Self-Esteem Is the Price of Death

Self-Esteem Is the Price of Death
I can't Live Without You



I don't know how long Angeli slept, when she woke up she was already in her room wearing infusion.


He looked at the people around him.


"Angel, are you awake?" Om Boyke smiled.


"Oms. Am I really mentally ill?" Angeli looks like a dazed person.


"No dear. Who said you were crazy?" Om Boyke calms Angeli.


Angeli was just speechless listening to Om Boyke's words, "Om Boyke always covers my condition, he talks everything to Steven." Thought in the heart.


"Why do I feel so weak? why does my whole body feel paralyzed? What the hell happened to me? Why can't I remember what happened to me?" those questions came to Angeli's mind.


"Angel, eat first!" Aaron's orders.


"Actually why me, brother?" ask Angeli.


Aaron was silent at Angeli's question, "I am indeed a lousy big brother, I can't handle you at all." he thought to himself.


"Sister?" Angeli was astonished to see her brother who was just speechless.


"Angels. What you think, affects your body. Have you lost your passion for life?" ask Om Boyke. "Tell me what you want!"


"So that makes me weak." The whispers of Angeli's heart.


"Angel, why are you quiet?" ask Aaron.


"My head hurts, it feels so hot, I want to be alone!" Angeli shed tears.


"But Angel.Aaron's words came to a halt, "I want to be alone!" yell Angeli.


Om Boyke hinted for them to come out soon.


"Good darling. But you eat ya." Aaron stood up and kept a plate of food nearby, Aaron came out with his om.


"I can't be weak!" Angeli whispered "I must be strong, I must be able to make happy those who love me for the rest of my life."


Angeli gobbled up all the food that has been prepared and drank the water available there.


Slowly Angeli released the infusion she had in her hand while shedding tears.


"I don't want to wear this anymore, a lot of these spots, it hurts a lot. I have to be strong, so I don't get infused anymore."


Angeli got off the bed, her whole body shivering, but she still forced her legs to step.


He grabbed the key and locked the door of his room, after which he headed for the bathroom preparing warm water, and took a bath.


While Om Boyke and Aaron are still thinking of ways to approach Angeli. Reiner who from earlier only played the phone along to talk.


"He just wants Steven!" sahut Om Boyke's.


"Sir Steven I can't live without you!, those are the words he always says when he's unconscious." Om Boyke.


"Yes, just call Steven!" Sahut Reiner's.


"Steven still has business with his lecturers, he wants to ask for leniency so that he does not sacrifice his lectures for Angel." Aaron's Firm.


Reiner fell silent to Aaron's words, "If I hadn't been hostile to him, he must have been very close to me, maybe even closer than Steven's brother." whispered his heart.


"Rei. Don't daydream!" sahut Aaron's.


"Aaron, Reiner, Om go first, if anything happens to Angeli just call Om!" Om Boyke.


"Yes, be careful on the road" Aaron and Reiner said.


Slowly Angeli walked out, although his body was still trembling and his head was still in pain, he still forced himself.


"Angels. Where are you going, baby?" ask Aaron.


"I want to swing!" angeli Sahut.


"I'll be with you!" reiner Sahut.


Angeli nodded, Reiner immediately swept Angeli towards the backyard.


"Angel, I'm sorry ya." while swinging the swing that Angeli occupied.


"For what?" ask Angeli.


"For all my faults in you." Answer Reiner.


"Rei, didn't you go to Jakarta? " Angeli just remembered.


"I'm not leaving!" obviously Reiner.


"Why?" ask Angeli wonder.


"Because I want to steal the opportunity to be close to you! Like Steven doesn't exist." While walking in front of Angeli.


Reiner extended his hand as he said "Angel. Will you make me the second Steven in your heart?"


Angeli received Reiner's helping hand while standing she smiled. " I can't live without you. Steven! "


Hearing Angeli's words, Reiner immediately laughed.


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