

"Condition?" Ardhi smiled and waited for Risma's reply. "With what conditions, dear?"

Both of Ardhi's palms cupped Risma's face. "For the sake of your happiness, what the hell isn't?"

"You sacrificed too much for my family, now it's my turn, to fulfill your wish."

Risma smiled, hesitating to say her terms. But if he's a damper, just add a new burden on his heart.

"I was very happy, when Ishana wanted to withdraw from this marriage, but I was afraid. But I was still fighting cancer. You must remember why my miscarriage was."

"My fear vanished when the doctor said I was cured." The smile of the floating Risma.

"I'm holding Ishana, I'm afraid Eva is your only wife, she doesn't understand you, you're tormented with her, my wish, I want Ishana to take my place if I don't."

"But now I'm cured."

As if Ardhi's heart was beating slowly hearing Risma's words, Ardhi began to feel bad about Risma's speech. "What does it mean, baby?"

"My fear is gone, now I'm not afraid anymore."

"Eva told me she couldn't survive this loveless bond, after giving birth, she'd leave her child for us, I think Ishana also deserves to be free like Eva."

"Mama papa also will not be disappointed if Ishana leaves, as long as Ishana goes of her own accord, then our relationship will all improve again."

Ardhi took a step back to hear Risma's words.

"I'll be the Risma I used to be, if our marriage goes back to what it used to be."

"I've been depressed all this time, but I'm too afraid to say. Which woman can be happy to see her husband with another woman?"

"I forgot, I'm just an ordinary woman, I thought I'd be as successful as other women in polygamy. It turned out that such a paradise had to be paid for by a very expensive, priceless taste. Endless pain."

"My ticket was charred, because I did not sincerely welcome Ishana and accept Eva's presence."

"If I knew the pain was like this, maybe I'd ask you to fertilize Ishana in another way, for example by way of Insemination or baby tubes."

Prangg!

It feels like the buildings around Ardhi broke and destroyed instantly.

"So, I don't have to feel the pain when I see you making love to a woman other than myself."

"Because the dream papa just wanted your child, but my mind at that time just wanted to realize the dream papa, I forgot your feelings, forgot Ishana's feelings, also forgot myself."

"I just realized, I can't share you with anyone! The pain immediately took hold of me, when I heard and saw that I was listening to Eva, I was devastated." Risma tried to hold back her tears.

As strong as Risma held back her tears, the clear liquid still managed to escape from her eye fertilizers.

"Until now, I don't want you to touch, because the screams of another woman haunt me."

"sick! My mother!"

Ardhi could feel how sick Risma was. His lips trembled wanting to say many words, but the radiance of Risma's pain seemed to silence everything.

Ardhi took in his breath and exhaled slowly."Although in this bond, only me and you remain, still there will be lost," said Ardhi.

"I know, but still like this I'm not strong mas, what I said first, living it heavy!"

"I always say I'm sincere, I'm willing, I'm sure!" Risma wiped her tears. Resetting his breath to continue his words. "I'm easy to talk to, because I haven't felt it yet."

"After all that happened, I wasn't strong. I'm sick!"

That roaring cry even Risma let go, she could no longer bear it.

"The pain grew stronger, the pain grew, as the mass came to me silently. I don't want a mas, I want to be like before."

"Now that our path is open mas, Eva blatantly says she wants to leave, the decision is now on mas. Want to stay with me who lacks this, or with Ishana?"

"Okay, Eva's gone. But why does Ishana have to leave too? Didn't you say Ishana was your strength?"

"Yes that was just like what I said, I thought I was leaving you, besides Ishana was also my strength to fight Eva, my strength to defend under Eva's attack, Eva's attack, while the shoulders of the mas were busy supporting Eva's naked body, there was still Ishana's shoulder on which I shed tears."

"But now that Eva's not terrorizing my life anymore, her ambition to have you quenched, when she got a rejection from you."

Risma's face was adorned with bitter laughter. "Mas wants to let go of Eva but why won't you let go of Ishana?"

"Weight of Risma."

"Why weight?"

"I-" Ardhi is very confused as to what it is like to Risma, about her relationship with Ishana. "I and Ishana have started everything, there is even a sense between us, though not as big as my race to you."

Pyarrrr!

The mirror shattered into pieces, into very small pieces. The bitter laughter remained etched on his face

"Ishana and you are just as important to me, as they are to me, is there no way that we can be together?"

"Remember Ris, all this exists because you want to."

"Yes, but that was before I felt how painful it was to see my husband's love split!"

"I used to forbid you to leave, because I was afraid to leave you, Ishana was the right woman to take my place, there was Ishana beside you I was at peace, but when Eva was present, I felt sick and scared! How about if I go Ishana's gone too, how about you?"

"In addition to fear, pain and other feelings also appear. It turns out that seeing a husband with another woman as a husband and wife partner I really can't!"

"Now you know, on your yacht, it's just me and Ishana, make a choice whether to be with Ishana, or with me?"

"Do you think Ishana and I really want us together?" sela Ardhi's.

"A long before you expected me to do a tube baby program or artificial insemination to realize your dream, so as not to touch Ishana, without you asking me to have done it. But Failed!"

Dugg!

Risma.

"Ear before you dive into the pain that you are saying now, I and Ishana have gone the other way, so that you do not feel pain any deeper."

"I can't inject my seeds directly into Ishana, even if it's papa's dream. But I can do direct insemination on Ishana, as things start to grow on our feelings."

"Before you cry, we've tried other ways, so you don't cry because of this."

Risma sculpted, it felt like her neck was suffocated hearing Ardhi's confession. "If you want to keep Ishana, fine, let me follow Eva's steps to get away from this bond." Risma immediately left Ardhi there.

"Armggggg!" Ardhi wanted to spill his frustration, but did not know how to.

Ishana is like the moon that accompanies her night, while Risma is like the sun that gives her day life.

"Aargggg!"

That shout echoed in his special room.

****

The sun is sinking west. It felt like time had stopped this time, because the pain that befell three different people did not go away.

Ishana is still crying in the deserted hallway of the Hospital where she works. Her dream of building a household with 3 sisters and raising their children in teamwork, was not as beautiful as her dream.

The lentic fingers rubbed a gray photo showing the state of her uterus. The pregnancy that he hid from everyone, at first he wanted to surprise, as Ardhi and Risma's relationship improved. But now the age of the womb has been 3 months, but now Risma instead proposes himself go. Soon the pregnancy he can not cover it from everyone.

"Nara ...." Ishana wants to ask her best friend Nara for help.