SEVENTEEN LINE
Look Foreign-5
Aldo
“You why the hell?”, asked Aini to me when I was driving her home at that time.
“Kok me even in cuekin? I was wrong what the hell do?”
Still glad he doesn't know what's wrong. Basic lady. Selfish.
Give up when wrong. Fixing is not as easy as getting. Because usually, one mistake often costs a million good. Don't be sorry. Selfishness is human. But the nature of forgiveness is better if it is owned.
“I do not know you anymore! You don't like to see me close together? Yes, you can say! Why do I need to believe I'm a gini?”, the back-to-back chirping that made me even surprised when I realized he was starting to cry half-talking in the chair next to me.
“Maaf”, says.
The thing I hate the most from each of our fights is ‘Air Mata’. Yeah, I'd really lose if she cried. Just be right. When I made him cry, when I promised to take care of him.
“You don't know Do. You know I hate diamin gini the most. You just tell me what my wrong call is, and I can fix it. No need to make us seem to not know gini”
“Sorry. Kok even cry anyway. I'm just gonna be Ni” again
“Yes you're a bete because of me. If you say the reason why I can make you not bete again!”
“You are weird. So aneeeehhhh. I'm like next to a stranger just know not sigh”
“Udah stop crying first. Look at your snot out”
“Whhere is!”, he said exasperatedly.
I pulled the car over and wiped her tears with a tissue. Yep. This is my absolute defeat. Which guy can win if a girl is this soft. Arghh....
“You want to get home. Dong was crying. I'm gonna go get Papa again. So can't be long Aini”
“You anyway...”, he said while normalizing himself.
“I don't like seeing you dean of Gara”
“Why?”
“Feeling me not good about him. Don't know why”
“Iya. I'll try to keep her distance. We were not too close either. Just a regular friend. Why are you gini?”
“You always defend him in front of me. Aware of it?”
“Still?”
“Basic women!”
“That's your feeling aja gaksih do?”
“Iya. You don't guarantee me anymore”
“Iyaa. I clean it up snot. Meler somewhere Ija”
“Apaansih. Yes yes yes”
In the end, it was hard for the girl to apologize. Does this not feel wrong? How am I even the one apologizing anyway? But he really has no apologies. It is his worst nature.
Is it that hard for a woman to admit her mistake? I know wrong is still not wrong.
“Lap your face first. So tangled so. Entar thought your Mother had finished being colonized by people loh”
“Emang colonized kok!”, he said ketus.
I smiled at her adorable behavior. He was so funny when he was angry.
“What are you smiling”
“You're funny”
“What do you think I am a clown?”
“Loh isn't it?”
“I The Joker”
“Germen dong”
“Biarin”
“Kok want?”
“You what?”
“You are Joker”
“Can you like”
“Like doesn't mean I want you to be like he loves”, I mess up his hair.
“Nyebelin!”, said.
“Iya yes sorry. I have enceng”
In the end, ‘asing’ is not the right word to fix a situation. Understanding, trying to understand or even forgetting is sometimes much more meaningful to form a relationship that has existed since the past
