Sharing Love: Wife To Ardhi

Chapter 30 Opium

Since that incident, Ishana was like an opium to Ardhi, it was difficult for her to stop releasing that beautiful body. Every morning Ardhi and Ishana go to work together.

Love that has grown, making Ishana unable to reject Ardhi. With what will happen up front. If Risma asks him to leave, Ishana will leave.

In addition to Risma's changes, Eva also continued to colonize her mentally with her whimpers. Risma, always avoiding it. Risma's rejection makes Ardhi let go of everything to Ishana.

Not just the story, but everything.

Ardhi's sense of stress seemed to decrease because of Ishana's understanding, the woman was never angry or complaints were approached secretly.

The deserted corner of the house, the dark kitchen, the car, Ardhi's office, all witness to the silent romance of Ardhi and Ishana. Even the special room that is in the Hospital, becomes the place where the two meet if Ishana is on duty.

The state of the house feels lonely after Rita and Vishnu leave, Ardhi still tried hard to approach Risma. She wanted to be the shoulder where Risma was leaning. Still, the door to the room is locked at night.

Ardhi goes to Ishana's room.

"Sir Ardhi?"

It was not a new thing that Ardhi suddenly came to him. But seeing Ardhi's face so tangled, Ishana was concerned.

"What's up, brother?"

"I don't know anymore, there's no mom and dad in this house, Risma's getting away from me."

"I'll talk to him brother, brother don't give up."

Ishana dreams, she wants Ardhi and Risma's household to be okay, there is herself or there is no herself. Let alone her womb, her life will be handed over to Risma.

Ardhi has been to the office, Eva has also left, only left Ishana and Risma in the house.

Although Rita is not in the big house, Risma still takes care of her favorite ornamental plants.

There is only Risma there, the time is right for Ishana to approach Risma.

"For Rism."

"For Na." Risma was kept busy by watching Rita's beloved plants. "Holiday?" ask Risma.

Ishana smiled and nodded her head.

"Risma, you know for yourself, that I and Ardhi's brother, often go to work together."

"Yes, I see."

"All the way, brother Ardhi often told me about you Ris."

Risma only focused on the plants she took care of.

"Risma, give little brother Ardhi a chance to prove that you are very important to him. Kasian she's Ris ...."

"The presence of me and Eva has not shifted your place in Ardhi's heart at all."

"Risma ... Brother Ardhi wants to be with you, miss you, do you not feel the same feeling as him?"

"Hard, Eva's presence destroyed my defense, and every time I tried to open myself to Ardhi's mas, Eva's shadow always joined her."

"Understand also Eva, Ardhi always tries to be with you if there is a chance" Ishana said.

"You are with me, come to me openly."

"The problem is Eva, Ris."

"That means that Ardhi is afraid of Eva, yes it is no longer necessary to approach me, if his guts are left in the gap between Eva's thighs."

"I feel like I have no self-esteem if such cats come!"

Jolbb!

Ishana's heart is pinched, and she becomes Ardhi's friend in the dark.

I don't know Ris, if I'm valuable. Being Ardhi's second wife, my pride was already shattered, my friends looked down on me. Now you say, want to accept Ardhi cat-kucingan as if it has no self-esteem.

This love took away everything, and I don't care about my pride, for me it can make my brother Ardhi happy, it's beyond anything.

"I'm not defending Eva, nor defending brother Ardhi, I just want to see brother Ardhi happy as before, I'm sad Ris saw him destroyed and feel lost to you."

"I lost him!"

Risma stared cynically at Ishana.

"About Eva, try to understand the situation, you've been pregnant, and you know what it's like, let Eva do what she wants, but that doesn't change your affection for Ardhi's sister," ishana.

"You're talking easy Na! You don't love him, like anyone Ardhi, you won't get hurt. Try you like me, I love Ardhi, it hurts to see him make love to another woman!"

Salah Ris, I love Ardhi too, but I am happy to see him with you, or with Eva

Ishana was not as bold as it was to say her heart. "For that too I withheld my duty, I know this." Both Ishana's eyes were glazed over. He used to hold back, but a few months ago, he did.

How do you feel Ris, if you also know that me and brother Ardhi have started it?

The pain, disappointment, and regret filled Ishana's heart.

"It's not Na, if you're the one who wants." Risma is wrong to see the destruction of Ishana.

"When this household was just me, Ardhi, and you, I felt safe, Na. But when Eva was present, I felt threatened."

"What a difference, Eva and I are both other people."

"Let you understand my position Na, I love my husband so much, how I can be calm and happy to see him with the woman who expects him."

I also love Ardhi, I hope he is happy and free from pressure, even if I want it I have to pay the price of everything.

"Na, the bond is now about all of us. I don't want to understand you, but the woman who shares a husband, if we demand that brother Ardhi put us first, that's a burden to him."

"You think Ardhi's happy to do his job with Eva, not Ris, he's sick! Moreover, imagine your anger and pain, along the way he cried!"

"Where is my Risma who always helps everyone? Where is my Risma who always lightens her husband's burden?"

"My presence and Eva's presence are a burden in Ardhi's heart, don't you add by staying away from her and rejecting her."

"You know? Brother Ardhi was once ill, he was not strong with this circumstance, but I was forbidden Derby tell to the house, he did not want to make new worries in this house."

"You're my best friend, what's Mas Ardhi's errand boy?"

"I'm nobody, I just want your relationship to be the way it used to be" Ishana said.

"If you want to be the impingement of Ardhi's lust, you'll be there! I don't want to!"

Ishana does not give up so easily, she keeps trying to make Risma understand Ardhi's situation. I hope this relationship can be better. But, what he experienced was the same as Ardhi, Risma's rejection.

***

At a cafe ....

Eva asks Ardhi to meet her at a cafe, she is still waiting for Ardhi's arrival

Eva daydreams about her situation. It is now entering its seventh month. Ardhi did notice him. But Eva realized, it was all for the sake of the child she was carrying.

You are precious Va, you can get sincere love without having to share, why do you maintain this complicated bond?

you are not seen in your husband's eyes. Until whenever the man only loved his first wife.

Ardhi Pramudya's. I knew him, in his eyes I only saw the figure of a woman named Risma Eriska, her breathing was just that woman.

Women as good as Ishana alone are unable to shift the position of Risma, let alone you.

Sorry not to say you are not good, but in this household, you are the weakest.

Don't waste your life Va, give birth to the child, give it to them, and you go with me.

We create our world without sharing, a world of love that exists only for you and me.

Don't be afraid Eva, they will understand you and forgive you, because the child you gave them erased all their disappointments.

Even I was thinking, they just want a child, not you.

Eva clasped her fingers. All the words of Edwin.

All the words of Edwin are true, he entered into this relationship because of the agreement with Rita. But after all this went, he had no ambition for Ardhi's treasure. Her natural desire, she wants love and a little place in Ardhi's heart.

"Eva, what's wrong with you asking me to see you? Can't we talk at home?

Eva's daydreams instantly froze hearing such a distinctive sound in her ears.