Sharing Love: Regrets

Sharing Love: Regrets
Part 3: No Gap For It



Brian really just stopped by for a cup of coffee. She leaves after putting on her coffee, refuses to use Bella's car, refuses to take Bella between them and refuses to stay the night.


Tit..tit..tit...tit...alarm sounds for the umpteenth time.


"Aargh!" Bella grabs the waker's watch and turns it off. She was still very sleepy.She just flipped her body over the bed. His mind was completely confused. This is what his father meant.


"But there comes a time when you have to listen to Dad and can't refuse Dad's request!"


Actually this matchmaking is not at all burdensome Bella, especially if it makes her father happy. Brian was the first person to fall in love at first sight. Is this a gift from God to her???


But seeing Brian's reaction it didn't seem like he liked it.


So what should he do now??? Yeah.meet his best friend.


Bella cancels her intention to go back to sleep and fully regains consciousness.


Getting out of bed rushed shower, changed into tight jeans and white crop top, her straight hair tied in a ponytail. Then he walked down the stairs and found his mother's father enjoying breakfast.


"Tumben once a day off wake up in the morning dear?" Ask Bella's mother.


"Yes Mom, Bella wants to go see Dera!"


"Let's have breakfast!"


"Later on, Mom!"


"Brian came home what time was Bell last night?" Ask Bella's Dad.


"Not long after you've finished your coffee!"


"Bella's leaving!"


"Yes, watch out for Bell!" Mom and Dad Bella at the same time.


***


This time with her Jeep Bella crossed a crowded street and made her a little sorry why not use the motorbike.


Arrive at Dera's place around 08.00 am.


Bella opened the door and her best friend was talking to her patient's guardian.


Bella sneaks into Dera's room and sits in her office.


"Tumbens?" Ask Dera to Bella.


"You remember that guy the other day, you knew him?"


"Brian? Brian Nicholas! Wh why? Are you still curious about him?"


"Yes!"


"He's a senior in my college, badboy, playboy, rich, handsome!"


"Are there only bad things about him?"


"Why? He's no match for you! Want coffee?"


"You!"


"But Der isn't the problem....!"


"Then what?" Dera asked while brewing two glasses of instant coffee.


"I'm betrothed to him!"


Like being struck by lightning on "WHAT???"


"Aren't your reactions too overwhelming?"


"How can you?"


"Come away!"


"Don't want! I'll find you a nice guy!"


"My father wants it!" Bella said with her face. Dera understood very well, how his best friend was. He no longer wanted to disappoint his father.


"But this is about Bell's life partner!"


"Yes! I know!"


"What should I do?"


"Come away!"


***


It's been a week since the day Bella was betrothed to Brian.


And as usual this morning Bella was preoccupied with her activities. Bella looks serious in front of the computer, designing clothes.


Sometimes he sips coffee that has been prepared by his employees.


Now he has 3 employees in his hand, all friendly and handsome.


Suddenly the ringing of the phone made his concentration diverted.


"Can we meet?"


"Brian.this is Brian's voice!" Gunam Bella's.


"What time? Where's?"


"Where are you now?"


"Working place!"


"Give me the address! I'll be there!" Without waiting for Bella Brian's answer, turn off the call first.


About 30 minutes later Brian had arrived to be blinded Bella.


"Have you come?"


"Let's go in!" Bringing Brian to work.


"Please sit! What do you want to drink?"


"Bella!"


"Yes!"


"I don't love you!"


Suddenly and without further ado.


Try to stay calm "I don't love you Brian either!"


"Can you refuse this match?"


"Can't!" Bella replied without hesitation.


"Why? Don't you love me?"


"I don't love you! But I can't refuse my father's request!"


"Why? This is about your life!"


"You see this place? It took a lot of effort and solicitation to make it there, you know I'm not an only child and Dad Mom was expecting me to be able to continue the family business!"


Brian just listened.


"...And I selfishly refused my father's request and begged him to let me make this place! And after this happens I promise I won't refuse her wish again!"


"Brian.you can tell your parents that you don't want this match!"


"I can't!"


"Why?" Ask Bella.


"They'll cross my name off the family list and give me nothing!"


Once again Bella was surprised.


"So for money and position!" Gunam Bella.


True said Dera, this man is not suitable for Bella, but now what should Bella do? Whahuh? Refusing Dad's wishes?


"If you don't want to marry me tell them yourself! I'm sorry I have to get back to work!"


***


Brian walks passionlessly out of Bella's boutique.


Walking up to the car and violently kicking the tires of his car "Aaaah!" He felt the pain in his feet.


The people around him stared strangely, with various thoughts running through their heads. Maybe he just got rejected by a woman. Maybe he just caught his girlfriend with another guy. Or maybe he is in big trouble and makes the contents of his darkness problematic.


Brian realized the people around him were looking at him, with a full probing gaze. Reluctant to linger in this situation, Brian quickly got into his car, stuck gas, and passed from the place with all the turmoil he felt.


***


Bella was seen just sitting quietly from earlier, her concentration was up. There was not a single thing he could do at this moment, the designs that had filled his head suddenly disappeared into a tangle that made his head dizzy.


At first Bella thought, if this marriage really happened she would try her hardest to take Brian's heart.


But looking at Brian's character he wasn't even sure if this feeling of joy could last.


Suddenly Bella remembered someone, Dion! The little friend who was always there for her, could Dion be willing to marry her? It would be much better than having to marry a troubled man like Brian.


But it's been almost 1 year that the damn boy disappeared without news, last he said goodbye will continue his S2 abroad. The first 1 year of communication went smoothly, then became rare...less often and not at all.


Is Dion okay?


***


In another part of the world. In a sumptuous apartment in downtown New York, a man of pure white, tall and handsome stature is soaking in a bathtub, a, it had been almost an hour that he had soaked like that while occasionally downing his wisky from inside his glass. A music playing melodious from his cell phone.


"You know that I can't, Show you me, Give you me, Chorahan moseub boyeojul sun eopseo, Tto gamyeoneul sseugo neol mannareo ga, But I still want you....."


Soap foam almost disappeared completely, so anyone could see clearly he was wearing only black shorts, with a burly and muscular belly.


"I miss you, Bella!" Lirih.