Sharing Love: Regrets

Part 61: A New Stage of Suffering

The seasons have changed, the freezing cold has now begun to disappear, as the morning sun comes that gives a tinge of bright color with a little warmth that is scattered. The flowers began to bloom almost filled the entire street, a distinctive aroma. But this is not the end, this is just a short banquet of an exhausting journey, because in fact the seasons will change and bring us in reality that may be more painful than the wounds sprinkled with vinegar solution.

This morning passed as usual, when Brian woke up first and tried to touch him, and once again Bella dodged. For a slightly absurd reason and it has been almost a week.

Then with a sour face the man inched from the bed, towards the bathroom. And that is the best option, the cold water splash may soon shed its turquoise. Or maybe he could play with a little soap there, where there's just him, God. It is okay to be a little crazy, after all, it is something that God entrusts to every human being.

Bella's daydream stopped, when it sounded from Brian's mobile phone. Bella just let the voice go, because now she is being touched by thoughts that just pop out of her head. But finally the woman shuffled and grabbed the phone with a huff, this was the fourth time the phone rang and disturbed her.

"What did this woman do early in the morning?" Gunam Bella, put the phone back on the nightstand. He refused to play a show. Then the woman again sat in her original place while looking at the branches that began to be filled with new leaves from behind the window.

Ten minutes later Brian came out of the bathroom "Honey! You haven't prepared my work clothes!" Bella turned her head for a moment, then returned to her original position. But his heart did not reach his heart, he finally got up from his chair and walked towards the dressing room. Sorting through the clothes that were suitable for her husband, however, Brian had to look handsome so that Dera would not turn away from him and take over his position. Being a victim is never fun.

"Darling!" Brian poking out from behind the door, has Bella been in there too long?

"Yes!" He stuttered, as if he was afraid that Brian would be able to catch the contents in his head.

The man came in, and approached himself "Are you not feeling well?" While touching Bella's temple with her cold hands.

"I'm fine!"

"really? I'm worried about you!" Talking with a sad face, if it was Bella in the past. The woman must have immediately hugged Brian and showered the man with many kisses.

Bella smiled "Sorry for making you worry!" Then reach for a white shirt combined with green pants and a matching color blazer. He remembered very well, this was the clothes Brian had worn the first time he saw the man in a restaurant. The first glance that made him fall just like that...

"Take this! You look two hundred percent more handsome in this suit?"

"really? You kept teasing me but never gave me a chance!" He said while pursing his lips.

Bella smiled "I'll be out to see if Auntie has finished preparing breakfast for us!"

But as quickly as the lightning hand reached Bella's body, stay here, I want you to put this shirt on for me.

Bella smiled, what other cunning way she was trying to show. But finally he resigned, when the man took off his towel and now began to wear the trousers. Pants had been plugged in, then she switched to a white shirt and Bella painstakingly buttoned her benik. The sturdy array of blocks plastered in his eyes, hard! Bella misses that. The chest of warm fields that often become a place of shelter. But the chest is no longer his. How much he wants him to keep trying to survive.

All the benik has been attached, then Bella grabs a green tie. Draping it around Brian's neck, a glance flashed a sneaky thought, should he snare the man's neck with his tie? So if Brian's dead what's he supposed to do? He was a little sorry, why he didn't keep a bunch of piranha fish.

"Why not lift it?"

"Lazy!" Brian chuckled at his wife's answer.

"You're actually slipping with anything!" Pinched Bella's nostrils "That's why you keep rejecting me!" Bella smiled, "It's not love, it's not!" Use it in the heart.

***

After noting his breakfast the next morning Brian was in a hurry to leave the house, under the pretext there were important things he had to do. Bella knows it has nothing to do with work.

Bella got ready, grabbed her bag and rushed to the garage. Work is the best way to forget about problems.

***

Brian Gagu, as he looked at the screen of his phone.Even missed calls, did Bella see it? Why didn't she change her name, what if Bella accidentally saw her? Then a message came in.

"Let's meet for a minute, there's something important I have to say!"

Matters??? What is the matter, unlike usual Dera was careless like this.

And as fast as lightning he finished his morning meal, rushing away under the pretext of business. In fact, the man did not go directly to the office, but went to his private apartment. Which has now been occupied by Dera, still meeting Dera in his old place is not a good thing because Bella can come anytime without notice. And this apartment he bought long before he knew Bella, this was the most private place for him. And he thinks it's a safe place for him and for Dera.

The car raced at high speed until it arrived where he wanted, parked the car in the basement and lightning-fast ride the elevator to where now inhabited by a woman who was waiting for him anxiously.

***

Dera himself paced anxiously, would everything go as he wished? A cold sweat started to flood his body until he felt all his bones come loose from his hinges. As he heard the sound of a person pushing a password out there and the next minute the door opened, a body popped out from behind the door.

"What's going on!"

Dera ran towards the man, hugging and clutching him in warmth.

"I'm pregnant!"