Sharing Love: I Was Betrayed
21. Don't Leave Me, Mom..
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"Mother, mother.." shrieked Agnia while shaking the body of the mother.
"It's all because of you!" peek at Agnia while glancing towards Cahya.
"What's this about? Why is your mother like this?" said Mr. Adi when he just came home from the office.
"Mother fainted" said Agnia, who had been crying for her mother.
Mr. Adi looks so anxious to see his wife lying on the floor. Spontan Pak Adi immediately carried his wife into the car and took her to the hospital. Agnia sat in the back while accompanying Bu Hana, while Cahya followed Pak adi's car from behind. An hour later, they finally arrived at the hospital.
Upon arrival at the hospital, Ms Hana was immediately rushed to the IGD. While Mr. Adi, Cahya and Agnia are waiting outside. In the room a doctor immediately checked the pulse of Bu Hana, because it was unstable eventually doctors used a Defribrilator (a pacemaker) to overcome the rhythm of Bu Hana's heart to return to normal. The device was affixed to Ms. Hana's chest once, twice but has not been successful. Several times the device was re-attached but his heart was still not beating. Soon a doctor came out and was very heavy hearted to say if, "excuse me we've tried, but God wills otherwise. The patient cannot be saved."
"What's? Mum.." Agnia immediately ran to her mother who was gone.
"Mother forgive Agi ma'am, this is all because Agi mother became like this," said Agnia who continued to sob crying over her mother's departure.
"Wake up Han, don't leave me. We have promised to live as if," said Mr. Adi who was no less sad because of the abandonment of his beloved wife.
As a husband, Pak Adi greatly lost Bu Hana because he was a good wife also obedient. Ms. Hana was never angry, never even complained during her life with Mr. Adi.
"Pardon Cahya also ma'am, all this because of Cahya," said Cahya who sobbed because of the loss of her mother-in-law.
Bu Hana is a good in-law figure, even Bu Hana already considers Cahya as her own son. Therefore Cahya also felt a deep loss. There is a feeling of guilt that he feels, however, Ms. Hana is often sickly since knowing Cahya has a second wife. Since then his mind has become unsettled as he continues to think about the fate of his son's marriage.
"Mother, wake up ma'am." cried Agnia who was still crying for her mother.
Soon Cahya's parents came because Cahya called them.
"Please, your mother is calm in nature there," said Ms. Sinta who came from behind and rubbed Agnia's shoulder.
Agnia immediately hugged her mother-in-law and continued to cry in Bu Sinta's arms. Not many words came out of Agnia's mouth, she just kept sobbing. The bathed body of Ms. Hana is now wrapped in a shroud. After that, he was taken to his final resting place. Now Ms. Hana is in the burrow and is living quietly.
During the funeral process, Agnia's tears did not stop flowing. Agnia continued to cry, because only this time Agnia felt that she had lost someone very deep. Agnia was reminded of her mother's affection from childhood to adulthood. No one cares about themselves more than anyone else.
"Agnia, I want to talk to you" Cahya said after the funeral.
"What else are you going to talk about? Right now I'm on my own, please leave me, "agnia's pinta still sobbing in the room holding her mother's photo.
"I beg you to abort your wish" said Cahya.
For Agnia this is quite difficult for her to live. Now Agnia desperately needs advice from her mother, but now there is no place for Agnia to pour out all her heart.
Several days, months, even nearly 2 years have now passed, but Agnia still feels a very deep sadness. Little things always remind her of her mother.
"Mom, Agi misses mother." - Says Agnia who remembers her mother.
Maybe if we had to choose it would be better to lose a father than to lose a mother. Losing a mother is painful. Losing a mother is like a bird having wings. He won't be able to fly back. Although there is still a father, but the attention of a father and mother is very much different.
As well as Agnia, now she feels if there is something missing in her life. Mr. Adi is very good, but the kindness of a father is different from the kindness of a mother. Although she is an adult, Agnia still needs the attention and affection of a mother. The departure of her mother and her separation with Cahya seemed to be a relentless suffering.
After falling down the stairs anyway, maybe that saying is experienced by Agnia now. Only Rehan is the solvent now.
"Where's mom?" asked Rehan plainly while playing his toy.
Hearing Rehan's words made Agnia go silent for a moment. Agnia was confused as to what to answer.
"Darling, your dad has to work out of town. So it can't go home every day" lies Agnia who was forced to lie to her son while rubbing Rehan's head.
"I'm sorry mommy son, mom is forced to lie," murmured inner Agnia.
Actually, Agnia had long since parted with Cahya. It used to be a few days after the departure of her mother Agnia immediately finished her separation with Cahya.
The flashback
A few weeks after her mother's departure, Agnia attended the hearing for the first time. Not long after his first trial, Agnia and Cahya finally officially separated.
"Agnia, can't you undo your wish?" ask Cahya.
"No mas, I'm not gonna cancel. My intentions are well rounded, why would I maintain this household if your love should be divided, I cannot afford to mas" said Agnia with teary eyes. In Agnia's deepest heart, she actually did not want to be separated from Cahya. This is beyond her expectations. Agnia had never imagined that her life would be like this. After his mother's departure, he now had to part with Cahya.
"If it's not for me, please think of our son. What if Rehan asked me one day, "Cahya kept trying to prevent Agnia from cancelling her separation, because Cahya did not want to part with Agnia. But Cahya also does not want to leave Zoya.
"Let's see, let me think about it later, maybe I'll just say that her father is dead" agnias exasperatedly shouted.
"Your staff is Agnia" explained Cahya.
"You too have the heart, you can wish me. You take care of your wife now. We no longer have any relationship now" said Agnia as she left Cahya.
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