SEVENTEEN LINE
Unexpected-5
Aini
My eyes looked withered from lack of sleep, this morning I woke up very heavy. What Gara said last night made me unable to concentrate on studying even for rest I was difficult. I don't understand why this bothers me so much. I had a repeat this morning. I should have been more focused. But my mind drifted somewhere. Some of my friends ask me a lot of things. But I didn't answer their questions. I feel really bad today.
The rest hours I spent in the UKS, Artha and Bintang room drove me to the UKS room before they went to the cafeteria. No one was in the UKS room, not even Dina Bu UKS guard was on lunch break in the cafeteria.
Trrrrzzzzzzzzzzzzz trrrrrzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Shaking my phone woke me from my daydream that was almost deep in my subconscious. I look at the name on my phone screen. Garas. Anggara. I didn't make that call and turned off my phone. I'm not thinking. Right now I'm just resting.
I thought for just a moment, but it turns out that the line of words you said made me angry and disturbed. It seems like I'm starting to like it too, but somehow it's hard to admit it all. Is it okay to be ordinary?
^^^^
My eyes opened when the school bell rang very loudly. Slowly I could see the image of someone waiting for me next to my bed playing with his phone.
“Gara?”, I said raucously neutralizing sound after sleep.
“Hem? Wake up?”
“Eh don't get up. You just sleep again”
“Kok you can be here?”
“So your friends said you're here. I'm concerned. So I'm waiting for you to be here”
“You all right?”
“Iya. I'm just a little dizzy”
“Is this because of my last night?”
“No Gar”, my elak by lying.
“I just need a break Gar. Nothing else is kok”
“Nih lunch first. I know you didn't get to the cafeteria because you're here”
I took a plate of soto rice that Gara had bought. I slowly ate it without making a sound. Because just looking at me who was eating without asking anything. Yeah, thank goodness he didn't ask any questions.
“Ni, you have to eat a lot. Don't get sick again dong”, he told me.
“You're not in Gar class?”, I asked.
“Males. We have got doang skills. I can follow it later aja”
“You came home with me?”, he asked me.
“No need to ya Gara. I'm with Aldo. Last morning Mommy said that Mommy wants to see Aldo”
“Oh yes”
“Ya?”
“You are Yoga huh?”
“Eh?”
I could see the look on his face that was confused in response to my words.
“You Yoga is not it?”, I was hesitant, “You often love me the same letter of chocolate huh?”
“Ni...”.
“Hem?”
“You're not upset?”
“Anged why?”
“I don't mean lie to you”
“Iya I did not ever ask you Ga” “So it's true yes it's you”
“Iya Aini, I dare not be close to you. Especially say the same to you. I don't know why I could dare to say it like you”
“Ga.
“Ya?”
“Can I pretend I didn't hear you last night?”
“Aini. Excuse me. I won't bring it up again”
“Can you leave me alone first Gara?”
“Not”
“Ga...”.
“No Aini. If you want to be classy now, I'll accompany you there. If you want to go home, I'll take you. If you want to go home with Aldo. Judekah. I'll take you to Aldo”
I am getting confused about how to behave. It's very awkward if I get in this room with him for a long time without a sound. I finally decided to go back to class. For driving me to the front of my class.
She smiled sweetly and said, “See you tomorrow Aini. Sorry mangganggu. Forget about everything. Can we still be friends?”
I returned his smile and said, “Iya Gara”
To love does not mean to have, I do not dislike it, but I do not want to lose my friend. I don't want to be with him. But I'd rather not have to part with him later. I just don't want to say goodbye after being together. No. gabe. The meeting does not have to end farewell.
