Sharing Love: Regrets

Part 66: I'll Be A Spacious Ocean To Myself

" Let's meet, the two of you!" Finally after so much courage. Again this is not out of fear, it is about the love and love he has formed for Dera, because he is the type who is always thorough when he likes something. And thinking about what he should say if he had met Dera, would it be painful for him? Until finally he was sitting on a simple bench of a cafe, he deliberately ordered this place. This is a special place for him, whether for Dera. In this place he often spent time together as a teenager first.nothing changed from the design.Bool-bench wood, equipped with a square table that is also made of wood. They always choose the rooftop area and this time Bella also chose it, Bella deliberately designed this place much more beautiful. Gives you colorful lights and a variety of other beads, a birthday cake, candles, lit lanterns, everything...Bella prepared in great detail and another one a gift box was loosened on the bench. Intentionally hidden, for a surprise.

After waiting for nearly fifteen minutes, Dera finally came. There was strangeness and shock on his face "What is this?" Bella smiled and invited the woman to sit down.

"What's going on? Isn't this not your birthday or mine? Why is there a birthday cake here? And this food is all my favorite!"

"Stop talking and eat it all!" With a face that is still confused, Dera finally ate his dinner. "This is our last meal together!" Gunam Bella's.

After the dinner, Bella lights a candle on the cake, sings a happy birthday song and lets Dera say her do'a and blow her candles.

"What's this for, my birthday's still a long time?"

"Come on my orders!" Those magic words finally made Dera do it all.

"Happy birthday! May you always be happy! This is kodo for you!" Bella gave a gift that she had saved earlier.

"My birthday is still one month away, why are you doing this? Don't scare me!" Bella chuckles, not because of Dera's question, because up to this point she was able to keep the show hiding her hatred and heartache.

"Let's have some wine, I bring the best. Decades old and worth fantastic!"

"really? I want a glass! Thanks to you I tasted the best expensive wines, thank you!" Bella smiled wryly, soon Dera will be much more grateful to him.

"Wheel!"

"Hmmm....!" But Bella just kept quiet, took a deep breath and strengthened herself "What....? Say it!"

"Sorry.because you celebrated your birthday early! Maybe I'll never see you again!" Dera was surprised, rising from her seat. Bella chuckles "Is she afraid of parting with me?" Inveterate.

"Why? Why can't you see me again?" This time her tears began to flow, for a moment Bella was aware. It was not him that Dera was afraid of but Brian, he was afraid of not being able to see the man anymore. Aaaahhh! Bella must be crazy for thinking such a stupid thing.

"Der..sit down!" Dera complied, and after things calmed down again Bella continued her saying "I decided to part with Brian!" This time Dera was also stoked with emotion, the woman asked fiercely.

"Why? Isn't your relationship okay? Did I miss something?"

Bella sighed "Don't be like this!!!" The next second Bella stared intently at Dera "You scared me!" Then Bella stopped talking and grabbed her glass, gulped again the drink "Do you love Brian?"

"What are you talking about?" Bella smiled wryly, her best friend turned out to be good at lying.

"Bell...since when did you know?"

"Long time! And I held him alone!"

"Sorry Bell, I love Brian!"

"You'll get it soon!" Then he got up from his chair and said, "I'm gone!"

"Bella..wait! I-i'm sorry! And thanks!" Bella looked back, the woman was now stroking her stomach, was she pregnant? It's good Brian wants that.

"No need to apologize, because I will not forgive you, and for your gratitude! Keep it, I don't do it for you, and just so you know, I can get rid of you if I want to, but I won't. Brian doesn't deserve me to fight! Congratulations on your pregnancy! Hope you are well!" Then Bella passed.leaving Dera who had just been silent fixated with tears.

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At about ten in the morning, Bella sent a short message "Let's meet, the two are just two!" After Dera agreed, his best friend then sent an address, ah. That place is a place that they often visited both during school, in the old benches they told him about anything. And that makes Dera's desire stronger. He can be honest with Bella, saying that now he and Brian have a relationship. Begging very much to his best friend, because at this time has lived the fetus that nested in his bahim. And later with a heavy heart Bella will let him marry Brian, because Dera knows Bella is the incarnation of a fairy. The woman would not have the heart to let Brian get rid of the fetus and would have told Brian to marry her. Ah. That sounds perfect.

Dera ran up the stairs, the fetus in her stomach overwhelmed her. He was nearly fifteen minutes late.

Arriving at the rooftop, Dera finds an unusual sight. The place had been decorated to resemble a party venue and Bella was sitting there looking at her.

"What's this?" Bella only smiled in response to her question "What happened? Isn't this not your birthday or mine? Why is there a birthday cake here? And this food is all my favorite!" Dera is still confused but Bella tells him to spend it all.

After eating his best friend light a candle, sing a birthday song and tell him to say a do'a wish and blow the candle "What is this for, my birthday is still a long time?" But finally Dera did that, because of Bella...Bella told him to.

The next second Dera closed her eyes "May Bella not hate me!" Only that was able to cross his mind, a pardon because he had completely misstep. Then Dera blew out the candle.

And the show went back to drinking wine, honestly this is the best wine he has ever tasted. Bella is the best. But suddenly the conversation became serious, when Bella said that this might be our last meeting. Dera was surprised, she got up from her seat and instantly the hot lava started to melt from the corner of her eyes "Why? Why can't you see me again?" Many questions arise in his mind, whether Bella already knows the secret relationship between him and Brian and now the woman takes Brian away from him. So what about her what about her baby? Her fetus needs a father and she needs a husband!"

But the crying subsided, when Bella said that she and Brian would split up. Has Brian been caught cheating again? With who? It's impossible with her because right now Bella is still being nice to him.

But the doubts receded when Bella asked "Do you love Brian?" Dera was shocked to death, his plan failing but not completely failing. But clearly he failed to first confess his great sin to Bella. Dera says she loves Brian, and she leaves before it's too late. Apologize and thank you.

"No need to apologize, because I will not forgive you, and for your gratitude! Keep it, I don't do it for you, and just so you know, I can get rid of you if I want to, but I won't. Brian doesn't deserve me to fight! Congratulations on your pregnancy! Hope you are well!" Bella said with a face full of serenity, there was no hatred on that face but a sense of solemnity from her words, not only about hating but about her hope that she would be fine.

And Dera just stood glued to let go of his best friend without being able to say anything more.

Dera feels that he has become a sinner because of his selfishness, he wants this baby to be born as a normal boy who has complete parents by seizing the happiness of his best friend.