SEVENTEEN LINE
Meeting-4
Aldo
My emotions cannot be controlled. It seems like I am still so sensitive that the little thing that bothers me can instantly make my chest claustrophobic filled with emotional overflows. How can people have such a great nature. It's like you don't have negative emotions.
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I was so upset to see Aini's behavior earlier. Why is he trying to pull my hand? I can at least be angry with people if there is him. Ih, who the heck was Aini's manggil. Anyway, I'll get him. I won't talk to him first, he'll know I'm the most sprained if he's like that. This is a real child.
“Do...” “Aldo.. By the way dong”, Aini constantly calls me.
“Hmm”, I just cleared my throat to return the call.
“Do, I'm back in class. You don't go back to the kid! Hold the bell, I have a repeat today. So I want to learn first”
“Do, ihh I can die nih tick in diamin mulu”, he said half begging me.
“As far as you are!”, I just replied in an annoyed tone.
Who tries not to be upset at disturbing time again angry? Aini is a kebangetan. Now use everything again. Make my mood not good for the kids.
“Emang actually well feeling me, you can be silent if Aini who nenangin you”, Suddenly Didit entered the class and sat beside me.
“So you called him earlier?”
“Sorry bro, if you over there you can be called a teacher. I don't want my friend in Scors”.
“Hm, yaudah. I'm so dizzy nih”
Friends are people who always understand to position themselves as mediator of every dispute you have with someone.
Aini always positioned herself as if to be the center of erasing my anger towards others. Maybe, if Aini hadn't been my best friend until now. I've been a very naughty boy and like to fight like the thugs out there. How could it be, I who was so grumpy really did not want to show my rude attitude in front of him.
“You know that kid Did?”, I said and looked at Didit.
“Kenal do, he used to be the same class as me Aini too. But he sat away from us, so I don't know very well with him”
“Sorry so much she Did”
“You're just another emotion Do”
“Who's Name him?”
“If I'm not mistaken her name is Anggara”
Which really is? She's the same class as Aini? Does Aini know him? Ahh don't know. I thought I was fucked up anyway. I should have had fun today.
There are so many things I want to tell you right now. But there seems to be more that I can't say with words. Later, I will get used to being quiet and shut up instead of talking and letting out my grief at you. Could this happen to me? Ahh.
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Mr. Bowo my Math teacher came in and started explaining very, very boring lessons.
And start blah. blah…
