Sharing Love: Wife To Ardhi

Chapter 37 I Also Have Reason

In the female toilet, Ishana had just finished urinating, when she came out of the toilet, her eyes caught the figure of Risma fixing her makeup.

In the mirror's reflection, a sinister smile was engraved on Risma's face. "Hallo bi-ch!"

Ishana just keeps quiet, and opens a faucet not far from Risma.

"Eh, you don't have to bother getting pregnant, because I don't need the child of a hypocrite like you."

"Other times, if fuck the door is locked! You know, you're like a cat who says no, but you want it again and again!"

Ishana was still silent, she grabbed a few sheets of tissue and dried her hands.

"Why silence bi-ch?" ledek Rism.

"If serving her own husband is called ja-la-ng, then what is the proper designation for the woman who rejects her husband?"

"A wife rejects her husband's request without the real udzur, the curse of God accompanied you until morning, there is even a history that mentions until the wife apologizes to her husband. More obviously, ask the internet, I'm just a jerk."

"If not you-ra-han! And your decisions are like goddesses, so my actions also have a reason."

"The husband's right to his wife is this: the wife does not hinder her husband's request when he wants her, even if he is on the hump of a camel."

"For the reason to find it myself, I forgot where I found it."

"I serve brother Ardhi everywhere, and at any time, not because I'm itchy, hypocritical, ja-la-ng! Or whatever it is, I just do it because it's my husband's right and my form of worship!"

"I don't care how you are, what matters is that I've done my job!"

"I do not care about the human view of me, I stick to my decision, filial in my way, even though the whole earth is insulting me!"

"My request for divorce only brings me down, I am reminded of advice, whoever asks for divorce without a just cause, it is forbidden for him to smell heaven, for 500 years, just smell it no, how do you get into heaven?"

"You're proud to ask for a divorce from Ardhi's sister? I'm sick, not sick to lose him, but afraid of the threat, even though I'm sinful, my dream is to go to heaven."

"I'm sorry, mama's virus is straying me."

Ishana's trying to get back to the conversation."But it doesn't matter to me, because I'm determined to do anything for your happiness."

"You need to remember, brother Ardhi is a human being, not an angel who can read your heart, he will not understand your purpose of ignoring it."

"I am not a worshiper, but I love to sin, but I worship by dedicating myself entirely to my husband." Ishana leaves Risma alone.

***

Outside, Ishana tries to carve a smile on her face, welcoming anyone nearby.

While Ardhi chose to relax on the balcony of the hotel with doctor Jully, it felt like he was sick of being inside the event venue.

In front of his eyes, people praised his household and praised his wife's obstinacy, but behind him just insulted him and his wives.

"Darling, you're here."

Eva's arrival surprises Ardhi and Jully's doctor.

"Honey, let's take a photo first, just a few checks, baby."

"Jull, excuse me." Ardhi immediately headed to the venue due to Eva's request.

"Well, this is the father and the mother, let's come and take a picture for a while" said one photographer."

Ardhi approached one of the people who hosted the event, without permission he took the microphone in the person's hand.

"Dear guesthouse, Ishana .., you two, come here."

All the eyes in the room were fixed on the sound it was coming from.

While Ardhi returned the microphone to the host again, he casually stepped closer to Eva who was preparing at the photo shoot.

"I just want us both! Why did you call the other two wives?" Eva was very upset, but tried to suppress her voice.

"You exist, because they exist, they don't exist neither do you."

Duggs!

Lost hope Eva. Whether or not the other two wives were gone, there was no place for her by Ardhi's side nor in her heart.

the photographer arranged the pose for four people, Ishana on the left side of Ardhi, Risma on the right side of Ardhi. Eva was sitting on a chair while holding her large stomach.

Ardhi is asked to take 2 of his wives who are standing next to him, while the palms of Risma and Ishana land on Eva's shoulders.

Flashes of the camera also capture the moment.The photographer asked for another pose, in order to produce a beautiful photo. The fourth fake smile further adds to the beauty of the photo.

"Can't I just take a picture with you, Dhi?" whining Eva.

"If it's both photos, I can only do it with Risma. Because my world is inhabited by two seats only when with Risma."

The photo session was over, they immediately dispersed themselves towards where they wanted to be.

Ishana immediately approached her father, the man was very busy with his cell phone. "Dad." call him.

Purnama looked straight. Ishana was astonished to see her father's panicked face.

"Dad why?"

