Sharing Love: I Was Betrayed

7. Feel Ida

Zoya can only give up and cry over the incident. She could do nothing and could not resist Rizal's wishes because Rizal was her legal husband after all.

A few days after getting married, Rizal's true nature is increasingly visible. The longer Rizal the more arrogant and always do domestic violence. That is what makes Zoya sad.

In the morning so bright, there was the chirping of birds that were mutually unpretentious. But the mood of the morning was inversely proportional to Zoya's mood.

"Sorry, the food is ready" said Zoya, who was ready to serve food.

"OK," replied Rizal briefly who was smoking his cigarette.

He had eaten only one meal, but..

"What food is this? It doesn't taste good!" pekik Rizal who immediately spat out his food.

"Sorry why? I've tried it," said Zoya.

"Do you not feel if this food is spicy huh! I don't like spicy food!" hardik Rizal's.

"Sorry, but this is not too spicy" Zoya replied.

"Here you go, I don't want to eat this!" pekik Rizal as he passed away from home.

From there Zoya again cried, because during her marriage for several days only scorn and mockery that she got. Zoya is increasingly reminded of Cahya and her father. If it wasn't for her father's sake, maybe Zoya would never have experienced something like this.

While continuing to shed tears, Zoya continued to clean the food that was scattered on the table. As a wife, Zoya strives to be a full-fledged wife. But it turns out that Zoya's kindness must be reciprocated with insults and ridicule.

"Dad, I want to go home." said Zoya who sobbed in her room.

While Rizal went to see his friends. Rizal's bad habits are always drinking. Maybe because that's what makes Rizal's person very angry.

Almost a day passed, now the night is getting late. Zoya who fell asleep because she was crying finally woke up.

"Gosh it's 9pm, I fell asleep" he said as he rushed to the bathroom to fetch water.

After that Zoya directly pray isya and perform circumcision prayers. In the middle of her prayers Zoya still sobbed. After doing the prayer Zoya cried so much to complain all his complaints to the Maha Kholiq. But in the middle of his prayer there was a very loud knock on the door.

Tok...

"In a moment," cried Zoya who immediately took off her face and rushed to open the door.

"Rizal's? You why?" asked Zoya who saw her husband staggering. Due to the influence of alcohol, Rizal staggered in an uncertain direction.

"Here let me help you," said Zoya who immediately grabbed Rizal's hand.

Zoya immediately takes Rizal into the room. Although Rizal is not being kind, Zoya always gives her attention. Zoya opens Rizal's shoes and lays them on the bed. But when Zoya is about to come out, suddenly her hand is pulled by Rizal.

"A company with me Zoya" Rizal's voice rattled.

In his heart was a fear, "should I go to the room again or sleep outside" he murmured.

"But what I did, however he was my husband. As bad as he is, I still have to take care of him when he is sick," he murmured again.

The inner war in his heart was always defeated with the kindness of his heart. Although Rizal is so arrogant, Zoya still does her best for her husband. Slowly but surely, Zoya keeps approaching Rizal into her room.

Zoya brings a glass of water to Rizal. When Zoya enters her room, Rizal is asleep. Seeing that made Zoya's heart calm. Zoya immediately rushed to sleep next to her husband.

A few months passed, now Zoya has two bodies and the age of the womb stepped on one month. For pregnant women entering the first trimester is a difficult time, because this is the time when a woman always experiences morning sickness. Likewise with Zoya who always experience dizziness, nausea, even vomiting. But Rizal's attitude has not changed.

Almost every day Zoya is subjected to domestic violence. But Zoya could do nothing. All he could do was cry and surrender to accept all the trials in his life.

"Zoya.. Where's my food?" pekik Rizal called his wife.

"Sorry mas, I haven't cooked because I'm not feeling well," said Zoya who quickly approached Rizal because she had been feeling dizzy since.

"What do you do is just sleep!" pekik Rizal's.

"Sorry mas, since yesterday I feel dizzy and nauseous mas," said Zoya who held her head.

Before long when Zoya will approach Rizal to the kitchen suddenly Zoya falls unconscious and Zoya suddenly drenched in blood.

"Zoya.. zoya.. What's wrong with you? What is this blood?" Panicked Rizal approaches Zoya and tries to shake Zoya's body.

Rizal who was confused what to do, he rushed to find the car keys. Rizal carries Zoya in the car and leaves at high speed to the nearest hospital. Arriving there Zoya was immediately taken to the Emergency Installation room.

Rizal looks anxious because he has never seen Zoya until like this. There is a sense of regret in him because all this time he has always been rude to Zoya.

"I hope you're okay" murmured Rizal.

In the midst of Rizal's daydream the doctor comes out of Zoya's room.

"Sorry sir, we can't save your baby?" firmly the doctor.

"What's? So my wife is pregnant?" ask Rizal who does not know if Zoya is two-bodied.

"Yes, sir, because her obstetric fatigue has become weak" the doctor replied.

Rizal felt more guilty. But in reality there is no significant change. Rizal always acted as he pleased. Even his harsh words were always spoken from his mouth.

A few days later, Zoya is finally able to return home. But in his heart was still so much sadness. Sadness over the loss of a child. Even so, he still has to live his life.

Flash back off.