Sharing Love: I Was Betrayed

38. The Heart of Agnia

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Hearing Agnia's statement, made Cahya so hurt. Cahya was so sorry for what she did. Indeed, from the beginning Cahya never intended to betray Agnia, but because of circumstances that forced Cahya to do it all. Honestly Cahya never wanted to do that, but Cahya was forced to do it.

At the diner, Cahya sat alone. Cahya did not pursue Agnia's departure. Cahya just sat pensive and regretted all the actions she had done. Maybe if Cahya never met Zoya again, everything would be fine until this second. Cahya will definitely have a whole family. But the rice has become porridge, everything has happened.

"I'm sorry Agnia, I never wanted to hurt you. I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done. Now I just want to see you happy" Cahya murmured in her heart.

While Agnia tried to leave the place immediately. Cahya's statement seemed to make Agnia seem to return to the past when Cahya betrayed her. Heart wounds that gaping because of the heart pain seemed to hurt. Agnia tried with great difficulty to bury all the memories and heartache she had experienced, but now it was all over again.

Agnia immediately boarded the online taxi she had previously booked. It didn't take long, Agnia finally arrived home. When Agnia went to Rehan's room, she fell asleep. Agnia rushed to her room. He sat down in front of his desk. For some reason, suddenly Agnia wanted to write on a blank paper in front of her.

Thank You For The Wounds You Give

I'm just a normal human being trying for years to live with you.

Be patient with all my solitude.

Be patient with all your attitudes.

And be patient until this heart is tired and I can no longer afford to be patient.

So long and so often this love you hurt.

I learned to wait and wait.

Wish you'd change.

But when do I wait for the uncertain?

Certainty for your change that will appreciate love.

I endured many times.

Many times you hurt.

We loved each other once.

Why does all this have to happen?

You should have known I loved you.

I am always patient in my every cry.

Steady in all my sorrow.

When you say the word separate.

Maybe there's nothing you should regret.

Although this heart is really painful.

Although I am not willing.

But I also deserve to be happy because of that love.

Love is never wrong.

Thank you for the wounds you gave.

-Agnia

I don't know since when Agnia could write. What was clear was that if Agnia felt troubled, her mind suddenly became poetic. Maybe because he was feeling heartache, so it can be used as inspiration.

Agnia was worried that by telling a story, when Agnia had a problem with that person, she would tell it to everyone. Maybe if it was through writing, no one would know.

Agnia prefers to tell a story in a book to pour out all her heart rather than having to share the story with others. It is not without reason, Agnia was once betrayed by her own best friend.

Back when Agnia had a problem, it was her best friend who told everyone about Agnia. Since then, Agnia has never told anyone about her problems.

The night was getting late, now Agnia felt an incredible drowsiness. His brain could no longer compromise. Agnia just wanted to lie down and rest her tired body all day working. Coupled with his problem with Cahya who became a burden on his mind.

Hoam...

"Today is very tired," said Agnia who yawned somehow. Clearly, his eyes were really tired. Maybe because she had been crying, Agnia finally fell asleep.

Next day.

Just as Agnia was just getting ready to go to the office, suddenly a car horn was heard.

Tidid..

"Who's this early?" muttered Agnia while stepping her foot out of the house.

"Wood," Agnia felt surprised by Bayu's sudden arrival.

"What are you doing so early?" ask Agnia who linked the two halis. Not long before Miss Ester and Mr. Hars got out of the car.

"Agnia" said Miss Esther.

"Why did you come here? Is your humiliation still not satisfied too huh?" agnia's strangling emotion saw the sudden arrival of Bayu's parents.

Agnia felt very hurt by the words of Miss Esther. Words that hurt Agnia so much. Not even once or twice, but many times Miss Esther always insulted her just because of her status as a widow.

Being a widow is not Agnia's desire. Agnia never even thought it would happen. Agnia had never imagined in the slightest that her life would be like this.

It's called a living process, no one knows. We as ordinary people can only plan, but God is the One Who Determines Everything.

"Agnia, there's something you want to talk to auntie about" said Esther.

Miss Esther now looks different. Usually Miss Esther will be rude and always insult Agnia. But now Miss Esther is as calm and gentle as when she first met so kind and friendly.

I don't know what kind of wind made him turn this drastic. It was clear that Miss Esther looked very sincere.

"What is there to talk about again, Auntie? Everything is clear" replied Agnia lazily.

Actually Agnia never wanted to be rude to Miss Esther, but her heartache was really deep.

"Please Agnia, listen to momy first" said Bayu who spoke while holding Agnia's hand.

"Already Bay, what else should I hear? I have to go and get Rehan to go to school" replied Agnia lazily and tried to let go of Bayu's hand.

"Let's Rehan we leave already noon," asked Agnia while holding Rehan's hand and immediately got into her car.

Rehan who is just a child really does not understand what is happening. Rehan only watched from then on.

"Wait for Rehan, om want to talk," said Bayu who blocked Rehan from getting into the car.

"What's up?" asked Rehan plain. Bayu only wants to prevent the departure of Agnia and Rehan alone.

"Look, baby, please help me? Your mother is angry with you, you can definitely help om," said Bayu who begged Rehan.

"Oh that's right, I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to talk to you" Rehan replied innocently.