"It's okay, it's just that I was sick to see the scene on stage just now" said Purnama.

"Dad, it was noon so book a room for me?"

"Yes so, here's the access card."

Ishana received the card. "I'm so tired, I'm allowed to rest in my room, if you want to go home is okay."

"Yes already, rest there, after this papa will also go."

After saying goodbye to Purnama, Ishana also said goodbye to Mother Aiswa, Rita and Vishnu, she was no longer able to stand on both feet, this pregnancy made her very tired.

"What's going on in your household? Why do you feel bad things?"

"Mas Ardhi and Ishana are in love with each other."

"That's great."

"But I'm sick, and I want to get away from this bond if Ishana stays here."

Plakkkp!

The hard slap of Mother Aiswa landed heavily on Risma's cheek. Risma was just silent, the pain in her cheek was still nothing, as the pain in her heart was greater than that.

"Since the beginning of this ban, so that you do not feel the pain of friends, now?"

Mother Aiswa was very angry to hear the words of Risma.

"You feel like you're sacrificing alone because you're heartened to be combined, you ever think about how tormented Ardhi is with your request?"

"You forgot that Ardhi was trying to resist all this? Is there not even the slightest recompense for her sacrifice?"

"Mother doesn't have any advice for you, because you're smarter!"

"Saran mama, think about the sweetest thing you have with Ardhi, the thing that makes you want to be with him, think about the beautiful things that Ardhi gives to make you happy, do not think about the pain he gives, do not think about the pain he gives, because the pain is all because there is your blessing!"

"Think also of your heart if you choose to leave Ardhi, maybe your heart is content to take that step, feel punishing Ardhi, do you forget, you also feel pain from being away from him?"

"If you find no reason to leave Ardhi, then hold on. Remember that sacrifice is not just you."

"Waiting Ris, close your eyes later, you don't want you to go away with emotion and pain."

Mother Aiswa immediately left from there, and joined the other guests again. His fingers were busy typing the message he was about to send to Ishana.

Ishana was laying herself on the bed, it felt as if her entire body was very limp.

Tink!

The sound of the incoming notification makes Ishana's fingers grab the rectangular flat object.

Na, before you decide to leave, you want you to think more clearly. Consider carefully all the steps you want to take.

Ishana just read the message, and planted the rectangular flat electronic object.

At the event venue. Eva kept looking at Ardhi, although Risma and Ishana were not beside Ardhi, it still did not exist. Survive only looking for disease.

Tink!

Eva's phone rang.

Still sure you want to survive in that bond?

Eva holds her phone firmly. Confused to answer what.

Tink!

You still want to waste your youth with people who don't love you?

Eva looked at Ardhi, a fool could also realize that Ardhi did not want her. The man is engrossed with Jully's doctor.

While Risma, after talking to Mother Aiswa, her heart was getting messed up.

^^^With going, can my life be better? This heart is too deeply in love with Ardhi, how can I go on without Ardhi?^^^

Risma gently patted Rita's shoulder. "Mama, I'll go to the restroom first."

"Oh yes. Ris, who are you here with?"

"Driving yourself mah."

"Oh, then mama said goodbye first huh, your papa is not strong too tired."

"Yes, um." Risma also spurred her steps towards the bathroom.

Once there, it was very quiet. Risma stood in front of the mirror, imagining the events of the past.

...*No need to go mas, with mas still love me, it's enough....

...If Ishana freelancing, it's the same I*....

Risma stared intently at the mirror in front of her eyes, it felt like she did not know the woman who was right in front of her eyes.

...Why does pain make me a wishy-washy person?...

Risma was embarrassed to look at the face before her eyes.

"I was angry and disappointed in Ishana because they were doing husband and wife duties. Isn't that what I'm asking for?"

Risma leaned her back against the wall. Guilt and a sense of wanting to have are completely present together.

...This is Ris' heart, not a robot I can program. What if my heart loves Ardhi?...

"Hiks ...."

"I miss that Risma, where that Risma ...." Risma herself did not recognize herself at this moment. Fear and pain closed both eyes of his heart and broke all his stubbornness.

...You love him, it's natural Na. As long as you share it with another wife....

His words at that time, now even he who is not willing to share anything with others. Even he demands Ardhi to choose himself or Ishana.

Ardhi's words, Ishana's words, Rita's mother's words, Aiswa's mother's words, kept spinning in her head.

Treng-ting! Ting! Ting! Ting .....

The sound of a very loud alarm, shocked Risma from her fall.