Sharing Love: I Was Betrayed

35. Bereft

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A few days passed, but Cahya still felt sorrow for Zoya's abandonment. I don't know until when Cahya will feel sad, which is clear at this time Cahya feels very lost. The days were so quiet and there was no color at all. There was no wife, let alone the laughter of a child accompanying her. There is only loneliness and solitude.

"I can't go on like this" he murmured inwardly and wiped away his tears.

Cahya who lives alone, must prepare everything herself. Starting from washing, taking care of the house, even cooking he did himself. Sometimes Cahya thinks that if she hadn't betrayed Agnia, it probably wouldn't have been like this. Maybe now he will live happily with his son and wife. But the rice has become porridge, there is no point in regretting everything that has happened.

Now Cahya must be able to accept his life alone, without the presence of a wife and also a child. In his daydream Cahya remembered his son Rehan.

"Rehan my son, how are you, son? I miss you so much" muttered Cahya.

It's been almost a few months that Cahya has never met Rehan. Let alone meet, finance it never. Cahya had thought if she wanted to try to return to Agnia and her child, surely her life would be happy. This afternoon Cahya plans to meet her son. It's been a long time since Cahya's seen Rehan.

It doesn't feel like almost a whole day of work. Now it was time for Cahya to go home and she rushed straight to Agnia's house. With a very high speed Cahya drove his vehicle. Don't forget Cahya bought toys and some kind of food for Rehan. Cahya had never done this before. I don't know why he wants to do that now. This time she wanted to pay more attention to her son.

Arriving at home Cahya immediately parked his car. And immediately to Agnia's house.

Ting...

There was a bell inside Agnia's house.

"Who's having a night like this?" he muttered after cleaning the dining table, as Agnia and Rehan had just finished dinner.

Agnia quickly opened the door of her house.

"Mas Cahya?" ask Agnia who linked the two halis.

"Hi how are you?" sapa Cahya's.

"Well, mas" replied Agnia hesitatingly.

"Can I see Rehan?" ask Cahya.

"Mmmhh, can mas. Please come in," bargained Agnia.

"No need Agnia, I just wait here," said Cahya who immediately sat in the house.

There was a sense of relief that Agnia felt, because it was very unlikely that Agnia would let Cahya into the house. Especially it's been this night, what people say. Soon Agnia called Rehan inside the house.

"Honey, in front of your father, son," said Agnia.

"Couldn't you?" asked Rehan who immediately ran to meet his father in the house.

"Dad" cried Rehan from the door.

"Father's son," said Cahya who immediately hugged and immediately held her child. Cahya really misses her son because she has not seen each other for a long time.

"This is for you dear," explained Cahya as she thrust her finger at Rehan.

"Well toys, is this all for me?" ask Rehan enthusiastically.

"Yes dear dong, for whom else," replied Cahya.

"Please drink the mas," haggard Agnia who suddenly came to bring a glass of coffee.

"Thank you" said Cahya.

"Together," Agnia replied briefly.

There was actually a sense of worry that Agnia felt. Agnia is confused if she should forbid Cahya to see her child, because however Cahya is Rehan's real father. So Agnia could not forbid Cahya to meet her son. Agnia tries to give Cahya time to get close to Rehan. Because it was too late Agnia tried to talk to Rehan.

"Rehan, it's been a night, baby. Tomorrow you're going to school in the morning" said Agnia, who had just left the house.

"Yes mom! Well, Rehan sleeps first yes," said Rehan who previously hugged and kissed the back of his father's hand.

"Honey, good night" said Cahya who hugged and kissed her son.

After Rehan enters the house, Agnia feels awkward because Cahya has not left.

"Thank you Agnia," Cahya said.

"Thank you for what?" ask Agnia who linked the two halis.

"Thank you for allowing me to meet Rehan" he said.

"Yes together" said Agnia.

"Then I say goodbye" said Cahya.

"Yes," Agnia answered briefly.

Because it was late at night, Cahya finally rushed home. Actually Cahya still wants to be in the place of Agnia and talk at length with Agnia, but it seems that Agnia does not like her existence.

Cahya felt that Agnia was so cold towards him. But Cahya tries to understand because Cahya is not Agnia anymore. It was only natural that Agnia would behave like that.

Likewise with Agnia who was feeling uneasy because of the sudden arrival of Cahya. Actually Agnia did not want to ever repay Cahya's actions to Agnia, it's just that Agnia was ordinary and indifferent to Cahya so that she did not misunderstand Agnia's attitude. Agnia did not want to if Cahya thought Agnia still kept the taste in Cahya.

"I'm sorry, it's not my intention to be cold with you. But this is for our good," murmured inner Agnia.

"In any case you are still the father of our son mas," said Agnia who began to get carried away and began to tear up.

There was a sense of sadness that he felt when he remembered the events before. The actions that Cahya had done left Agnia traumatized and still feeling tremendous heartache to this day. Not to forget, it may only take time to forget everything. After a moment of silence, Agnia finally entered the house.

Agnia rushed into Rehan's room. When Agnia went into the room, Rehan was sleeping soundly while hugging a toy from his father.

"Excuse me mother son," murmured inner Agnia while stroking Rehan's forehead.

"Mom knows you must be happy to meet your father and get these gifts from your father" she wrote.

Seeing Rehan sleeping made Agnia feel pity. When children his age get complete affection from both parents, but Rehan does not get it. It has been since childhood Rehan is accustomed not to get affection from his father.

But still, Agnia felt guilty about this. Agnia felt like a failure because she could not maintain her household just yet. Although Agnia tried her hardest to stay afloat, but Agnia's heart could not. Her heart was too fragile to accept the reality of life that made her a second wife. Agnia really can't afford to share her husband with others. Agnia can't.