Self-Esteem Is the Price of Death
Thinking Clear
Returning to the streets, Angeli meets Mama Kirana and Papa Antonio.
"What do you think of Vettel?" ask Mama Kirana.
"I don't know Ma yet." Angeli sighed, "Ma, Pa, can I quit college this year? Next year I'll continue my studies in Korea."
The main goal of Angeli stopped college first because he wanted to avoid the crowd to think clearly in doing all the actions.
"Just do what you want." Mama Kirana's reply made Angeli's heart relieved. Angeli went to her room.
****
The next day, Angeli and Reiner deliver Cris and Vettel to the airport.
"Vettel, can I be normal like everyone else?" ask Angeli before Vettel leaves.
"Many pray, ask the Lord. If God wills, you'll get everything you want." Vettel's answer made Angeli feel a speck of light illuminating the darkness.
Cris and Reiner were pleased with the change that Angeli had made. Now Angeli looks softer than usual.
****
"Gel, do you like Vettel? What about Surya?" reiner asked as they left the airport.
"I don't know. I haven't been able to explain everything I've felt." staring at her engagement ring.
"I just wish there wasn't a bad time between me, Vettel and Surya."
"It seems you can think clearly." Reiner smiled.
"I just want to feel the peace at the end of my life." Angeli smiled bitterly.
"The spirit of Gel, you must also pray for you to live longer than the verdict you receive."
"Hm. Anyway, I want to finish my business with Surya."
"After that, I will go to Korea. I want to go to college there." explained Angeli to Reiner.
"Are you acting like this because of Vettel?"
"Come on, I don't know."
"Do you love Vettel?"
"Okay, I don't know either. I felt the peace when I was near him."
"I mean?"
"I don't know the direction of destination."
****
1 Week later.
Aaron, Reiner, Angeli and Rio have returned to Bandung and have their respective activities.
Hearing their return, Surya immediately met Angeli.
"Hay Angel, how are you?" surya kaku asked.
"I'm doing fine. Rather?"
"After you left, I felt something was missing from my heart. But, I'm glad you're finally back." Surya smiled, "You want to turn me around?" please Surya.
"Sorry, I can't accept you anymore." Angeli's reply left Surya shocked.
"Why?"
"The road of life is still long, right now I don't want to have a relationship first. I wish you'd just be friends with me." Angeli deliberately did not say that he was fiancee, he did not want Surya injured because of hearing it.
Surya was disappointed with Angeli's decision, "Now you look different. Increasingly quiet. Are you depressed?"
Angeli smiled at Surya's question. "Here you go, I'm unstable. So you don't have to worry."
Since hearing all Vettel said, Angeli had indeed changed. He can already put aside his ego, he is also more often aloof to pray and reflect.
"Surya, I hope you open your heart to others, we don't know what our future will be like."
"Why are you talking like that?"
"We don't know who our soul mate is. So, live this life openly. So that we can see the sincerity of those who love us and accept God's Destiny with sincerity."
SERIATE...
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