Self-Esteem Is the Price of Death

Let Me Live My Way

Aaron was astonished by Angeli's behavior, he tried to remember things that might hurt him, but he felt no offence to Angeli.

Slowly Aaron approached Steven, "Steev. Why angeli? This morning she was so upset with my sister?"

"I don't know, I'll find out" Steven replied.

"If you already know, follow brother to the office ya." orders Aaron while leaving Steven.

"okay." Steven went to Angeli's room.

In Steven's room looking for something that might be the reason for his change of attitude this morning. Finally Steven took Angeli's diary last night given by Aaron.

Initially Steven hesitated to open the diary, for fear of being secret. With full consideration finally Steven opened and read the contents of the diary.

How shocked Steven was to read "Dear Diary, I Hate Diary!

You know what the reason is?

To me. Diary is a death-sending book."

"Do you know what the reason is?

I don't like. Then, now, and forever. I want to burn you!" in each diary.

Finally Steven decided to meet Angeli before leaving for Aaron's office, Steven running his car at full speed.

Not long after Steven saw Angeli who stopped at the terminal, slowly he approached her and listened to Angeli's abrolan.

"Let's pick me up here! don't enter the campus!" angeli orders while getting out of the car.

Steven pulls Angeli's hand, and takes her inside Steven's car.

"Sister, let me go!" angeli who felt shocked.

"What does brother mean?" ask Angeli.

"Angels. Honey, you tell brother what does all this mean? Why do you write the same thing on each of your diaries?" gently Steven said all that.

Angeli just kept quiet and said nothing. "Darling, you're playing it to brother? If you believe and love your brother, you tell me everything." - Steven.

"I don't know for myself if I never had any girlfriends other than Andani and Permata, I just hung out with my brothers and boys" bowing my head.

"When I went to Junior High, I was sitting near a girl because Reiner didn't want one more bench with me." Angeli sighed.

"At that moment he reached out, 'my name is Jewel' he said meekly. The jewel of a quiet child, many friends who insult him because he is disabled."

"I always defended him because I felt I loved him. The day changed as I got to know her, to the point that I knew the thing she liked the most was to write her curses in her diary."

"I don't know and don't really care about the contents of his diary because it's his secret, I just consider it as his entertainment when lonely."

"Do you know not? slowly I also heard writing in a diary without anyone's knowledge."

"Till he died because he had meningitis. At her mother's request I read her diary, all I read was her bitter life and her desire."

"From everything I've read there are still many unfulfilled desires." Angeli shed tears.

"I remember the last sentence he wrote, 'thank you Alexa, you've been present in my life and given me happiness' Since then I don't like diaries, I've burned my diary." Angeli wiped away the tears that had soaked her cheeks.

"It's noon, I'm afraid I'm late." I opened the car door.

"the one thing I ask you, brother, let me live my way, as I wish without taking it down!" close the car door and drive away leaving Steven.

Steven went to see Aaron at the office. With Aaron's consent, Steven burned Angeli's diary.

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